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dang..another detour Life.....sometimes we just find that it can throw some obstacles in our way that we just did not expect. I guess I must also find a way to either learn from such obstacles or let them break me, but I will say...the last few days I have felt the slight bend of my mind, my spirt. I seriously am not sure where this detour is going to take me. All I do know is that I am just sad, hurt and not sure when or how to get back on the path. I try, I am walking..looking,,,hoping that I will find that familiarity again. The funny thing is. the detour has absolutely nothing to do with my "kink journey" NOTHING. To love one so much that you allow them to hurt you over and over and yet, you stand there and wait for it to happen again, because you know it will and you do not have it in you to walk away, because even as much as they hurt you, You are all they really have....the only one that will love them unconditionally. Deep breath.....!!  So as I find my way, I will keep on looking for the serenity, the peace within myself....to be happy with what I truly desire. I do wonder if I can walk these two paths...a question that must be asked. So anyway...the journey continues...just down a different path for now...i will find my way back...just have to give it some time, and let this heart heal a bit. just a snippet into what my life is.... our rainbows all come in different shades of color.... ~hush |
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Good morning, there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel
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Greetings Hush... Kids... Sadly (or otherwise) I was never blessed (again, or otherwise) with kids. But I can only say that I have seen the love that they can inspire so whatever detour you are taken on, Im sure it will be as rewarding as the alternative.
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5/2/2021 8:28 am |
nice and thanks for the points
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Kids can be a fustration, a test, and a damm pain in the ass (the unwanted kind lol) And yet, as you noted, some of us tend to let it happen over and over. Unconditional love has a way of messing with our brains, hearts, and souls. Simply put, it's part of our DNA and that is why the superhuman strength needed to cope, deal, tolerate, and live with these things is also very superhuman. But remember, hush: there are times they make it all worth while, they can lift you from an abyss of hurt and hide to a glow that can not be hidden. Any parent knows this. And any parent knows we are *never* alone. We have all dealt with this. Don't give up. Look within for that strength and courage and remember the "good times" as well as the inspiration, smiles, and joy. It's not easy but it's there.
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I never had kids. If I had one and they turned out to be bad, i.e killed someone or store repeatedly and such I would have to accept they are who they are. They because that kind of person on their own. I don't know that I would give them repeated chances. There was a submissive I was involved with about 12 years ago, she had a daughter that was a sociopath. A user, who sadly arranged to have her Mother murdered thinking she would get a huge inheritance. She was arrested shortly after the actual guy she hired to kill her mother was arrested and immediately told the police who hired him. The thing is, had she been attacked and lived, she probably would have tried to help her daughter rehabilitate. Her daughter had previously stole all her mothers good jewelry and hocked it. She also stole her mother's car and head to Nevada. Was high on something and wrecked the car in Colorado. Her mother, took her in after some recovery from injuries. She stole several hundred dollars from a place she worked. They had it on camera and she denied it blatantly. Mom bailed her out of jail. It was not long after that she arranged her mother's murder. "One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"
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A detour is not the end of the journey.
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5/2/2021 11:50 am |
The only thing I learn from an obstacle are ways that won't work and then I try another. I can be killed, but my spirit can never be broken. People in misery always try to take someone else down with them. Staying for one abuse after another doesn't help them and won't you. People accept abuse because they don't know what direction to take and they don't see a solution. Sometimes you have to know when to cut someone loose and let them decide what direction to take. Perhaps you should seek out a kindred soul to speak with. Many quit and give up when a path is within reach. Don't be one of those people. Loving someone unconditionally doesn't mean losing yourself. There's not a mother that I know of who wouldn't sacrifice herself for her child. I don't believe you'll have to go quite that far. There is always another way...Always.
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