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Put your hands together, first time on stage Diamond - submission, humiliation, private/public expos Hey y’all, this is just a little story about what I did for the first time back in February and have done a couple more times since then. So I have girlfriends that have done a number of pretty sexy and daring things. One who has been photographed nude in an unused laundromat on the other side of town. One who works and dances at Coyote Ugly on the Riverwalk. And a couple who have danced topless at some of the gentleman’s clubs here in town. In an effort not to be outdone by any of them, I decided to give the topless dancing a try. Now I had never actually been to this particular club or to any club like this. Not by myself, not with girlfriends, not with guy friends so I really didn’t have a clue about it other than what my friends had described to me. They told me when the weekly Amateur Night was, and I finally got up the nerve to just go for it one night. My bf Richard didn’t know about it at the time, but does knows about it now. Nobody knew I went when I did. Not my Mom, not my Dad, not my sis. I ended up going to what I thought was one of the better, nicer clubs in town bc of its location. For those here in SA, it’s the one on 410 across from NorthStar Mall. I got there around 9 and was dressed wearing some pretty unattractive clothes, baggy sweatpants and a zippered hoodie along with tennis shoes. I brought my accessories along in my bag with me. When I got to the door, there was a line of guys paying cover charge and one of the bouncers asked if I was there to dance and I told him that I was. No backing out now I told myself. He escorted me past the guys and down a hallway to kind of like this dressing/locker room. I mean it wasn’t really a locker room bc there was no actual door, more of just like a curtain that was half-way open with girls changing and guys and girls walking in and out freely. He pointed me to like the mom of the club who asked if I had danced there before and I told her no, that it was my first time there and my first time dancing. She explained the basics like the flat fee for dancing after 9, as well as signing in with my stage name and that we dance in the order that we signed in. She asked my stage name, and I didn’t have one. I didn't even think of that ahead of time. She told me there were no Diamonds yet on the list so she said I could be Diamond if I wanted to, which sounded like a great name to me. She asked if I brought my own music which I didn’t bc I didn’t know I could. She told me that wasn’t a problem, and I said I could dance to anything. Once I had signed in and done all the paperwork, I paid my flat dance fee and got my locker to keep all my stuff in. She made sure to remind me that the club was topless only, not fully nude which I knew already. She also told me I would have the stage for one full song, approx 3 minutes and if I wanted to do a second song I just had to signal the DJ at the end of the first song. At that point I wasn’t sure about dancing two songs, but she said I didn’t have to decide right then. The whole time she was talking to me, other girls were getting ready, and I guess DJs and bouncers were coming in and out to get music or remind girls that they were up next. At first I thought it was kind of odd that girls were undressing and changing out in the open like that, but I reminded myself it was a strip club so everybody was pretty uninhibited. The last thing the mom asked was what I was planning to wear and I told her I was planning to strip down to my thong. She told me to let her see it which I guess made sense since it was my first time and she wanted to make sure it wasn’t too skimpy. When she asked to see it, I ended up pulling down my baggy sweatpants right there in front of her and had to turn all the way around in front of her for her to make sure it was ok. When I was like that showing her my thong, a couple men had walked past and told me I looked nice which was nice to hear even though I hadn't even started dancing yet! After getting all the instructions, I was about 10th in line at that point. I stood near my locker to change and then was going to go out and sit near the DJ booth to watch the other girls on stage. I ended up taking off my sweatpants, hoodie, and tennis shoes and changing in to a short skirt and a sheer blouse along with heels. Underneath I had on my fav lingerie and wore a garter belt on my thigh bc my friends had told I should. Once I was dressed to undress I went out in the club and sat on some folding chairs next to the DJ booth. There were a couple other girls waiting there and watching just like me. Most of them had danced on Amateur Night before, either there or other clubs and they all told me it was fun and I’d be just fine. I noticed they had bags or buckets and they told me the club had them so I asked and they gave me a small one with the club name on it to collect tips in. It was definitely exciting watching the other girls dance and they really seemed to know how to do it. I wasn't nervous at that point, but as time went on and my