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Willing, consensual humiliation- mm4w Finale Hey y’all. So this is the final chapter about my initial experience agreeing to willing, consensual humiliation. In my last blog, I had shown my Dad my boobs while pretending to look for my sports bra. And immediately after doing that, my Dad showed me a text from the men warning me to tell my Dad everything that was going on or else. I felt so embarrassed that I couldn’t even speak. But moments later, when I let them know I had done what they wanted, I asked politely for even more from them. They gave me a break on Sunday which was nice but probably bc they were putting their next plan together. They reminded me that I still needed to be punished for not telling them I had shown my Dad my thong a couple days before. I understood that I deserved to be punished, and they asked me for ideas on how I could be punished. I told them I could spank my pussy or spank my ass or provide more pics or give them more contacts. They thought about it and told me I would learn best from pain and humiliation. I was in complete agreement that that would be the best way for me to learn. They told me that on Monday I would have to do three things. First, I would have to tell my Dad that I had disappointed a group of men and that I needed punishment. I’d have to accept whatever punishment he decided and count aloud while it was happening. I also had to provide picture proof that I had been punished. Finally, I had to provide another contact that I could be completely exposed to. And as an added measure of humiliation, I had to write about how I felt on all three occasions. They wanted to understand my emotions and how I felt when I showed by thong, my boobs and while being punished. I agreed to all that. I felt they were letting me off super easy. I was pretty much a nervous wreck after seeing the text they had sent my Dad. I knew at that point, he had to know something was up with me, but I didn’t think he knew anything else. I figured he was trying to figure out why I had become so uninhibited around him overnight and totally casual about showing off my body in front of him. All day Monday I had to wait and think through how I was going to ask for punishment. I wasn’t going to be home until 5 after class and work so I couldn’t get it done until then. When I got home, my Dad was already home and I was nervous, excited and anxious to complete my assignment. I got settled, took a deep breath and once again stepped out of my room to overcome my nervousness and fears. My Dad was seated at our kitchen table when I walked over to him and bravely announced that I had disappointed some men and needed him to punish me. I can still see the look on his face. Interrupted. Puzzled. Frowning. Confused. For a moment I thought, what am I doing to my poor Dad. He doesn’t have a clue. Why am I putting him through all of this just for my own personal reasons? I stood there for what felt like eternity with him staring straight me straight in the eyes. There wasn’t any discussion. There wasn’t any interrogating questions. His words were very clear and direct. “Take them off.” I shivered when he said that and began fidgeting with the top button on my jeans. Unzipping them and pulling them down my legs. Stepping out of them so I was standing next to them in a crumpled up pile. My eyes were locked on his. He didn’t say a word. He didn’t say that was enough nor did he say to continue. I didn’t ask him. He said “Take them off” and to me my understanding of his use of plural was very clear, my jeans and my thong. I reached both hands to my waist and began wiggling my thong down my legs. I ended up lifting my knee up to get it off one leg and let go for it to drop to the floor around my foot. My eyes were still fixed on his as I lightly kicked it off of my foot. I wasn’t going to take my eyes off his bc I wanted to see if he was going to look you know where. It seemed like forever standing there like that. My jeans and thong piled up around my feet. My feet bare. Nothing covering me from the waist down below my top. Not more than an arms length from my Dad. I wasn’t budging. I wasn’t going anywhere until he dealt with me. I made no attempt to cover myself and yet he never looked down at what I was displaying for him. It was right there for him to see clearly without obstruction for the first time in a long time. All he said was “Go to your room.” I hadn’t heard that since my mom lived with us. It had been years since she moved out.. It felt great to hear those words and made me shiver with nervousness and fear. Feelings I crave. I walked away from him wearing only my top and leaving my laundry on the kitchen floor. I went to my room and sat my bare ass down on the corner of my bed to see what would happen next. It was probably only a minute but felt like forever. My Dad came in to my room fully dressed but holding a leather belt in his hand, folded over. He didn’t say a word as I sat on my bed with my legs apart. He did snap the belt in his hand so I could hear the stinging sound of leather against flesh. When I didn’t react at all, he snapped it again harder and I jumped. Then I decided to show him that I was prepared for whatever was in store for me and I just leaned