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infinitepoetess 54F
6328 posts
2/23/2020 12:55 pm
Mind Fuckery in the Inth Degree

He said she was lost when he met her, and she is still lost.
She asked him how because she thought she was doing so much better than before. Of course, he asked her if she really needed a list.

Welcome to their typical conversation. It’s a mind fuck sort of place where all sort of fuckery can occur. Buckle up and hang on for your life, because shit gets real here. It gets uncomfortable and deep. And you know he takes great delight in making it that way. The most ridiculous idea to you is that she wants him to make her uncomfortable.

She can’t feel through the numbness wrapped around her like a thick cotton roll, unless she can have her mind fucked every which way, but Friday.
He tasked her with getting a book by Plato. He said he finds her mind to be amusing but his plan is to fuck her silly. Fuck yes, was her response. She wants him to use her.



There are some people who leave an indelible imprint on you.
They make such a deep mark that you know they will always matter to you.
You both may have walked away in two separate directions. It most likely would be the end of a few *violent clashes* by way of chance or happenstance.
But, life has a way of turning around and bringing you full circle inexplicably.

Do you ignore the opportunity to dip your toes in again and see how the water is? Absofuckinglutely not!
Because if you are the type of person who has grabbed life by the balls, it will probably have humbled you in return a few thousand-fold. You will then realize that you might hold regret if you didn't see what might come of it. C’est la vie.

When she read his words again, it gave her an emotional déjà vu. Perhaps she had stayed away for years because deep down she knew he would affect her this way. He always has. It’s like the moth to a flame thing, you know. But this time feels different, and not in that fix it with duct tape kind of way. There is no bullshit, no drama, no fantasy that happily ever after exists. So, she stuck her foot back in the water to see how it feels, and it felt nice. Not only that, he spends time with her, talking with her and explaining himself, and generally making her feel understood and important.
And that, friends, is how magick can happen.

Song to add for this post
Show Me How To Live - Audioslave



infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
2/23/2020 12:57 pm


drmgirl622 68F  
26164 posts
2/23/2020 1:14 pm

Song to add.....Do that to me one more Time, Captain and Tenille


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
2/23/2020 2:19 pm

    Quoting  :

She seems to think so by the story


allinthewords 67F

2/23/2020 2:42 pm

interesting


tastetester61 62M
1786 posts
2/23/2020 4:20 pm

Well written.

Song to add..... It's A Fine Line Between Pleasure and Pain, Divinyls.


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
2/23/2020 4:26 pm

    Quoting tastetester61:
    Well written.

    Song to add..... It's A Fine Line Between Pleasure and Pain, Divinyls.
Good one! Haven't heard that one in a while


jenny14 75T  
90433 posts
2/23/2020 4:31 pm

poetess

This too is very nice


A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


alwaysassertive 64M

2/23/2020 5:42 pm

...AC/DC...rock and roll train.

One hot angel
One cool devil
Your mind on the fantasy
Living on the ecstasy.


JohnnyLightning 65M  
9700 posts
2/23/2020 6:36 pm

His communication is key.

Howling at the moon and mal ad osteo.


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
2/24/2020 3:32 am

    Quoting jenny14:
    poetess

    This too is very nice
Thank you Jenny


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
2/24/2020 3:32 am

    Quoting MasterMent0R:
    Is this the cure is this the disease ?
    I imagine a predator would never really say ..
    perfect fcking song
    Master Mentor ...
Yes a predator would not say would they?


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
2/24/2020 3:33 am

Completely key and necessary


Michdaddy57 63M
212 posts
2/24/2020 4:00 am

Nice


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
2/24/2020 4:04 am

    Quoting drmgirl622:
    Song to add.....Do that to me one more Time, Captain and Tenille
Do that to me Infinity



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