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aliljaded 53F
23777 posts
10/21/2020 5:39 am
Are you a Love Junkie?

I was suffering the easily foreseeable consequences. Addiction is the hallmark of every infatuation-based love story. It all begins when the object of your adoration bestows upon you a heady, hallucinogenic dose of something you never dared to admit you wanted-an, an emotional speedball, perhaps, of thunderous love and roiling excitement. Soon you start craving that intense attention, with a hungry obsession of any junkie. When the drug is withheld, you promptly turn sick, crazy, and depleted (not to mention resentful of the dealer who encouraged this addiction in the first place but now refuses to pony up the good stuff anymore-- despite the fact that you know he has it hidden somewhere, goddamn it, because he used to give it to you for free). Next stage finds you skinny and shaking in a corner, certain only that you would sell your soul or rob your neighbors just to have 'that thing' even one more time. Meanwhile, the object of your adoration has now become repulsed by you. He looks at you like you're someone he's never met before, much less someone he once loved with a high passion. The irony is, you can hardly blame him. I mean, check yourself out. You're a pathetic mess, unrecognizable even to your own eyes. So that's it. You have now reached infatuation's final destination-- the complete and merciless devaluation of self.

Elizabeth Gilbert~

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"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


drmgirl622 68F  
26107 posts
10/21/2020 8:12 am

I have been that person.....I'm glad she's gone


DancingDom 74M
22588 posts
10/21/2020 7:49 am

Some already started teh play list with addited to love. But how about Love is the Drug Roy Music and Huey Lewis I want a new drug.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


BlkBdsmMstr1 71M  
188 posts
10/21/2020 6:21 am

aliljaded, how about "Addicted to Love" by Robert Palmer for this one


bimom4taboo 54F
2095 posts
10/21/2020 6:08 am

we all go thru that from time to time. it means we are alive and not just living


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
10/21/2020 5:41 am

I can totally relate to this, and I love this author so much. She wrote one of my favorite books, Eat, Pray Love.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”



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