myself back on my bed, facing him with my legs over the sides and open. I stared at him and that was the first time I saw his eyes move to look at my pussy. He hadn’t looked at me down there yet, but finally in my room, with nothing covering me and my legs open, he couldn’t resist any longer. I would have given anything to have known what he thought, but he’s the strong silent type. Did he notice that I wasn’t totally waxed and smooth? It had been a few days so I was starting to get a little stubble down there. Did he notice how my inner labia peeks out between my lips when I’m aroused, not like when I was a young virgin. Could he see my tan lines? How narrow they are from the tiny thong bikini bottoms I like so much. Did he look at me and think about how many different cocks I’ve had inside there? What age was I when I started? Could he tell how much use I’ve had? What the biggest has been? The oldest? I don’t know how long he looked at me down there, but I wasn’t moving at all. Hell, he had a leather belt in his hand! Exposed. Legs open. On display and not hiding myself at all. Once he was done looking at my sex, he simply said, “Face down.” I was disappointed and relieved at the same time. I’ve been belted on my pussy before, but it had been a while and I missed it. Of course it stung, but I ended up cumming in the end from the painful stimulation on my clit. But I was relieved because even though I was prepared to have my pussy whipped, a belting on my thick ass is much more to my liking. I didn’t hesitate rolling over face down for him with my legs slightly apart. He asked how many men did I disappoint and I told him 12 bc that’s how many I thought there were. He told me to count aloud each one which I already knew to do. Then he stood at my side and began. One strike at a time. Waiting an appropriate amount of time in between for the pain to sink in. I counted aloud for him. At first it was tolerable, felt arousing and I was enjoying the combination of stinging pain on my fat ass and the humiliation of requesting punishment from my Dad, but as we got closer to 12 I was starting to feel him really lay in to me and it brought me to tears. When he was done, he asked me if I had learned my lesson and I told him I had. He told me not to disappoint men again, and I promised him I wouldn’t. I couldn’t see what my ass looked like, but it was stinging, and burning, and sore. He had finished and was about to leave when I asked him to please take a pic so I could provide proof of my punishment to the men. He obliged, got out his phone and stood at the edge of the bed looking up the back of my legs. He told me to open my legs more and he took the pics. He ended up texting them to me, and I don’t think he deleted them from his phone. When I saw the pic, I felt so ashamed. I could clearly see how red my ass cheeks were, and I could see he had me open my legs so my lips were visible to the viewer. Once it was all over I emailed the pic to the men along with my latest contact for them to expose me to. I also wrote my essay on how I was feeling on those three humiliating occasions. I felt pretty good at the end of the day bc I had done exactly what they had asked. I felt relief and satisfaction. I had shown my Dad who I really was and how submissive I am and I had survived. I couldn’t wait for what was next, and I still hadn’t heard anything from Tom or Richard. I didn’t know what on earth they could be waiting for.   |
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Fuck that's hot! I love both what you write about and how you express yourself! 
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9/12/2019 10:45 pm |
humiliation is so much fun, glad you had fun with it.
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You write very well, and such ability to describe what happened, & what you are feeling! Your dad let you off too lightly, way too lightly! He should have made you strip completely! Being naked is a sign of submission to another, you should have been made to feel total submission! He should have started by hand spanking you, at least 50 swats, then given you 36 with the belt. One per disappointed man hardly seems adequate. You don't have a fat ass! You have a beautiful ass made for long anal sex sessions! I don't know how your playmates resist your ass, I couldn't. Beautiful pussy, magnificent in fact, but you should have to keep it it smooth & hairless all the time! A fun way to humiliate you you'll be to regularly inspect you, but do it in a random way! They call you and give you barely enough time to be at a certain location. When you arrive, you have to strip for the inspectors. They can and should do anything they want while inspecting you, and you sign an agreement stipulating their rights to do this. You would have grooming standards, and any other standards they impose on you! If you fail your inspection, they punish you. What dou think slave girl!, Serve me!! It is what you crave! jdxafn at hot....
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Love the cute dimples above your hot ass! Makes your incredible ass that much hotter, and harder to resist Serve me!! It is what you crave! jdxafn at hot....
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9/13/2019 1:51 am |
Wish I was your dad.....
