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One day everything's going to be okay.
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2/7/2022 8:21 pm |
Good read. Hope you are living your best life
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Oh the sleepless nights, I'm right there with you. Heart break can physically hurt. I empathize. Betrayal of trust, just puts another brick in the wall. So many placed by those closest Experience puts some hard miles on us. Some more than others Its never as we expect It can be overwhelming. Sometimes I have to hop in the truck a go for a drive, just so I can YELL!!!! at the top of my lungs for as long as I can. Though my voice will be gone for a couple days, it releases a lot of tension. Your results may vary  There really are some out there whose intent is not to harm others, but if you stop taking a chance, by putting yourself out there, how will one of them ever find you? My vote is to not give up, you are not alone.
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Oh the sleepless nights, I'm right there with you. Heart break can physically hurt. I empathize. Betrayal of trust, just puts another brick in the wall. So many placed by those closest Experience puts some hard miles on us. Some more than others Its never as we expect It can be overwhelming. Sometimes I have to hop in the truck a go for a drive, just so I can YELL!!!! at the top of my lungs for as long as I can. Though my voice will be gone for a couple days, it releases a lot of tension. Your results may vary There really are some out there whose intent is not to harm others, but if you stop taking a chance, by putting yourself out there, how will one of them ever find you? My vote is to not give up, you are not alone.
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Ex I think no_unicorn's comment is so apt! I think we all have these "black moments" , especially at 4.40 am! I still think we must be optimistic but retain our guard.... A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw Jenny
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I, like you, am an observer of the human condition. I have played every role in my life except for the main. That being said, it has been my doing. As a submissive, I often feel more comfortable in a giving role. That's not to say that it doesn't bother me when I feel neglected. I guess what I am trying to say is, in the end, we tend to teach people how to treat us. So, our fate. is ultimately in our own hands. I hope my word salad helped. Warmest, ~M "Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”
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Productive insomnia, my dear. You can trust another absolutely. I know, I did it and although, inevitably, there will be the odd seismic shock along the way, the relationship was tectonically stable and endured. I pay the price for it every day that I awake and she is not there, of course, but grief is the price of love and only a miser would refuse to pay it. I think many of us admire you from afar. Your intelligence, compassion, sensitivity and, (to an extent) vulnerability are very engaging. That you have never met the man to truly value these traits doesn't mean that he is not out there for you, waiting for a chance encounter to walk into your life. But these people are rare, as you have seen. The most important thing is to be at ease with yourself and that is a journey you have almost completed. A little hedonism is a good thing - you've been a wife and a mother, now you must be the Exname you want to be. It doesn't mean you should be shallow or cruel, that you must shag any man with a pulse, but it gives you full licence, at 4 AM, to imagine what you'd like between the rising of the sun and the ending of the day and take it. All we know is that we live once and the only standards set for us are our own - we need nobody else, but that doesn't mean we don't want them. Carpe (that fucking) diem, as I think I may once have told you!
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One day everything's going to be okay. 
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I have been burned in some past relationships. But I still trust in the idea I will eventually find that incredible partner. Even if it is just for one day before I move on to the next life. "One Big Sky Covers Us All Equally"
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"trust my instinct" is key i think and often hard to do especially in the early stages of attraction. fwiw there are so many great people out there and please don't let the past weigh you down too much as you go out in the world. i know that's easier to say than do but fwiw...
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Wow, some very deep thoughts there, my friend. I think it is the human condition that finally brings us to a point of realization. Our world is full of so many unbroken promises that it can lead to skepticism but we must be careful and not let that prevent us from moving forward.
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Don't know if appropriate. I believe one must be true to one's self before can be true to someone else, also along same line if you don't like who you see in mirror no one else will either.
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2/8/2022 11:58 pm |
I often thought that Oscar was driven by his passions. And why shouldn't he have been?
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