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mermaidjewel 53F
0 posts
5/3/2020 9:27 pm
Finding myself again


I have been struggling, as we do at one time or another. I have loved and lost. It is painful. But I always had hope for the future. Something has changed. I am sure the corona virus and quarantine has not helped. I have searched myself and come realize what has changed, I have lost my hope; my belief in the future, in love, in decency.

I have found myself in the past. More than once I have gone through metamorphosis like a butterfly; changing after circumstances beyond my control, come back better, stronger, more vibrant.

I am on a journey understand why my hope has deserted . I am a journey find myself again, find my joy again. And part of that is finding that girl inside of who is hiding away from the pain of the world.

That girl used dance in the rain and naked under the full moon. She loved with her whole heart and gave with joy. I look forward finding her and opening the world back her.

Daddyknowsbest8 56M
138 posts
5/3/2020 11:45 pm

Sounds like you will find it! Very exciting. Get your rest, reenergize. Best to you, you shall be basking in yourself soon I think.


mermaidjewel replies on 5/4/2020 7:28 pm:
Thank you.

mrmindme2 102M
218 posts
5/4/2020 2:15 am

You can't change the direction of the wind but you can always adjust the sails to reach your destination. Of course having a qualified Captain at your helm makes the journey more enjoyable, safe and sound!


mermaidjewel replies on 5/4/2020 7:29 pm:
Thank you.

Now to find that Captain. LOL

DancingDom 74M
22588 posts
5/4/2020 4:10 pm

Welcome to the blogs. Best to you. Think of this period as being i a cocoon and you will emerge at the end of the period as a lovely renewed butterfly.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


mermaidjewel replies on 5/4/2020 7:32 pm:
Thank you for the welcome and well wishes.

jrod694u2 67M
14 posts
5/5/2020 10:12 pm

Don't struggle thru this virus. use the power of your shoulders to handle it all



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