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Black(mail) Friday Part 2 (before) - submission, humiliation, masturbation, group, bondage, S&M Hey y’all. I'm very sorry it’s taken me such a freaking long time to finally put something more together from my experience leading up to Blackmail Friday. It definitely took me a few days to recover but with the holidays and all and everything else I have been involved with these days, here is the next part finally. Not that my hands were tired, even though they did do their fare share, but the rest of my body was totally worn out, and I was mentally exhausted and just needed some time to do nothing but relax at home. So I’ll start on Thanksgiving Day since that was just after my last post. The early afternoon I spent at home with my Dad and my sis and we had our usual small family Thanksgiving. I don’t think either of them suspected what I had signed up for on Friday which was nice but I was definitely distracted for the last few days imagining what all could possibly be in store for me on Friday. Interestingly enough, my sis had asked if I could hit some stores on Black Friday with her, and I lied directly to her face and told her I already had committed to going shopping with my BF Richard. That was all fine except I wasn’t going to be with Richard at all on Friday. I took care of that alibi later on in the day. So anyway mid afternoon with my family, then Richard picked me up around 4 to head to his family’s big Thanksgiving. They don’t live in town but out in the country a bit. I don’t know if he could tell in the car ride that something was up but definitely I wasn’t as talkative and excited as usual when I am with him. I was dressed very conservatively bc we were going to be around his parents, grandparents and younger brothers. I know they are all probably wondering how Richard snagged a gal like me but that is a very very long story as far as how we first got together. So very conservative dress for me including a bra and a thong, not a sexy short dress at all nor revealing my body like I usually like to do. So everything progresses as usual Thanksgivings do but remember my mind is filled with the potential for my first MWHTSGB the very next day. What? My Owner gave me that new acronym but basically my first multiple well hung total stranger gang bang (MWHTSG  . And oh yeah, I call him my Owner now bc of the experience he gave me on Friday, but if you were to ask him, he’d tell you he isn’t my Owner. He'd remind you that all men own me. Damn! After Friday I'm convinced he’s right in that conclusion.So my mind is a mess thinking of sucking and fucking new strangers and I haven’t touched myself since sometime on Tuesday which is kind of a record for me since I usually can't go a day without fingering my pussy or sex. So that evening at Richard's family's house, I am totally distracted and horny as fuck. Everybody is either outside on the patio or watching the football on TV, and I send Richard a text to meet me upstairs. I've never been to their house before so I am just guessing but I figured I could find somewhere upstairs to escape to and get Richard to bang me. He replies back with just a "?" and when I get it, I get up from the sofa where I am seated and head towards the bathroom, but instead of going to the bathroom I head up the stairs to see what I can find. I don't know whose room is whose but I find one with the door open and head in there and hop up on the bed. I figure if anyone sees me, I can just tell them I wanted to take a nap. But I'm not in there for maybe a minute and Richard peeks his head in the door and is all "WTF?" When I spot him poking his head in the door, I immediately turn around on the bed and get on all fours with my head on the pillow looking back at him. He's still standing in the doorway when I lift my dress up over my ass, over my waist and pull my thong down my legs to my knees. When he sees me do that, he immediately closes the door to his brother's room because I am showing him my ass and giving him a view of my untouched since Tuesday pussy from behind, which he has seen so many times. He walks over to where I am and asks me "What the fuck are you doing? Everybody's downstairs right now." I just grinned at him and told him honestly, "I'm horny as hell and need a good fucking." I'm pretty sure he already knew that from how I was offering him my body but once he confirmed it, he was ready. He walked back to his brother's door to lock it and I told him straight up, "Don't lock it. Close it, but don't lock it." He was like "are you fucking serious?" and I was serious as hell because I wanted the thrill of being fucked in his brother's room on his brother's bed while all of his family was downstairs and unaware. He walks back and is unbuckling his belt and unzipping his pants and pulling down his underwear all at once as he kneels on the bed behind me. "But you're loud as hell" he tells me and I said, "then figure out how to shut me up". I could feel the tip of his cock as he rubbed it between my ass cheeks on my anus and along my lips and then I felt his hands as he gripped the thong around my knees and forced it off of my legs over my shoes so he could spread my legs wider. Then I watched as he balled it up and held it up to my mouth, pushing it in my