Blog : last evening

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10/1/2019 9:47 am

last evening

Sorry for the long boring story… pls read to the end. (This is a true recount of last night)

Hubby was working late last evening and I had been invited to a girlfriends house for a girls night. Five of us who are pretty good friends get together at one of our houses , drink some wine and tal Some bitching, some planning, some fantasies, whatever… We say what comes mind as we are all very good friends and there is no judging. (But no, none of them know I am on here).

My friend who was hosting last night had arranged for a psychic come by and give each of us a reading. I personally do not believe in psychic readings, and my friends opinions range from ‘It’s bullshit and a scam’ ‘Oh my God I don’t make any decisions without consulting my psychic’.

When she arrived, her first request was for us turn off out cell phones so she would not be disturbed, which we all did. One by one she did our readings. As she was doing readings in the next room the rest of us would sit and drink wine and chat.

Finally it was my turn. She used tarot cards do our readings. She explained that the first few cards she turned would be about me. The first card indicated deceit, and the second sadness. She told me the cards indicated that I had secrets that I was keeping and there was a deep sadness surrounding me.

The next card was a Karma card indicating that the universe was going to right itself. (Her words, not mine). The next card showed somebody close to me and the next card was a tragedy card. She said the cards indicated that something bad was going to happen to somebody close to me, and since it was my reading, it would affect me deeply.

My reading was the last of the evening. After the psychic had left we all sat and discussed our readings. It was not until we decided to call it a night that I remembered my phone was off. When I turned my phone back on, I had 4 missed calls. Two from my hubby’s work and 2 from the hospital. Hubby had had a stroke and had been rushed to the hospital…

He is resting today and having tests done. I just came home to grab a shower and some of his things for him. I have been assured that he is fine and will be fine but needs to rest.

I don’t believe in psychics or psychic readings!!! But… My husband had a stroke shortly after the psychic mentioned Karma and told me that something bad was going to happen. It doesn’t help that my recovery is not going as well as hoped and I am not in a very good place mentally. Somewhere deep down I almost feel that this was my doing…

So… I will not be on for a while (at least) while my hubby recovers. During this time I also have to decide whether or not I am going to return.

I have been a ‘slut’ for most of my life. I enjoyed the attention as a and have always enjoyed sex. It was a lifestyle my first husband also enjoyed. After we split up I decided it was time ‘grow up’ and change my lifestyle. This hubby has always been very straight and narrow and (I thought) that was what I wanted and needed. I missed the attention and feelings so that is why I joined Alt. Now I think I need rethink my decision return my old lifestyle.

I think I owe my hubby more.

Regardless of my decision, I have enjoyed chatting with the people I have met here.
If I decide leave, know that there are many of you whom I will miss deeply.
Thank You for listening. Love you all.

ohioeagle 74M