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Confessions. Confessions. I think that the best thing D/s has shown me is that @cynicaldom really, truly accepts me. I still forget sometimes, and I’ll try to keep things to myself thinking “I can’t admit X”. Sometimes just because I think he’ll disagree, or won’t want what I want. Sometimes Most of the time it’s because I’m ashamed or embarrassed. I think that whatever I want or like is selfish or weird. Sometimes it’s something I wish I didn’t need or want. Or something I wish I didn’t feel. Whatever reason I have for thinking I can’t tell him, it’s untrue. And I can’t really hide my truths from him anymore even when I think I want to. I can delay it, but sooner or later I can’t help but share. We’ll have great sex or maybe a beer or two and we’ll be talking at 2 am and it all just spills out before I have time to over-analyze what I’m admitting. I imagine I’ll fight the battle of trying to guard him against my ugly parts, at least what I view as my ugly parts, for years to come. I’ve learned this lesson many times already, but I find that I have to keep learning it. I accept the truth a little more each time. I can strip myself naked physically and emotionally and he won’t run and hide. He won’t even wince. He can handle seeing all of me, my scars, imperfections, flaws, shortcomings, insecurities, sexual desires, ugly tears, all of it. And he’ll still want me. He will still choose me. amysubmits~  "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.” |
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Acceptance is mutual, a gift that constantly renews, restores and rejuvenates. And it lasts forever.
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being honest is always best. "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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