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7/9/2020 5:33 am

my story

For most people a girl is a girl and a boy is a boy for obvious reasons. For I never knew what it is be a boy or a girl .In my early pubertal age of my parents realized I am a little different and even if anatomically I was not developed yet , it was deemed by doctors and parents I should be female due to behavioral issues not conforming with those of boys.
I only remember playing with dolls and dressing them and enjoying my little girl flared skirts and blouses. When I reached adulthood I realized the dilemma of conforming. How is it that I am a girl with that something extra that I do not use and how is it that my other girl companions do not have that. I came across websites and online social media to see that there are many persons just like myself and that some are quite much desirable by many men and women and even preferred over cis women. I cherished this notion and I blossomed with the idea of being better and superior to my cis counterpart generation. Even if I have not seriously dated anyone yet and when I got ready to indulge in the much needed sexualities ,we all were hit by the corona social distancing !!!!!!!!!!
However I enjoy the amazing attention I am receiving here from both cis men and women and TS girls like myself. As a matter of fact I am so proud to be different but externally I attempt display demeanors that amplify my femaleness irrespective of what lies between my legs hidden with layers of underclothing . I was at a carribbean<b> nudist </font></b>resort a couple years ago and I was so relieved as a girl walking nude on the beach and displaying the world how my creator made . I expected people to stare and worried of embarrassment .That did not occur and I was accepted and enjoyed the few days there with no preconceived sexist thoughts and I was so relieved as if I was born again. Now the layers of underclothing dissipated and used the typical Victorias secret underlings .You see ? to me, my penis is my clitt , my sac is my labia and my anal orifice is my vaginal introitus .Even if I am sexually inexperienced that is what I will do and think if the opportunity presents itself and I hope it does. I am amazed as to how many suitors and potential aspirational lovers I met on this site .This site is real and we are blessed to have it even if only as a regular member .All the photos displayed in my profile are of me taken with a self timing digital camera and I do what I do because this the only way I know. I love you all for bearing with me and reading this dissertation and chaotic ideas and thoughts of mine
Thank you
MaryEllen

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7/9/2020 5:39 am

Pretty nice and touching words. I hope you'll find the right person to acompany you further...


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