open mouth to make sure I was silent. He stuffed it deep in my mouth and I could taste my juices and smell my nasty scent. As soon as he had it in my mouth, I felt one hand on my ass cheek and he used his other one to force his already hard cock in to my asshole. I groaned as usual anytime a guy is inside my ass, but with my thong in my mouth, I was totally silenced. Once he had his cock inside of me, he grabbed both of my wrists to pull them behind my back so he could hold both of my arms with one hand. Then his other hand reached down to keep my mouth closed with my thong inside of it. I just stared off in to space as he used my ass and satisfied my craving for cock at that moment. Little did he know what I was going to endure the next day when he thought I was out getting bargains on Black Friday. Luckily nobody opened the door on us while he was finishing me bc that would have been really embarrassing for him. I really don't give a shit anymore, but I'm sure he would have felt pretty bad. Once he was done, he pulled his cum covered cock out of my ass, wiped whatever was leaking out of me and then pulled the thong gag out of my mouth. He shoved his nasty fingers in my mouth for me to taste his cum mixed with my own ass juices and I just grinned at him as I licked them completely clean. Then he held me by the hair and put his limp supersensitive cock in my mouth. Straight ass to mouth without cleaning it at all. He's been doing that to me since we started dating so it was nothing new, and tasted as nasty as ever, but turned me on even more this time bc I had been denying myself for a few days. Once he was done using my mouth to clean his fingers and dick, he got redressed and headed back to rejoin his family. I pulled the thong up my legs and covered my unused pussy to be properly dressed in front of his family once again. The wetness from my spit and saliva on my thong felt so good on my aching pussy and clung tightly to it, leaving very little to the imagination if it were to be seen by anyone. I made it back downstairs without any problem, and was a good girl the rest of the evening. The quick anal fuck in his brother's room felt good and satisfied me but my mind was still focused on whatever may be in store the next day. Finally around 9 or so, Richard drove me back to my Dad's place and told me how turned on he was by how crazy I was for him while at his parent’s house. I could tell he wanted to fuck me again at our place, but I told him I was too tired but would give him something even wilder the next time we got together. I could tell he really wanted to get together on Friday to bang again, but that wasn't going to happen. I had already been promised to a group of strangers, and no offense to Richard, but y'all know should know I will choose a group of unknown strangers over him any day of the week. So after Richard leaves, its about 30, and I immediately text my Owner to let him know how excited I am and that I will be at NorthStar Mall the next day at the time I had previously agreed to. I think he was surprised to hear from me at the last minute but I really wanted to know more details. I didn't tell him what I was planning to wear bc I don't think he really cared at that point. As far as he was concerned, everything was set. I just show up and do as planned or else very sexually explicit pics go to my mom immediately. He had previously given me some life savers just in case an emergency came up like the last time and I couldn't fulfill my end of the deal but I agreed to give those up so I had no way out except to show up and submit to whomever he had in store for me. That was exactly how I wanted it to be, with no easy way out. We texted back and forth for a bit when he asked me how many I thought were going to be at the mall looking for me. I told him at least 2 but I know I could handle 3 and was honestly hoping for 3. That's when he texted me something very direct that made me shiver. He said, "Venny, there is definitely going to be more than 3." I was like OMG. When he told me that, I wanted to know right then how many would be there and he said he didn't know. He just knew it would be more than 3. Not only was I not in control, but neither was he at that point. That made me so hot not knowing anything at all. At that point, I knew he was dead serious and I was ready to go to the mall right then, but still had another hours or so to wait. I decided since he was being pretty honest with me to ask if it was the stranger from before, and he confirmed that it would be and that he knew the stranger had been in contact with a large number of his friends sorting out who wanted in on me and who would be available. I didn't know what to think. He also told me that he had asked the stranger if he had a place close by that they could take me to and that the stranger had confirmed the fact that he did. OMG. My head was a mess. Very excited. Very nervous. Very scared. Very aroused. Anticipating what he had arranged with a man that he had never met and a man that I had only met twice before. And now that man had used everything he knew about me, whatever my Owner had told him, the pictures he had shared with him to sell me to a group of his friends who neither me nor my Owner knew anything about. My Owner asked me if I was excited and