time got closer, I could start to feel the butterflies in my stomach. I think all of the girls danced two songs. Usually stripping in the first song and then dancing topless for the entire second song. I made up my mind at that point that I wanted to do the same thing. I kind of lost track of where I was in the line so when they told me I was next, I got super nervous bc I thought I had one more girl to go before me. I went over to the edge of the stage where the steps were and when the girl before me was picking up the bills off of the dance floor, that was when they made the announcement to the club. "Put your hands together. First time on stage tonight. Diamond." I thought, OMG, here goes and the music started and I stepped up on the stage all by myself, in front of the pretty packed club of customers. I think the biggest thing I was thinking to myself was "Don't trip, don't trip." I mean I wear heels all the time, but this was different since all eyes or at least most eyes were on me at that point and the stage floor was kind of like this shiny mirror surface so not like a regular floor. The music was hip-hop which was great bc I can definitely dance to that and I just strutted my stuff all the way to the end of the floor where one of the brass poles was. There were guys along each side of the long stage and at the end. I made that first pass with my blouse on, but as soon as I got to the end where the pole, was, I unbuttoned it as sexily as I could and twirled it around in the air and then let it fall on to the floor. I wasn't sure if I should toss it to the crowd or not, so I just let it drop. Then I turned around to face the pole, grabbed it and just wiggled my ass for all of them. Then I let go of the pole and slipped my skirt down my legs as sexy as I could until it was on the floor and then I just stepped out of it. At that point, my heart was really racing and I was getting this huge rush bc I was only in my lingerie and heels at that point. I moved away from the pole and decided to make another lap of the stage in just my lingerie before I took my bra off for them. I didn't know if I should stare off in to space of make eye contact with the men looking up at me. Sometimes I looked down at them and they were all smiles which gave me a lot of confidence and I definitely smiled back bc I was loving it. I got to the pole on the other end and even though I hadn't really practiced taking my bra off, I knew it was time. I faced the pole when I did it as kind of a tease and opened it from the front and just danced with my arms covering me against the pole, then I turned around with my arms covering me. I had all of those eyes on me and knew it was time to do what I've wanted to do for a long time. I lifted my arms up and grabbed on to the pole over my head. I made sure to keep my hands on the pole so they could see I wasn't shy about showing them my boobs. I just danced like that with my hands up over my head, holding on to the pole, facing the men in only my thong, garter and heels. At that point, the song was just about over and it felt so amazing for me. I didn't have to be there. I didn't have to undress like that in front of strangers, but I did it all on my own. I kept my hands out of the way so that I didn't obstruct their view of my body in any way. I wanted to feel what it felt like to be seen like that and it felt so powerful. I knew they weren't really looking at me as a person, but just enjoying looking at my body as I displayed it for them. I totally felt in control. I tried to give them as much of a view as I could even though I had my thong on. I knew then why the backstage mom wanted to see my thong and it was bc once you're on stage, you can show them as much as you want to. Sometimes I had my legs together to wiggle down the pole, but other times, I just danced nasty with my legs open and let them get a view of as much of me between my legs as they would like which was barely covered by the fabric of my thong. When the first song ended, one of the guys from the club had collected up my blouse, skirt and bra and handed me my bucket. I went around and picked up the bills on the dance floor bc it was kind of a safety hazard to dance again with them out there. He asked if I was going to do another dance and I told him "Hell Yes." I didn't cover myself at all as I squatted down to pick up the men's hard earned cash in my bucket and once I was done, handed it to the guy just as the second song started. "Second dance for Diamond. Show her what you think of her guys. First time tonight" the DJ said as I started dancing again for them. This time I danced the whole time topless in just my thong, garter and heels. I have no idea how much I collected after my first dance, but I knew I could get more out of the men there if I just let go, so I just went for it. Not covering my boobs at all, just dancing and showing them as much as I legally could. I mean squatting down in front of them, legs open, with my hands in my hair or on my knees, grinding in front of them so they could see how firm my tits were, how they bounced, how hard my nipples were and how I know how to grind my pussy