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The Mirror The hardest thing I’ve ever done is His mirror scenes and body image training. Fuck, I’d rather light myself on fire! The first set of instructions is a comprehensive written list of all the parts of my body I currently “hate” with details about when it’s the worst (position) or intrudes into my focus. And then I have to give Him the list. He spends days with the list. Asks more questions. Then comes the instructions for training day. Forced to look, listen, experience… To endure grabbing, pulling, and squeezing parts that life, aging, and gravity have been less than kind to. To see all those parts from every angle. To not be allowed to look away, not a moment’s respite. Once the sobbing subsides a bit, He describes what He sees, showing me the curves He focuses on, the sensations He feels. He takes His pleasure in every form imaginable while I watch. The mirrors not only show him me, but His pleasure, His undeniable lust, even while grabbing and enjoying the parts I hate. (I’m an evidence-based kinda girl.) There is an overriding theme, a mantra... “I am perfect for Him.” That I am never more beautiful than when I’m on my knees or in the moment I have surrendered my being to His to receive the gift of erotic pain or am put to use pleasing Him. A quote from Him: “Little one I refuse to fucking compete. I will have you, you will give me your complete surrender and focus. I will not abide a competitor. And right now, I’m competing with your inner critic. We will do this as many times as it takes. I will break this distraction and have your complete focus. I will not accept competition.” And in the end, I am broken and he remakes me. Remakes me to come before Him truly “naked and unashamed.” @submissive-seeking *Archive  "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.” |
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I like that! That's awesome!!
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“ …and right now I’m competing with your inner critic.” That’s one powerful incentive to let go. Love 5hat.
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I still keep photographs from that time when i have been told to have a daily routine in front of the mirror so that I can compare what I see at the beginning and after a certain time... all I can say is that what I see now, and what I saw then are almost two different ladies, and the greatest difference is in their confidence and perception of their body, figure and appearance... yet the most important in their mindset. A very powerful tool, the mirror.
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Learning to love ones body is a very hard thing to do.......
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There is only one person that can change your life . . They are in the mirror waiting to have a quiet conversation with you.
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To accept all of you as one is an awakening
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I can absolutely relate to this piece. I've been in this position and hated it immensely. But, I think there finally came a time, when I made peace with my body, and myself. "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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