Blog : Did a...yeah i know.. " 2nd meet and greet" with Domme x

7138 posts
9/21/2020 8:08 pm

Did a...yeah i know.. " 2nd meet and greet" with Domme x

The irony now is i feel like i should have zigged instead of zagged..should have went for the dom instead

Dont get me wrong i really enjoyed the play yesterday ( she wasnt shy about playing this go around).

Shes a sadist..so your boy was tied naked spread eagle in her bed

And i can say im not normally a pain pig...but i find i really enjoy exploring that world. She's very anally incline..im a bottom..

So on paper/ play we click.
..( maybe)..it's odd you'd think a sadist would enjoy going deeper.. but when i ask if this interest her i get no real answer.

After play it's just hanging around watching tv etc that Domme/sadist/ top sorta just disappears...it was more like visiting grandma.
A grandma that is afraid your unhappy,upset...fuck she asked me if there was anything i'd like to try.

I knew she enjoyed fisting so i went there thinking she meant the next time around..
Nope she tried to fist me right then and there...would have worked too...but i think she cut me up entering me previously. Bloody hell ( thanks for the words gorden ramsay)

And we are back to x and me watching game of thrones for 3 hrs...which was pretty good..im probably the only person that hasnt seen it.

Even worse we will seem to click on fet exchanging emails and then she will say something odd or " mean".. like tonight i felt like she belittled my love of being technical with the lifestyle. I enjoy explaining,writing more detailed emails.
She said something like i thought you'd write me a detailed blueprint..

Huh???

So play was okay..the fisting was clumbsy...the cooking of the t bone steak she insisted i cook??? ( eyes rolling..do Not let your boy even near a grill..he has no cooking skills and will burn the fucker)..
Went okay

And it makes me wonder why did i hook up with her...and the answer is..the sex ...well not technically " sex"..
More like assplay,strapons,fisting...

And in an omg reveal momment ...maybe i just needed someone to get me back on the lifestyle

Honestly its been a bit since i embraced just being a bottom.
But unlike some sub males..im a " bottom" sexually.

So yeah this weekend has been an eye opener..

I sorta kinda need to be real and honest..i need more..

It's kinda ironic how people kinda come out of the woodwork when your technically meeting and greeting someone.

Another Domme commented on the pics that i post on f e t and then commented on my personal writings..
Something someone normally doesnt do on f unless they are totally sizing you up as bitch material. My writting tend to be about strap ons,Female Led Relationships etc

And another local guy hit me up w an email..

So yeah

likesmatures 55M

4874 posts
9/21/2020 8:45 pm

Oh bloddy hell

drmgirl622 68F

26194 posts
9/22/2020 8:28 am

It sounds like a start....

Aislin 39F

8605 posts
9/24/2020 7:34 pm

I am so happy you did not give up and actually got back into participating.

Awesomeness and good stuff with a sore ass too, I hope.

I am aroused by my own darkness and there is no cure.


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