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Blogs > ExNameForUse > Thoughts of an Introvert

ExNameForUse 53F
4244 posts
3/7/2022 11:35 am
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ExNameForUse 53F
5764 posts
3/7/2022 11:36 am

 I wasn’t sure about posting this, yet... it is another part of my journey.
Maybe I am making a mistake, maybe I am doing the right thing. Maybe I will make the full of myself, maybe it will be the wisest thing to do.
Whatever happens, let it stay here as a testimony, either the testimony of my foolishness or my faith that love can win in the end.

15 sleeps till the day.


rondiri 65M
11180 posts
3/7/2022 11:45 am

 Grats, hope it goes well.


ExNameForUse replies on 3/7/2022 12:21 pm:
Thank you, rondiri, for the kind words. I hope so too

Plzrmeister 67M  
10455 posts
3/7/2022 11:57 am

 15 sleeps till the day.

Nope ..... 14 sleeps.

There's no way you're sleeping that last night.
Make Women Female Again


ExNameForUse replies on 3/8/2022 12:49 am:
Plz, you may well be right there 🤔😯😊

pac369 64F  
12700 posts
3/7/2022 12:14 pm

 Ohhh Ex I wish you the best of luck!
I am so happy you are going to have this experience,
whatever happens!
~ Physical strength is measured by what we carry. Inner strength is measured by what we can bear. ~


ExNameForUse replies on 3/7/2022 12:24 pm:
Thanks so much, Pac.
I am also both happy and excited about what is going to come. It will be all good

cum4daddy48 75M

3/7/2022 1:07 pm

 Ty for the post


ExNameForUse replies on 3/8/2022 12:52 am:
You're welcome.

grywolf2 73M
3112 posts
3/7/2022 1:28 pm

 Good luck!!

Always eliminate "what if" from your life.


ExNameForUse replies on 3/8/2022 12:52 am:
Thank you 🙂, and yes.. now when there is a chance to eliminate that 'what if', it is what I should do and leave no doubts for the future to come

ridermantel 68M

3/7/2022 3:05 pm

 you have all my best. I hope it is good enough.


ExNameForUse replies on 3/8/2022 12:53 am:
It is more than just enough, and I am grateful for your kind words, rider 😊

drmgirl622 68F  
26111 posts
3/7/2022 3:36 pm

 My dear friend, this is very uplifting! The outcome will be that of success in either way it goes. Apprehension is no doubt lingering in the air and your heart is beating a staccato rhythm. Peace will come in one form or another. Only good wishes for the adventure.


ExNameForUse replies on 3/8/2022 12:59 am:
Thank you, my dear friend.
It is now or never, I have been given the opportunity, and it would be only silly to refuse it.
There is no one who will win or lose, but only both of us will know where we stand and if future holds still anything for us.
Answers I can not turn my back to. Something I have been hoping for ever since...
Everything will be okay, either way.

tahimikbayani 53M
8008 posts
3/7/2022 4:25 pm

 As long as you have no regrets either way, finding closure is the best. And, who knows, it could be something wonderful. Good luck.


ExNameForUse replies on 3/8/2022 1:03 am:
Many thanks, T.
When the first message came, and the communication developed in this direction, I have asked myself would I regret if I go for it, or if not.
And the answer is obvious.
In the end, when we sum our lives, what we regret the most are the things we havent done when we had the chance 😊

aliljaded 53F
8926 posts
3/8/2022 2:36 am

 I wish you all the happiness and closure you've been asking for. Please do be careful. Have fun and enjoy the ride.
xx~M
"Men need to hunt. She obviously understands this. She’s offering herself as prey. Not easy prey. But willing.”


ExNameForUse replies on 3/8/2022 7:33 am:
Thank you, M. I hope and wish that everything goes well, and I shall certainly be careful.
In truth, whatever happens in my opinion, it will be well.
V. xx

Artschoolgrad 47M
8719 posts
3/8/2022 6:59 am


ExNameForUse replies on 3/8/2022 7:34 am:

jenny14 75T  
90348 posts
3/8/2022 12:04 pm

 Ex

Whatever happens, I hope it is for the Best!
A life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. George Bernard Shaw

Jenny


ExNameForUse replies on 3/8/2022 11:48 pm:
Jenny, many thanks for your kind words.
I am hoping that how ever we may spend those few days, will be worth it.

Raven_GB 63M
854 posts
3/9/2022 3:02 pm

 Alles gute...


ExNameForUse replies on 3/10/2022 6:30 am:
Vielen dank, Raven 🙂

Raven_GB 63M
854 posts
3/11/2022 5:28 pm

 The only advice I would offer, is to dial expectation down to zero - you really do not need to be hurt anymore. If the gentleman comes through and offers you what you want/need then that will be a bonus. Please put yourself and your needs first.

Still on for that Viennese beer, eventually. I hope you will have some fabulous exploits to report


ExNameForUse replies on 3/12/2022 5:33 am:
Dear Raven, the only thing I don't need in my life is to be hurt again. I want to be happy and in peace, and if that means being alone, I will be alone.
I am not raising my hopes high, real life is far from fantasies, and I am in a way ready it wont be as we, as humans, by our nature, hope and wish for.
I am not what I used to be. It has been too hard to remain the same.

ExNameForUse replies on 3/12/2022 1:46 pm:
And not to forget that beer in Vienna or even Belgrade is still on, wherever our paths might cross... friends remain friends xx


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