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10/11/2023 3:03 am

Being stalked by the stalker inside.

Many are having their mental capacity eroded by one thing or another ,maybe Dementia even and that's life.
No promises!
And you may find you've less options and that may make life less complicated.
You're not so adventurous or so prone to do "risky business" anymore.
I've been digging up my old recipes and making more of a big deal about food.
My own cooking suits me well and even something simple but done well really makes me proud of my cooking prowess.
I'd watched how Russian's reacted to losing McDonalds and I can remember going there once on a date when I was very young.
The girl seemed happy but I didn't like it and I thought I'd give them another go for the hell of it.
There was quite a busy scene going on inside and out, "the drive through" but I went inside and chatted to a very nice gentleman waiting to order.
This all seemed bizarre as the town had wonderful food shops dotted around.
I'd foolishly bypassed those and ordered a big mac fries and a cold chocolate milkshake.
I took it outside and it was a beautiful warm cloudless day and the tiny thing called a big mac wasn't appetizing at all and the thin fries were boring but the cold drink was really thick and I enjoyed that.
A girl and boy shared a drink and that was cute.
People were dotted around the park and there was some playground equipment being used and excited young voices filled that corner of the park.
A fried rice shop would be good and I'd really perfected my own and it was one of the best things I did.
I love things with gravy though and nice tasting sausages with mash and plenty of gravy is wonderful.
I decided to make a chocolate fruit cake like I used to make, with a variety of nuts.
I'm pretty sure it's low Gi so maybe I'm not causing myself too much damage.
I used lot of desiccated coconut in the cake and in the chocolate icing and what a treat that turned out to be.
It's like I'm reinventing my old habits but now with the spark kinda gone.
I remember that I used to watch the music vids on tv in complete rhapsody and I'd spend some time laying outside naked listening to my headphones.
I still love music but I don't get the buzz out of it that I used to.
Well getting older just is what it is !
Now it's all about the gravy. And the smoke box. I've taken that out of storage too.