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Finallymetime 58F
0 posts
3/4/2021 3:12 am
Evolving


While I am positive that as far as geography, I am precisely where I should be. I am not at all sure of where I am headed, emotionally, sexually or mentally (yes, I am aware there is a fine line and direct link between these).

A visit with an old friend, former lover and partner in crime this evening, has me wondering, if I should revisit the wildness of my youth. I have become so self controlled as I matured, it has been necessary for my profession and submission has done wonders for my impulse control, I have to wonder if I haven't gone too far.

Is it even possible to revisit that wildness? Or is it not the wildness that I want to revisit, but perhaps the submission to a woman that I know I should be afraid, but am not.

It surprises me that I am even questioning this, ordinarily, I just go where the wind blows me and all those lifetimes ago, she and I agreed to not return to what we once were, however we have both changed. Hmmm perhaps I just answered my own question.

Into the woods I go, to lose my mind and find my soul.


Finallymetime 58F

3/4/2021 3:13 am

No, she did not ask with words.. but her soul spoke volumes.

Into the woods I go, to lose my mind and find my soul.


whipkeith3 68M
127 posts
3/4/2021 3:34 am

i have found that it is best to leave the past alone. It helped mould me into what i am today. Let it be and enjoy what we have today and the memories.


slaveforyou365 63M  
4512 posts
3/4/2021 3:39 am



Slave rick


DancingDom 74M
22588 posts
3/4/2021 5:38 am

I find that the longer I live, the more I like stability. I guess I like some wildness, but been there and done most of that already.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


drmgirl622 68F  
26110 posts
3/4/2021 6:15 am

One never knows what life will bring....


Gowron 69M
3112 posts
3/4/2021 8:12 am

What we miss from the past are remembered emotions.
Problems is, the grownup version of us wouldn't feel the same if the past was to be experienced again.
Better treasure those memories than risk ruining them.


jenny14 75T  
90348 posts
3/4/2021 11:00 am

F

Yes! We evolve with time

I would go with my feelings if I was sure I would have no regrets later....


A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


Finallymetime 58F

3/4/2021 11:19 am

I usually try to answer everyone individually.. but a little pressed for time... What great comments, from amazing minds and caring hearts. Thank you all!

Into the woods I go, to lose my mind and find my soul.



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