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THEpunkin 26F
343 posts
3/11/2023 3:09 am
busy little bee



Sometimes our lives get stagnant or rote and Daddy will decide to do something to shake things up. Nothing that is traumatic just something to get us moving in a different direction or thinking in a different way. It almost always ends with positive results so I long ago stopped questioning and decided to just be a good and do what I am told. If rules change I don’t balk I obey. Not mindlessly mind you I just put my trust in my Father and so far it has led to few regrets.

With Papa being injured I have taken on a lot of little responsibilities and though I admit it still hasn’t had the effect of pulling me out of little space very often it has taken a bit of a toll. My sleep schedule was already messy but these days it has been a bit worse and as a result some of my health issues have also gotten worse or resurfaced. Mainly I’m talking about my tummy which bothers me a lot and never really goes away no matter how good and stable my life is but lately it’s been much worse. Daddy thinks it is stress and lack of sleep and has decided it is time for us to make some changes. He’s not exactly back up on his feet but he can move around and take care of himself enough that he says it’s time to go back to taking care of me as a kiddo. He wants to go back to the way things were prior to his accident but with a few alterations. I am very excited to start this new chapter.

Being busy and acting responsible was good for me but even as a temporary thing it was tough. I don’t always do good with change but this was a good experience. Going back to being a kiddo will be a welcome relief but it won’t mean I am going to switch to being a lazy bum or anything like that. My chores might lessen but my responsibilities as a will not. Part of my days usually include coloring or painting or drawing. I work on art projects and keep my stuffed animals happy and do my best to be sexy and available for my Father. I don’t cook or clean or take out the garbage and stuff like that unless I am asked but being a kiddo is a full time thing. Rare are the moments where I am sitting around bored thinking there’s nothing for me to do or that life is dull. Far from it. Being a busy bee comes natural to me so it worked out well when Papa had me doing some grown up things for a while but now that it’s not necessary I can go back to being a different kind of bug. I know bees have drones and Queens but maybe they have princesses as well.


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