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A Quiet Mind... A Quiet Mind... @cynicaldom asked me to pick up the kitchen while he picked up the living room. He finishes before I do. A few minutes later he comes out of the bedroom with handcuffs. I had items in my hands, intending to put them back where they go. He removes them from my hands. “I’m not done yet..and you asked me to do this.” I think. He cuffs me. He leads me into the bedroom. The Hitachi is on the bed. I’m eager at the idea of cumming. It’s been a while and I’ve been stressed. The relief would be really nice. He removes my bottoms and panties. He has me lay down and I hear him getting in the toy drawer. I’m not really in the mood for spanking. I want an orgasm. I peak at what he’s pulled out. The flogger. I let out a little whine. I don’t like the flogger, but I don’t like much of anything other than his hand. Maybe he’ll start off softly at least. He doesn’t offer me the Hitachi. The first few blows aren’t too bad. The third or fourth is much heavier. That was no warmup at all! This seriously hurts! I say nothing. He goes down my thighs a bit and I wiggle all over the place but try my best to return to position quickly. Just as I think I have grown accustomed to the heavy hits from the flogger he switches to the whip. I really hate it. It’s heavy and it stings. More than stings - it leaves a deep burning sensation. I try so hard not to move around. I know how much this hurts if it wraps around my hip or thigh. I don’t want to cause a blow to land incorrectly. I’m self-conscious of how loud I’m being but I try to stay still. I ask if he will please bring me a gag and he does. I’m so thankful. It’s a relief to have something to bite on and yell into. It lets me breathe a little because I have an outlet for the intensity I’m feeling. I don’t have to fight so hard to stay composed. He switches back to the flogger and I breathe a bit easier still. It now feels kind compared to the whip, although it’s heavy. It’s easier to stay still now. A little bit of pride bubbles up inside of me. I’ve got this. I don’t think anything is funny but for a few seconds, an involuntary laugh escapes my lips. Ordinarily, I would fixate on something like that, why did that happen? Why did it feel like I wasn’t laughing on purpose? That was weird?? …but none of these thoughts enter my mind because my mind is quiet. I’m not thinking about anything other than taking what he gives me. It doesn’t matter why I laughed, not at all. He uncuffs me and offers me the Hitachi. I take it happily but I don’t wonder if I’ll get to cum or not. I hold it against me and he flogs me for a bit. Really solid swings now, I feel the weight of each blow deeply but I’m not gritting my teeth. It feels good now. “May I please cum, Daddy?” I ask as I feel myself getting close. He says no. I lift my hips from the Hitachi to stop myself from tipping over the edge. There is no whining or fussing in my mind. I don’t need an orgasm anymore like I thought I did. Almost immediately he switches back to the single tail. It still really, really hurts but I do a better job of holding still. I don’t know how long it is, but the urge builds up again. I ask for permission to orgasm and he says yes. The orgasm feels nice, but the new mindset feels better. I hug him. “Thank you for using me, Daddy.” As I go back to the rest of my day, finish picking up the kitchen, then contemplating what else needs to be done, and this peace remains. The noise I had been hearing for a few days is gone. I make choices more decisively and confidently. The doubt, the 500 options and the worry that comes with them has largely lifted. I have a quiet mind. amysubmits~  "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.” |
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A really wonderful skill to learn and perfect, for myriad situations Use it well grasshopper. I thoroughly enjoy your posts,... Thank you for your insights, and those you've found to share.
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1/22/2018 3:54 pm |
Quieting your mind isn't controlling your thoughts and fears, as much as not letting your thoughts and fears control you.
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How to de-stress.... but also how to love your partner! x
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nice
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Wonderful little girl arent you
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nothing like clearing your thoughts ..... "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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