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Well written little story, Vennie. I love the clarity of your writing style, especially the way you let your reactions appear on the page. It's interesting to read about the background of your addiction to exposure and humiliation as well as the nature of your relationship with your dad. I still prefer the more public exposure and humiliations, but this was a nice change of pace. Does "Finale" mean this is the end of the chronicle of your consensual humiliation adventures?
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magnificent bare ass, no way is it fat!! Now, Would have been nice had he stripped you, tied you and whipped you all over, ass, tits, pussy, back, legs, etc.! Since you have shown you can't be trusted to shave yourself, You really need to look into permanent hair removal of your pussy and anus!! If your hair is removed, you can never, ever hide your beautiful, wet pussy! Men will always be able to see that pussy, and you will be humiliated because you can't hide it from them! Bad girl!! YOu need regular punishment to remind you that you're a slut/slave! Never forget it! Great ass you have!  It needs fucking more often! Make it so, humiliated slut!
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9/13/2019 9:10 pm |
Dayum. Why can't I find a lady like you!
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bel culo e bella figa
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You write very well, detailing your adventures in a way that keeps me coming back for more, and hoping to meet you, or give you ideas for being used, humiliated, degraded! You have incredible gifts to share!
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have you been fucked in front of your dad yet or shown him pics of u being fucked. gangbanged
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You are adorable!! You have a great ass!! Have you considered being pierced as a way of being humiliated?? Here is a scenario! Have your controller/owner find the best possible MALE piercer to handle your multiple piercings! Arrange a place where your group can meet to watch you get pierced! You will dance and take off your clothes for everybody, and remain naked until you are pierced! Start by piercing your tits--love your perky tits! Everybody gets to watch and comment!! Piercing your nipples will hurt, but it is worth it! I recommend barbells or rings! You can use hoops, but be careful when wearing hoops and having rough sex--the kind you like! If it isn't pierced already, pierce your belly button next! There is little sexier than a pierced belly button on a slave as hot as you!! After Belly Button is pierced, take a little brake! You are now going to have a vertical piercing of your pussy! More accurately, your clitoral hood! It is done in a way to provide stimulation of your clit! You may be horny all day!! constant clit stimulation, I don't know if it would cause orgasm, but you may have fun trying!! If you want additional humiliation, you can let people play with your clit and your brand new piercing! You can also have your tongue pierced to provide more pleasure for men as you suck their cocks, or lick their anuses! You stay naked for the entire piercing!! Let your men pay for all of it, it is the least they can do for you!! Maybe have Dad watch as well!! Just a thought for a most exquisite slave!! Serve me!! It is what you crave! jdxafn at hot....
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you need to do more things to post and get punished for
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10/24/2019 12:19 pm |
oh how quickly the mind wraps itself in the satisfaction of its body...... such a powerful organ...... you write well ..... keep up the good work and thank you for posting...
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3/24/2020 1:46 am |
I love your writing, I wish I could see your profile. Start a blog post to show the rest of us all your pictures. I want to see what your "men" see. I want to see the pink thong.
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4/7/2020 11:57 pm |
Awesome, thanks for sharing, that was very Hot, and the readings not bad either😂 Your pussy and clit are Gorgeous and Edible,OMG,OMG🥵🥵👅👅👅 I am a Certified ASSMAN, Baby your Ass is Prime. There is no better, and to lick and eat it, should be Everyman's Fantasy,Dream, Desire...If not yours, which from your blogs, probably if not Definitely is🥵👅👅👅😉🌹
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very nice!
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Wow, once again, your story is so spicy! I love it! I did miss, though, the moment when you finally explained your daddy about your "secret life" as a humiliation slut, and how this made you feel. Also, his reaction, or lack thereof seem to trigger something inside you, don't they? I really envy your daddy, and I am now wondering if by now you ever GOT that piercing you've been talking about one and a half years ago in response to doingitall4yu .... maybe I just have to continue reading your blogposts and I might find answers. Also, i would be most interested in talking to you privately. I have a mind full of dirty and humiliating ideas and kinks, and would love to hear what you think about them. If you are interested, check out my blog and leave me a message in my mailbox! When you come to a fork in the road, take it. __Yogi Berra
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Mmmm love your story baby and love ur pussy lips and how swollen ur pussy is
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