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Number 26 26 that is the the sticker said as i walked down that emergency room hall this morning And no if your wondering i wasnt injured. ..it's never me. Your has never broken a bone,never had a surgery,never had an infection...hell never had an antibotic.. Fuck i have never been a patient in a hospital work truck got from behind by a semi doing atleast 50 mph..it sent a shock wave through the bed that bent the frame and shattered the back windshield And i walked away without a scratch ..you know the old saying..God protects ,drunks and fools. pain comes in the form of seeing loved ones get sick,grow old and eventually die. So i have a huge phobia about hospitals. Its the sitting..the waiting...and you cant do a damn thing help but pray. And yes your can pray...atleast. roommate got dizzy/ vertigo yesterday..she nearly blacked in the shower. She seemed be better that night but told take her the er this morning. She could barely stand,light caused her pain,she was throwing up. It was like she was anemic or something When i got there they put a tag on me... 26.. signify which patient i was with.. And i had that omg flashback of parents..where i looked into their eyes and it's like you could see their light slowly fading away. I literally thought roommate might die They ran a shitload of test and had her on a stroke protocol. Hell they even put an oxygen mask on her The nurses couldnt fine a useful vein so they called in some specialist? Then the cat scan doc walks in with some great news...there is no sign of a stroke no bleeding in the brain...he cancealed the other specialist for the mri... He basically gave her meds and sent her home.. Apparently it is something w the inner ear that was buggy...it might bother her the rest of her life or never again. Its a wait and see situation..every patient is different But omg to see someone so strong suddenly appear so frail... Brought back alot of night terrors for me. brother died with in 6 months of being diagnosed with aggressive skin cancer. It went straight his spine,he fell,couldnt walk. He died in hospice from an od of a morphine drip ( a mercy passing by the doctor) I watched as yr old just stopped eating day and slowly lost his inner light... within a week he faded away and we put him down I visited 87 yr old mom a month before she passed over..and it was like she was barely even there Its never ..i honestly think i could roll with it. Im 51 fuck.. If i got cancer tomorrow id be cool with it.. But its never ..maybe witnessing their pain is punishment. But it's scary as fuck see someone rushed the ER like that. hold their bodyweight in your arms cause they cant stand.. It literally scared the shit of 26...it felt great take that sticker off shirt..a huge relief Maybe your got another of his famous 10 cent fixes .. Or maybe that lil bit of praying helped ... Either way it felt like we barely got away.. roommate still is on heavy drugs and sleeping in her bed tonight. |
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Wow, feel ya. So glad you got away.
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