fuck yes I was excited. He asked me if I wanted to touch myself right then and hell yes I wanted to touch myself. I told him so. I didn't tell him that Richard had fucked my ass earlier that day bc he wouldn't have cared but I told him I really wanted to finger myself to orgasm right then. He reminded me that I didn't have permission and that I needed to be has horny as possible for what he had in store for me the next day. I knew what he meant, and I didn't want to spoil my excitement the next day by being a greedy slut and fingering myself the night before. He told me straight up that if I did finger myself, not to tell him bc he would cancel everything at that moment in time with a simple text. But that if I did finger, to tell the men I am with on Friday and they can punish me for disobedience. We stopped texting around 10 or so and I was hornier than I have been in a long time even with Richard just fucking my ass a few hours earlier. I was trying to imagine being with 3+ total strangers, going with them willingly to their place and sucking and fucking each one of them until they were finished. I really wanted to be a good girl for my Owner and not touch myself and definitely didn't want to ruin the experience in store for me the next day. But I was born with a pussy and not with a cock so I am pretty weak when it comes to having to deny myself sexually. My Owner doesn’t know any of this until right now when he reads it, but I had no ability not to finger myself the night before. My Dad was already asleep in his room by this point, so I was pretty sure I wouldn’t get caught but since I was going to do it, I needed to add in the risk of being caught to make it even hotter for me. Even though the weather was cold, I still didn’t sleep in much, just some long pj bottoms and a t-shirt or sweat shirt. So once I decided to break the rules, I got up and pulled my bottoms all the way off, walked through our house and put them in the hamper in our laundry room. Then I walked back through the house barefoot and naked from the waist down back to my room. My t-shirt was pretty short and didn’t cover me at all in front or in back. If my Dad had heard me, he would have seen me walking like that, not hiding myself from the waist down. Not a big deal since he's seen me completely naked before, but he would know something was definitely up. When I got back to my room, I left the door wide open which I don’t normally do at night, but tonight I felt leaving it open would keep me from being too loud when I came. I got up on my bed, my sheets and blanket were already pulled down. I was laying on my back staring up at the ceiling and I spread my legs out super wide so my bare untouched pussy was wide open to the ceiling above. The more I laid there like that, completely bare naked from the waist down, legs wide open, door wide open, the more my heart raced and the more excited I got. I loved that feeling of displaying myself even though nobody was there to watch me. I was showing the part of my body that I had shown three months before at NorthStar Mall which attracted the stranger to me in the first place. I felt so completely exposed even though I was in my own house, my own bedroom, my own bed but I felt very, very naked. I just laid there for a few moments trying to decide whether to go through with it or not knowing that if I did touch myself, I was definitely not going to be able to stop without cumming. I decided to hell with everything and just go for it. I got up from my bed and went to my window which faces our neighborhood street and I pulled the curtains open and then I lifted up the blinds all the way to the ceiling so the window was wide open with nothing obstructing the view from the outside. Then I walked back to my light switch and turned it on so my room was lit up. From the street or sidewalk, anyone passing by would be able to see my wide open window with my light on. They'd be able to see inside my room and me and I wouldn't be able to see them. I hope by doing that, that pleases my Owner knowing that even though I did disobey him and cheat myself by touching, I did it in a very exposed, very humiliating way. I laid back down on my bed, nothing on from the waist down, legs wide open and just closed my eyes and fantasized about what I wanted to happen. I imagined at that moment, all of a sudden there were a group, maybe 6 or so men standing in my room, at the foot of my bed, along the sides, staring down at me. They were all fully dressed of course. Their faces were blurry but some of them were teachers from high school, some of them professors from college. The more I looked at them, their faces changed to men from work, my Dad's friends, my friend's Dads. All dominant older men in my life. I looked for my Owner amongst them but couldn't find him bc I have never seen him, but I know he was there in the room with the other men. All of their voices were scolding me at once, how much of a dirty slut I was. How much of a for cock I am. How disobedient I am. How greedy I am for my own pleasure without any regard for anything else. Just seeing them all standing there surrounding me, looking at my body as I laid with my legs wide open, I couldn't stop the middle finger of my right hand as it slid down my belly and easily between my damp lips. It