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hush0101 55F  
318 posts
10/7/2021 10:22 am
I deserve all of YOU


This is not a blog anyone choice on relationship, love or etc....its just my feeling,,opinion and views

]It amazes how I could find myself something that, years ago, I knew was not for me. I be with someONE, be His #1. I wonder when in my world did I ever think that I would be okay being involved with someone and be okay being #2?
Yeah,,the attraction is/was . Yes, the boxes were , except that "one".
made question just where I had placed my self value. When did I stop thinking that I deserved more and that my needs were not important. When did I stop loving myself and exactly what made think that I'd be okay. I never did spend time with "them" I never did give that a chance. I am not sure I would be okay, I hear of the horror stories of being the one in the corner crying...and I never wanted to be "that "
I now figure out how,,and where put these emotions, feelings etc.
This sucks all of sucks!

I promised myself that even if things were painful, I would find something positive out of situations. I guess one thing I can take from this "chapter" "moment" is that I remember my worth,,,I remember I am, and what is important . I can not and will not be 0% in a relationship if I forget about . I remember that and remember that its okay be selfish for the right reasons.


"How you love yourself is how you teach others love you" ~ Rupi Kaur



bimom4taboo 54F
2081 posts
10/7/2021 10:43 am

most women are very giving and like you did for got about getting something back. you had a painful time. we all do in our iives. but must learn from them. just like you have done. be who you are thats all you can be. you have every right to be very selfish about what you are,want and need.


DancingDom 74M
22578 posts
10/7/2021 11:19 am

Well you are number one first for yourself.

You will be someones number one. I think you are worth it.

And you are my number one cookie baker for sure.

"One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"


hush0101 55F  
31 posts
10/7/2021 11:42 am

Your a sweetheart...thank you DD.


pac369 64F  
12700 posts
10/7/2021 12:29 pm

You do deserve all of everyone hush!

Stay true to your values and beliefs and you will get through this..
Hopefully your blog post helped with your feelings…

Take care…

~ Physical strength is measured by what we carry. Inner strength is measured by what we can bear. ~


alwaysassertive 64M

10/7/2021 1:26 pm

I'll never be an option. Anyone that ever made me an option or took me for granite. I walked away from. No matter how much I liked them. I always see my woman as a treasure, and I'm open to forgiveness, but I only have so much of that.


hush0101 55F  
31 posts
10/7/2021 1:32 pm

Thank you for your comment...as always
~hush



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