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aliljaded 53F
23780 posts
4/13/2022 3:10 am
Letters

I’m still writing letters to you.
Why?
After everything I said, everything you never said.
After the months that have turned into years.
After this nonexistent friendship.
Why?
Why am I still writing letters to you that you’ll never read?

I think this is a testament to love. Not my love for you. But love is the universal curveball that makes the predictable unpredictable. It seeps into your life even when you specifically told it not to come. You don’t have time for this. Your schedule is packed. There’s no space for love.

But that’s the thing about love. It comes and it goes when it pleases. A relationship needs work. But love? That feeling that overrides logic? That feeling does whatever the hell it wants.

And you know that saying? The one that says, ‘If you want to know where your heart is, look to where your mind goes when it wanders? That gets to me every time. Because in quiet moments after the storm, when life becomes slow and my memories take root… you’re always there. And as much as I’m over you, I’m also completely, irrevocably not.

Parts of me will always contain some part of you.
I used to think of this inability to shake you as pathetic.
Then I got angry about it.

Now I realize that maybe this is just how it is. Sometimes some people come into your life and leave a mark so defining that it shapes who you are.
Maybe that’s why I’m still writing letters to you… because I feel you with me in the subtlest of times.

~M


"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
4/15/2022 4:21 am

    Quoting Sirmakesuhot:
    I believe that is exactly how it is
    Paths cross, lives change
    Its part of our journey
    So true
    Sir
Yes, very true.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
4/15/2022 4:20 am

    Quoting rondiri:
    I've been there. Sooner or later though, you have to close the door and move on. I found dwelling on that someone who made a mark holds you back. Deep in the back of your mind, something tells you, but what if he/she comes back?
Not really why I write. It's more of a cathartic thing.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
4/15/2022 4:19 am

    Quoting  :

I do too.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
4/15/2022 4:18 am

    Quoting drmgirl622:
    Writing it all out helps heal the soul.
Yes, it does.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


RobertBishop 66M  
2145 posts
4/13/2022 11:21 am

Even after Oliver Hardy passed away, Stan Laurel still wrote comedy routines for Laurel and Hardy.


samwise52 27M
3 posts
4/13/2022 9:13 am

hit me on insta: samwise_78


drmgirl622 68F  
26111 posts
4/13/2022 8:58 am

Writing it all out helps heal the soul.


rondiri 65M
11180 posts
4/13/2022 8:36 am

I've been there. Sooner or later though, you have to close the door and move on. I found dwelling on that someone who made a mark holds you back. Deep in the back of your mind, something tells you, but what if he/she comes back?


hardtop4you 65M

4/13/2022 5:13 am

Sometimes we search
for the answer to a
question that there
isn't an answer to . .
Because It's not a question
to be answered, but a
truth to be accepted.


Sirmakesuhot 60M
148 posts
4/13/2022 4:47 am

I believe that is exactly how it is
Paths cross, lives change
Its part of our journey
So true
Sir


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
4/13/2022 3:11 am

Some things never change.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”



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