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infinitepoetess 54F
6327 posts
2/9/2021 3:57 am
The Truth Will Set You Free



To receive information later after investing time, is a no start. And, my luck these days was running kind of thin. I had just been fired, after all. I had been discriminated against and taken a huge ego hit, And even though he knew that, he did not offer to comfort me beyond the phone. What is it they say? Traumas tend to show you what people are made of....

First it started with no "good morning ba,bygi,rl" text....
Then, yesterday, came the blow.
"I liked when we were seeing each other occasionally, texting occasionally. I am not ready for a serious relationship, I have a submissive now and have had one for some time, I want you to see other people too, I like you, and I want to see you if you can do so under those parameters. Think you can do that ba,bygi,rl?".
After a long silence on his end and a deep breath on mine...

"Yeah sure Da.ddy, I can handle that"
"Good. Thank you ba.bygirl" I could hear him breathe a sigh of relief.
"You're welcome Da.ddy. I get it, I am just a piece of ass. I like you too." The brat in me became viscous,
"That was low and wrong and if that's the way you feel about it, I won't do that or anything"

A tear feel down my cheek and I took off the necklace around my neck.
"I was simply stating the facts, but I do deserve to know how the submissive you played with occasionally who is married and a lesbian became more, Does she wear your collar?" I sent the message...
"Yes, she does, I have known her for a year and although she is collared, she knows it may be short term. Its nice because she is married and no need to see each other"
"I see. I am trying to take it gracefully and will take it with grace, not to appease you but in spite of you."
I sent the note and knew that I was saying goodbye.
"I know" he sent back

Later as I went through things that were said and done, the rage filled me up. I screamed in the shower and cursed him in my bed. I am probably cursing him as I write this, but I will survive and do it with grace.
Two tears in a bucket. Motherfuck it...I have an interview to prepare for.

Song addition for this post
Suspicious Minds - Elvis Presley



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infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
2/9/2021 3:59 am

Suspicious Minds
Elvis Presley

We're caught in a trap
I can't walk out
Because I love you too much, baby
Why can't you see
What you're doing to me
When you don't believe a word I say?
We can't go on together
With suspicious minds (suspicious minds)
And we can't build our dreams
On suspicious minds
So if an old friend I know
Stops by to say hello
Would I still see suspicion in your eyes?
Here we go again
Asking where I've been
You can't see the tears are real, I'm crying
(Yes I'm crying)
We can't go on together
With suspicious minds (suspicious minds)
And we can't build our dreams
On suspicious minds
Oh, let our love survive
I'll dry the tears from your eyes
Let's don't let a good thing die
When honey, you know I've never lied to you
Mmm, yeah, yeah
We're caught in a trap
I can't walk out
Because I love you too much, baby
Why can't you see
What you're doing to me
When you don't believe a word I say?
Well, don't you know I'm caught in a trap?
I can't walk out
Because I love you too much, baby


aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
2/9/2021 4:45 am

Good Luck with the interview, babes. I know you're going to kill it.

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
2/9/2021 4:56 am

    Quoting aliljaded:
    Good Luck with the interview, babes. I know you're going to kill it.
Thanks babe xxx


DancingDom 74M
22586 posts
2/9/2021 5:24 am

Best to you iin the interview. Frankly, I think you deserve better that what was offered up.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


drmgirl622 68F  
26104 posts
2/9/2021 8:06 am

I have so much confidence in you and know the interview will go well.

There are those that will never realize the results or feelings their actions will
invoke. The truth is they are just non-committal and not really worthy of such a deep soul as yourself.


Dave54321 61M
2718 posts
2/9/2021 12:46 pm

So sorry to hear about this, doesn't sound like he was being honest.
Frankly you deserve better.

I hope the interview goes/went well.


BlkBdsmMstr1 71M  
188 posts
2/9/2021 4:00 pm

As it's been said...NEXT, will a real Dom/Master come to the table for this Queen Bitch?


JohnnyLightning 65M  
9669 posts
2/10/2021 10:59 am

He is a dick. I know the backstory and also what happened yesterday. It's nice having options.

Howling at the moon and mal ad osteo.



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