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To Love A Sub Love isn’t all flowers and flogging, and lingerie and lovely dinners … it’s not the easy things - those are the expressions of love. Love - real love - is honest, and messy and hard and full of self-doubt. It’s having the difficult conversations and smoothing the ruffled feathers of my insecurities. Sometimes it’s me spiraling down and working myself into a lathered frenzy, thinking I will lose you, and that I’m too much, and that you will leave when you see the darkest parts of me and realize my complicated life is a burden that you don’t need. Don’t you want an easy, carefree love? Don’t you want something simple that doesn’t require so much attention and effort? No? No?! “No.” You say you want it all - everything I have to give, even the messy bits. You don’t want ‘easy’ because easy lacks depth and what I have, what we have, is meaningful and rare, and REAL. And worth it. So love all of me. Love me when I’m at my best, looking pretty with a ballgag in my drooly mouth, staring at you with a glazed submission from across the room on my knees, and simmering with the desire to please you. And love me when I’m a tearful disaster, curled into a small ball, sobbing silently for reasons that I cannot articulate. I’m complicated - I make no apologies for that. It comes with the territory - I'm a grown woman, not a - a woman with a past, a woman with stories. Love my sweetness and vulnerability, but accept that I come with unfounded fears, and hidden pain, and the deepest, darkest mind that even frightens me sometimes. But I also come with the most caring, open soul you will ever stumble across in this universe, and the purest, most honest heart that will love you like no other. So love me when I’m feeling horrible and I can’t get out of my own head - help me stop the thoughts - pull me away from the walls I claw at to climb over. Scoop me up and hold me, kiss my head and tell me it will all be ok, or pull me over your knee and whip my ass until the thoughts stop, or pour me a drink and just let me cry. Don’t be afraid of me. Don’t be afraid of real love. sluttyrory~  "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.” |
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You find the best things that speak to me so deeply.
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Unconditional.
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10/3/2018 9:23 am |
I have plenty of love to give 
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10/3/2018 7:47 am |
That is a great expression of "true love" and it is what I always strive for in relationship. It is messy and you do get your hands dirty, but you reap the ultimate rewards for that deep intimacy, they are off the scale.
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 Slave rick
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This rings true to me. "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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