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In the end you still have the ball I send a few emails today... Probably promised more of myself than I ever did before..to a Woman/Domme. Fyi I work like 45 hrs a week...offered to give up my weekends for her cause she claimed I wasn't giving up enough of my time to her. I didn't give up enough in our past.. And no I'm not a dick..I had shit to do like fixing fucking cars so I could go to work,mowing the grass and other shit that needed to be done... She came back with some more disagreeable emails..something about wanting quality over quantity time Like for real.... When a guy bust his a ss working 45 hrs a week and gives up his free time to be with you.. And you now want quality time.. Er..my weekends are quality time...every fucking minute of freedom from my job is quality time.. They are important to me and it took me a lot to give them away like that. She said it was like we weren't on the same page. Er what part of giving up my weekends to be with you aren't you getting I said sorry you feel that way.. I did and said all i could..I don't know what else I can do. We always end up arguing.. It's fairly obvious we weren't meant to be together.. And I dropped the mic.. Remember it's their game.. But you can take the ball and go home. It is up to her....she can have a coming to Jesus meeting with herself and realise I can't be..whatever... And maybe im good enough.. Or she can just agree...a throw the baby out with the bathwater. Either way I'm slated for the dreaded what a complete asshat baby I am email..the one filled with ALOT of h word But for Christs sakes..we exchanged maybe 50 emails in 3 weeks.. And had at least 4 separate arguments where we stopped writing one another. Either way I'm down the road..and I right I personally can't devote that much me time,energy and stress into someone that just wishes to butt heads. And sure she had a lot to offer...but I doubt she would have ever done any of it... And she lost out on a great dude that is very open minded and into ALOT of styles of play.. So she could have experienced alot.. |
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And most of you will agree with me... Nobody would put up with that.. I honestly tried to make it work.. Bending myself ... Something nobody should ever do.. I think I wanted one last ride on the lifestyle merry go round and get back into the scene.. Maybe it's time to just pack it all up For its not meant to be,
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Oh well at least I have my me time back.. Kinda stupid to even offer it up.. I'll enjoy myself even more at the gym tomorrow
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A bit of well-intended encouragement for you.... chin up. You know you made the effort and fully understand what transpired -- that's what counts. Compatibility crosses into many areas but does not include overcompensating for the shortcomings of others. A relationship is about building a connection, a bridge between two people. Almost impossible to connect your piece of the bridge to the other person's piece if they keep moving. The optimum is for each to start their own piece of the bridge slowly bringing it together to join in the middle. Sounds like your started the bridge well with this one but the other end was non-existent. Stay healthy, be safe, choose wisely. There is always another day and another opportunity. "shaped by life, experiences, choices and one day by He who she will come to know as her Master"
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 Slave rick
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"Maybe it's time to just pack it all up" Been thinking that way myself leo, but you just never know. But, I will agree... if it is such a fucking hassle, then they are not the one. Good enough? Don't sell yourself short.  Ars longa, vita brevis - Art is long, life is short  
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I'm not giving you enough of my time? OK I'll quit my job and move in with you. Will you keep me fed with a roof over my head while I give you that time?
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So far no..your a complete dick email from her..
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Run Leo, run... but you have known this one for years, right?
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