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OMGosh!!! Sad shocking terrible news my wonderfully perverted readers! My Father was hurt in an accident. He fractured his arm and there was some serious damage done to his hip and pelvis. I was at home when it happened and I had to be the one to call the ambulance so that was a BIG big girl moment for me. Somehow Daddy remained calm and patient with me through the whole thing. The way it hit me you’d have thought dialing three digits on a phone was a task I’d never performed any version of before in my life. Gosh it was scary! I couldn’t stop crying for a long time. Papa was in the hospital but he’s been home for a little while now and I’ve been taking care of him. This doesn’t entirely pull me out of my little space most of the time because he’s super self sufficient and I think just stubborn about remaining the parent. The hardest part is really seeing him struggle to do simple things like move around or sleep. I want to help but he’s been keeping me busy with chores around the house mainly doing things he’d be taking care of I suppose. What I really think he’s doing is keeping me distracted so I don’t sit next to him with a big worried look on my face. I am grateful because I know things are going to get tougher and I’m going to be forced out of little space more often. Doing housework is no big deal and we’ll adjust pretty well to most of what’s coming but my main concern is financial. Since we met and fell in love I haven’t had what anyone would call a normal or legitimate job. I made dirty movies with Daddy and since then I’ve just been a full time kiddo. There’s not a chance in heck I’ll be going out and even getting a part time job or anything like that but our bank account is going to suffer pretty quickly and my poor Father is looking at almost a year to recover. Our options are extremely limited. For the time being I am going to do what I can to help out and the only way I can really do that is with our movies. I’ll be unabashedly promoting them here which is something I was already doing casually but I am also going to go back to reddit and do it there. I’ve been absent for probably a couple of years but I know we still get new watchers or subscribers or whatever and I’m sure the occasional random sale does originate from there. I think it’ll be worth my time to do some low key promoting but that’s where I’ll have to draw the line. The idea of giving up even a few moments of my day to take on adult responsibilities is truly daunting so I’m going to take it slow. Many people have expressed concerns about this very thing over the past few years. The question of what would happen to me if something happened to my Dad has come in many forms. Being an adult and doing adult things is not impossible for me it’s just strange now because it’s been so long since I had to do it. Let’s just say I’ll manage but I won’t excel at it. This is not a lifestyle change it is merely a temporary situation to get through. Our dynamic is not shifting and our relationship isn’t strained except perhaps in the most traditional sense. Things might be tough for a little bit but hopefully that’s the worst we’ll be able to report. My Father is not dead just injured and I am going to be quite capable of stepping up to help. Wish us both well. |
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