good on a nice cock. The second song was over before I knew it and I was totally worked up in to a sweat and totally turned on from showing myself, exposing myself, displaying myself to this large group of total strangers. If it were legal to dance completely nude at that club, I would have totally done it without a second thought just for the excitement and the rush of feeling the men's eyes on every part of my body. Once my second song was over, I collected up what was on the dance floor and got off in time for the next girl to get her chance. When I came off stage, the bouncer that was holding my clothes handed them to me and asked how I was doing and I told him great. He told me if I wanted to dance again, then I had to sign in again but if not, that was fine and that I was free to go through the club to try to get more tips from the men. I asked if I had to be dressed to do that and he said no, I was free to go just like I was. I had seen the other girls going through the club topless and some put their tops on but I decided to go topless so I went back to my locker to put my blouse, skirt and bra away. I didn't even check to see how much I had collected in tips yet, but I was anxious and excited to get back out there. I walked back out of the changing room in just my thong, garter, and heels carrying my bucket and proceeded to hit as many of the customers sitting at their tables as I could. I didn't bother the ones who were sitting next to the stage, but I made sure to approach all of the other ones. At first I was nervous, but all of the men were very friendly toward me. I thought it would be hard to make small talk being undressed like that in front of them, but I think I did pretty well and tried not to focus on the fact that I barely had anything on while talking with them. I've always loved humiliation, and I definitely loved the dynamic of walking around like that in front of them while they were all dressed, knowing that they were all there to see and enjoy the female body. It really made me feel like an object which is always a nice feeling for me to have. It made me feel super sexy and super submissive to be talking with fully dressed strangers while I was just sitting there with my boobs and butt hanging out. Not all of the guys asked for my number but some of them did which I wasn't at all surprised by. They told me I looked great and that I should come back again to dance another night. I ended up giving my number out to about three of them who I thought had potential and who made me feel super sexy. Whenever they tipped me, they asked where and I told them they should choose. Some of them, I would pull the waistband of my thong out for them to slip their bills in there. Some of them I turned around and they pulled my waistband out and slipped their bills under my thong at the top of my ass crack. Some of them slipped their bills in to my garter of course where there was room. One of the sexier guys had me step up on to his chair with my legs open so he could slide the bills under my garter along my inner thigh. That felt so hot bc even though I had my thong on, I felt so naked with his two hands getting so close to my covered pussy knowing that he wasn't allowed to touch it or see it. If I had known he was going to ask me to do that ahead of time, I would have moved my garter closer to my crotch for sure, just to guarantee something would touch me down there. The best thing that happened was I went to one of the tables in the far corner of the club where there was an older gentleman sitting. He hadn't been sitting close to the stage and when I approached him, he really complimented me on how great my body was, especially my tits and ass and he was so sincere it kind of made me blush and feel all nervous around him. He told me after I went through the club and talked to all the other men, he would let me dance for him privately and I thought that was an interesting thing to tell me. Most of the men asked me to dance for them again which I did, but he didn't ask. He told me I could. It felt like I was asking him if I could dance for him, like was my body good enough to please him and would he let me try to please him. That felt so humiliating to me and made me want to do it even more. So I hit the last of the tables and then went back to where he was seated about min later. Once I got back to him, he was relaxing sipping his drink and had moved his table in front of him. When the next song came on, he helped me to stand up on it. This time I took off my heels so I wouldn't slip and I ended up dancing for him barefoot in only my thong and garter. It wasn't a totally private dance since other customers could see me, but I was focused only on pleasing him. I ended up dancing right in front of his face as best as I could. Giving him as sexy of a table dance as I could, showing him as much as I could of my body, hoping I was pleasing him. I don't know what all he saw between my legs, but I imagine my thong was getting pretty damp at that point from the humiliation I was feeling, and I know it wasn't covering as much of me down there as it was supposed to. Once that song was