didn't take me long to find my clit even though my eyes were closed. When I get turned on, it gets swollen pretty quickly and peeks itself out from under its little hood. I could have easily slid my fingers inside of myself to finger my pussy inside, but I didn't and instead decided to focus only on my tender sensitive clit protruding out of my body. I imagined the group continuing to admonish me as I laid there exposing myself to them and not covering up at all or closing my legs at all. They told me to get up off of my bed which I did and I stood there in front of all of them. Not touching myself but not hiding myself either. Anyone on the street would have seen me standing there in just my t-shirt and bare legs surrounded by the group of much larger, older, fully dressed men. They didn't say much except to point me to my open bedroom door and I knew they wanted me to walk, so out I walked in to our living room. That was when I saw my Dad sitting on our couch facing the TV. But instead of the coffee table we have between the couch and the TV, there was a wooden that I guess the men had brought with them to our house. I have never ridden or been made to ride the wooden before but I have seen plenty of pics of it and watched plenty of videos of it. Nobody said a word to me as I made my way toward it. As I walked, I lifted my t-shirt all the way up and over my head and dropped it on to the floor so I was completely naked in front of all of them. There was a little step stool on one side of it that I stepped up on to and then put my hands on the top to steady myself as I lifted my leg up and over the wooden edge. Some of them would have gotten a very clear view of my pussy as I opened my legs to sit down The whole time I am fantasizing about riding the wooden , my finger was pressing firmly against my swollen clit. I wasn't wiggling it or flicking it or anything like I usually do when I'm masturbating my clit, but just pressing against it from one side firmly with my finger and not letting up until my finger had pressed all the way across it and once I had passed over it, feeling it bounce back to its starting spot as if to say it was ready for more. I spread my open legs over the top edge of the wooden and then sat my butt down onto the top of it in the spot that looked like it had been worn out by the sluts who had ridden it before me. The stain on that part of the wood was worn away either from them grinding their clits on it or their pussy juices smearing on it as they suffered their punishment. Once I was seated on it with my legs hanging over both sides, I kind of adjusted myself to make sure that the unforgiving hard wooden edge was going to split my already swollen and tender lips open. None of the men present said anything or directed me in any way but watched as they saw me put myself in to position. I looked down my belly and could see my outer labia split and hanging over the sides of the wooden edge and could begin to feel my inner labia parting as my body sank down on to the hard beam. My finger pressed even harder as I slid it back the other direction over my quivering clit. The best analogy I can think of is like a rolling pin pressing down on the bread dough on the countertop. My clit had no where to go, no where to escape to except to get mashed between my finger and my pelvis. Once I had forced my finger across it for the second time, I was ready to explode. I imagined what it would feel like to be seated on the wooden and what that would feel like to my clit and without giving my clit any time to recover, I pushed back on it with more fingers in the opposite direction. By this time, I could feel my unprotected clit on the smooth edge of the wooden . It wasn't rough like some pics I've seen where they make the girls suffer cruelly, but it was so hard and unforgiving, and the width was exactly the width of my clit bead. I groaned out loud at that point and the men watching me knew that I had finally put myself in the spot I was supposed to be in where I was feeling the most intense pressure on my clit. Two of them approached me from each side and I immediately placed my arms behind my back so that I could no longer use them to steady myself or to relieve any of the torment I was about to endure. I felt myself tilting forward as each man held one of my wrists gently and lifted it up to the vertical post that was on the back of the wooden . I hadn't really paid any attention to the restraints but I could feel each of my wrists being buckled securely to the post behind my back. I wiggled my fingers in the air but had no way at all to help myself find any relief. Like I mentioned, I felt myself tilting forward and that was bc my wrists were restrained so high behind my back that my body naturally fell forward onto the edge of the . My clit was totally throbbing at that point from what I was doing to it, trying to mimic and duplicate with my fingers the hard edge of the wooden . I continued to push it hard with all of my fingers so it felt trapped with no way to escape, just like it would have felt on the . I started to curl my toes from the discomfort and abuse I was giving myself, but it felt so good that I had to keep going. I could feel my legs starting to close which wasn't fair since they wouldn't be able to close at all