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infinitepoetess 54F
6329 posts
7/11/2023 11:59 am
Chasing Elusive Happiness A F-cking Addiction



FUCK
"The only fucking word, you can use in any fucking situation, and it makes fucking sense."

Happiness is such an elusive fucking emotion. It is non committal , unless you choose to look at the glass wih ever positive eyes. Even when you're fucking happy, in a moment's notice, it will elude you once again. Of course, the 7 deadly sins are included in that demise equation, for fuck sake's

It works like this:
The minute you think life is going fucking grand, and you are a fucking BOSS - That is when life will kick you in the fucking teeth.
The second you become overwhelmed with happiness and love, your partner will do something atrociously fucking hurtful.
At the same moment you decide to give your all to this fucking amazing person,
The moment of reality, of who they really are, blows your fucking mind. Simply because, that soulmate is human, and no immortally wise motherf - cker comes along and lasts forever.
Or is he playing me, and fucking anything he can elsewhere (there is thrill of the chase fetish)? You begin to think you will never get one like yourself....the chemistry, the intensity of love.... so, fuck it.

Even if you love yourself, no fucking body wants to be alone. We weren't meant to be, so you have to face the fuckery of heartache over and over, if you dont want to be lonely.
The moment you are happy with being by your fucking self, that is when love comes along and adds precarious, uncomfortable, change.The more you embrace the happiness and do everything fucking right , the more the loss will hurt when it happens, and the resulting depression will be fucking staggering.
The moment you can laugh again, you will forever remember it with bittersweetness...
Just the fucking facts

My mother has this amazing fucking plaque in her kitchen. It says: "If a man, who cannot count, finds a four leaf clover, is he enitiled to happiness?"
What do you fucking think?

Song for this post
Shake it Off - Walk Off The Earth


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/11/2023 12:02 pm

I stay out too late
Got nothing in my brain
That's what people say
That's what people say
I go on too many dates
But I can't make them stay
At least that's what people say
That's what people say
But I keep cruising
Can't stop, won't stop moving
It's like I got this music in my mind
Saying it's gonna be alright
I never miss a beat
I'm lightning on my feet
And that's what they don't see
That's what they don't see
Players gonna play, play, play, play, play
And the haters gonna hate, hate, hate, hate, hate (haters gonna hate)
Baby, I'm just gonna shake, shake, shake, shake, shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
Heartbreakers gonna break
Fakers gonna fake
I'm just gonna shake
I shake it off, I shake it off
I shake it off, I shake it off
I, I, I shake it off, I shake it off
I, I, I shake it off, shake it off
I, I, I shake it off, I shake it off
I, I, I shake it off, I shake it off
I, I, I shake it off, I shake it off
I, I, I, shake it off, I shake it off
I, I, I, shake it off, I shake it off


kheaven 62M
54 posts
7/11/2023 12:24 pm

thanks, that's a pretty good post.
I feel...comforted, emboldened, happy and secure... uh oh..


RobertBishop 66M  
2154 posts
7/11/2023 12:39 pm

I believe that part of our success as a species is that we are hard-wired for anxiety. Those of our ancestors who were too complacent (or who had bad eyesight) were eaten by lions or walked off a cliff while enjoying a refreshing morning stroll. These periodic kicks-in-the-teeth are our internal mechanisms keeping us on our toes (no pun intended). Some, of course, are legitimate and real, while some are self-created. Some of the latter are confined to our dreams, but some are not.
What is to be done?
Well, step 1 is to try to eliminate those from your life who don't want the best for you.
Step 2: I'm open for suggestions.


likeithot19 62M
6112 posts
7/11/2023 1:02 pm


drmgirl622 68F  
26169 posts
7/11/2023 2:32 pm

Yep, I've said that word once or twice


boh99 68M
3168 posts
7/12/2023 12:06 am

sometimes that word describes exactly how we feel.


bdsmDOMdaddy 61M
4216 posts
7/12/2023 5:17 am

is my fav word sums up every human emotion fuKn perfectly


rosaenaluin 65F
11073 posts
7/12/2023 2:32 pm

Trying to cut down on my cursing, now and then,
is sometimes hard.
i also very much like to us that word!!!
Feel like a "good girl" when not cursing, anyway......


RavenousRaven777 56M
380 posts
7/12/2023 5:16 pm

I think old blue eyes summed it up the best…”riding high in April, shot down in May”. The familiar but unwelcomed pain, anger, frustration of wondering why, why why! It makes one hesitant to get back up. But we always do.


Sophie105 64F
209 posts
7/13/2023 4:40 pm

It's all just stupid fucking luck.


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/14/2023 4:54 pm

    Quoting Sophie105:
    It's all just stupid fucking luck.
Absolutely!


aliljaded 53F
8965 posts
7/16/2023 12:03 pm

"If a man, who cannot count, finds a four-leaf clover, is he entitled to happiness?"
What do you fucking think?
I think that's an awesome plaque!
I also think.....Fuck 'em if he can't take a joke...

"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


infinitepoetess 54F
3499 posts
7/20/2023 12:43 am

    Quoting drmgirl622:
    Yep, I've said that word once or twice
I say it all the fucking time



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