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hush0101 55F  
318 posts
11/23/2020 2:08 pm
Thoughts


Today as I was working these thoughts came to my head.

I wonder if others are out there are thinking about the last session they had.
Do they think about the fresh marks that were left under their clothes?
Do they think about the limits that are being pushed?
Do others think about the lifestyle, 24/7, like I do?

I wish I could turn off the thoughts sometime, like when I'm trying to sleep, but now that I've started down this path, started on this journey, I can't seem to turn these thoughts off...and honesly, I don't really want to.

They are comfort to me, they allow me to be myself, even as the outside world moves on, I am enjoying the new me,,the one I have always wanted to be.
I am no longer ashamed of my thoughts...I just hold them close and smile when I think about all the fun and naughty things I have and will do in the future.

My journey is not like anyone else's and I am not sure if or when the journey might change direction, but I'm enjoying what it is now and for now that is all that matters.

DancingDom 74M
22588 posts
11/23/2020 5:13 pm

Those thought are part of you. They reflect on who you are. It is a great thing to feel comfortable in our own skin. For the bulk of our life, specially early life, we try to fit in those boxes of expectations defined by society, friends, family co-workers. Then we reach a point, where all those opinions and societal restrictions. Glad you are blossoming.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


hush0101 replies on 11/24/2020 12:33 pm:
Ty for your insightful comments...I do appreciate them,,each and everyone !!

*hugs*

BlkBdsmMstr1 71M  
188 posts
11/23/2020 7:54 pm

Evening hush0101:

Enjoy those thoughts, savior those thoughts as you go on this journey on the "Dark Path of Eroticness" as I refer to the BDSM realm. You are now being your true self and it's a nice feeling. Enjoy it and don't let anyone take how you are feeling away from you


Sitdown196118 63M

11/23/2020 8:30 pm

No one else can make you happy


burner301 66M
80 posts
11/24/2020 7:12 am

lots to consider, but also in need of points........


MsterUller 65M
7 posts
11/24/2020 8:32 am

This was a really good read


Aislin 39F  
8605 posts
11/25/2020 6:42 am

Keep your every thought and grow Happy Holiday's and keep yourself safe.

After every play, I look back at the video coverage and say, how can I do this differently. Even just simple positioning is important as I learn.

Yes, keep your thoughts.


I am aroused by my own darkness and there is no cure.



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