on the and I forced them wider again so my clit didn't feel any protection. As I tilted forward, the pain that was somewhat manageable became completely unmanageable as now my own petite body was pressing my exposed clit down on the unrelenting wood. I couldn't move much to get any relief and I felt my insides beginning to leak out of me uncontrollably. By this time the men had kicked the little step stool out from under my bare feet and my bare feet were dangling in mid air with nothing for me to step on to lift myself up. I gripped my own clit very hard at that point with my own fingers, mashing it and smashing it and squishing it as best I could. Rolling it back and forth between my fingers to keep the pressure constant on it without any breaks I've had it crushed pretty good by some guys I have been with who really knew how to mistreat it and really had the hand strength to destroy it but I just didn't have the strength at that point to give it the hard pain that I really wanted it to feel. One of the men walked over to me as I tried to find comfort on the wooden edge and I just watched his fingers as they peeled my lips apart to reveal my clit and once he saw it, immediately pressed it harder against the wood even though it had already been suffering a lot. I could visualize it getting smashed flat between his fingers and the wood. I looked around our living room at the men watching me and couldn't manage any words. I honestly didn't know if I wanted it to stop or if I wanted more. I couldn't help myself at all as I came right in front of all of them from the mix of pleasure, intense pain and humiliation all at once. They all watched my eyes roll in to the back of my head and heard me squeal and scream as I orgasmed like a slut in front of them. I soaked the edge of the just like girls before me. I hadn't even noticed while I was cumming that my ankles had been pulled up behind my butt to metal rings on the side boards of the and had been attached to them. I guess even though my clit had suffered, it wasn't enough for all of them or for me and I was going to be there much longer. Everything combined together, I came very hard from the abuse I gave my own clit. Not having masturbated for two days. Richard fucking my ass in his younger brother's room earlier. Texting with my Owner 30 minutes before. Thinking about what I was in store for the next day. My door wide open. Window wide open. Lights on. My Dad in the house asleep. It was all too much and I had to roll over and bury my head in my pillow and scream as my fingers brought me to orgasm over and over again. Once I was done, I was sweaty all over and wobbled to the light switch to flick it off for the night. I crawled back in to my bed, face down in my pillow, nothing on from my waist down. I didn't even bother to close the blinds or the window curtains. I didn't leave the light on bc that would have been a little creepy to sleep with the window open and the light on but I had no problem at all sleeping in the dark with both my window wide open and my door wide open. At that point, I really didn't care. So for my Owner who will read this as soon as its posted, I know I wasn't supposed to masturbate at all before Blackmail Friday, and I know that I disobeyed you but I am also being completely truthful with you and with everyone out there reading this which is what you require of me. I know that you will punish me as I deserve to be punished and that it will be severe because severe is what helps me to learn to be better. I will submit to you completely for whatever you decide, no limits as you would expect and I ask you to please give me another chance and help me to be even better for you, more pleasing for all men and more completely submissive than I am now. |
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:You are such a good girl, Vanessa. Unfortunately, such flagrant disobedience, no matter how delectable and exciting, must be punished. If I were your Owner, I would have you lie on your back on the edge of the bed with your knees widely spread while I selected a very limber wooden switch with which I would whip your clitoris as you held it fully extended and exposed between your thumb and forefinger. You would have to count each stroke of the switch aloud, followed by saying "thank you Sir" or the strokes would begin again until they reached 25. Somehow I suspect you would manage to lose count several times. 
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Love that you finally posted! I've been so curious for months, lol. Hope you find the time to post about Black Friday soon as well. 
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willingvanessa replies on 4/10/2019 11:31 am: I just can't believe you would put ideas out there that my Owner is going to read. That is definitely going to influence him I'm sure. If he does employ my punishment on you, you must write an extensive post about it. 
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he should make you comwe to uk and be completely take hard no limits in a strange country by strangers I set up he knows how to contact me here if he wants to push you that hard be happy to discuss with him your use and abuse here lol lets see if that gives him ideas
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