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changing.... reflecting over the past few yrs of coming back into the lifestyle after taking a break....but was it really a break or a pause in my life for relationships...i had always had an interest in the lifestyle and have problems not knowing where or how to look for others of like mind and interests as mine...lol i had scared a few people off being involved in the vanilla world and over the yrs had run into many frustrations in real life experiences so i took a break from it and being from Wyoming it is all so much underground here or was back in the day not so much this time around being from the country i found is much harder being involved in an active lifestyle so many are hidden or in the closet so to say and dont come out or like to i guess ive had troubles in this area of my life being out and open seeing both men and women in my life i do not hide nor have i i am a very forward person and upfront im am relaxed and love to enjoy my time when it has happened...well anyway back to the natural course of change in my life in the lifestylewhen i re-entered thsis lifestyle again activelya few yrs back i was sub and when i would go out on dates/play sessions i have had close to all i have been involved with talk with me about becoming Domme or going into dominatrix they A/all seemed to think and believe i was more Domme than anything else and i have found that this time around i am and have been taking a natural course of change i found i had a harder time of being sub and started to switch not all cases seemed to be for me to remain sub but a switch was called for and i seemed to end up being more Domme in most cases and interactions ive had as of now i am finding i am more Domme than anything else and i am finding i am making changes in my life like bettering myself my health schedules and such all more positive changes in my life and am/have been bettering myself for it....seems this is the natural course of change in my life and now becoming more Dominate in my life and my lifestyle stricter guidelines are called for in my life and lifestyle this can and is draining for me but i am easing into the change ion my life but find it hard not knowing many people and being in the country and in small towns are no longer an option for me i am moving part of the reason being for my lifestyle and the changes that are occurring in my life and other reasons in my life a move is now called for...so moving onto better things and a better lifestyle for myself and i am seeing the affects of this in my life...hope A/all have a good read and enjoy my blog...looking forward to comments |
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