done, he thanked me and gave me a huge tip in my bucket. I felt kinda weird at that point that he paid so much to watch me dance topless and at the same time I was so turned on by it that I felt like I needed to pay him back. I asked him if I could dance for him my last song before I leave but only if he promised not to tip me. I don't know if he understood why I wanted that, but at that point, I didn't want to just dance for him as a thank you, but for me to feel the humiliation of dancing for a stranger for free. When he agreed not to tip me, it felt so incredible and totally turned me on inside. So I danced my last dance that night for him with the understanding that he wouldn't tip me for it, it was just me doing it for him. That felt so amazing that I was doing it on my own without any monetary reward at all, just the pleasure of it for me and for him. When the song was finished, I gave him a hug and kiss on his cheek and made my way back to the changing room. I had to tip-out as they it and made sure to tip everybody and then once I was dressed in my sweatpants and hoodie, one of the bouncers escorted me out the front door and to my car. He waited until I was safely in my car and back on the road which was nice. I couldn't believe how great I felt afterwards. Not being blackmailed in to it, but doing it completely on my own. The rush, the excitement, the arousal of it all, being practically naked in front of so many strangers and not having to worry about being arrested. When I got home, nobody was home and I was able to count all of my tips. Not bad for a couple hours work. As you can guess, I've gone and done it again in the last few months. Did anyone from work or school recognize me dancing? I don't know and I don't really care anymore. But in case any of y'all head out there on Amateur Night, this is what I looked like.    |
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great story hope to see you someday in SA
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5/29/2019 8:58 pm |
hot girl....keep em cumming
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Pretty, pretty face, nice tits,great butt, butt it is the attitude & outlook on life that really makes you special! You can dance for ne anytime, all nude of course!   Serve me!! It is what you crave! jdxafn at hot....
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enjoyed this. congrats for daring! it's inspiring.
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6/2/2019 10:21 am |
Your account of the Amateur Strip Show was nicely done. I felt that I had a front row seat.
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It's always fun reading your blogs and seeing what adventures you are doing. If it's humiliation and being treated more like an object, do an amateur night at one of the sleazier strip clubs, and give a report on that adventure.
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Terrific account of your experience, Venny. Sure wish I could have been there for your first stripping exhibition. I first encountered a girl I occasionally mention in my blog when she was working her way through college as a stripper in West Virginia, just across the state line from my mountain place. She was a fantastic dancer. She felt the same sense of power and control when she danced that you felt. There were several differences, however. One was that she stripped completely nude. Another was that she got down on the floor on her back and spread her legs to the audience and then simulated copulation by raising her hips and pelvis and fucking the air. It was the most erotic thing I've ever seen. Later, when I got to know her better, I invited her to come out to my mountain cabin and dance alone for me. I knew she and her girl friend had done that for bachelor and stag parties, so it wasn't a new experience for her. But she had never done it alone, with no escort. I was actually surprised when she accepted my invitation and was delighted when she performed even more erotically for me than she ever had at the strip club. Her visits became such a regular occurrence that I had a special reclining wooden bench built on my deck where I could sit and watch her dance as if she were on a stage with my lake behind her as a backdrop. At night I would light tiki torches and have her dance in the flickering firelight. When she danced indoors I put red lightbulbs in all the lamps so she could dance in the red-tinged half light. It was quite a show... one I'd love to have you recreate for me someday. If you do, I assure you your encore performance will be unforgettable. 
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would love to have you often
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you looks like my Daughter
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love your Pics
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Wow! That was a very sexy story, and very well told. Got me all hard. Also, the pics are beautiful and enticing. I am looking forward to reading more from your blog! When you come to a fork in the road, take it. __Yogi Berra
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