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BabieGothika1 29F
423 posts
3/20/2021 10:26 am

Last Read:
3/28/2021 3:45 pm

MY NIECE

MY SENT ME A VIDEO WITH MY MOM TALKIN AND
SMILING, I WAS IN SHOCK, MY MOM DIED 3 YEARS AGO
FROM STROKES
I CANNOT EVEN SEE A PIC OF HER YET
AND WHEN I SAW THE VIDEO MY SENT ME
I HAD A BREAKDOWN AND I TOLD HER TO NOT TO DO THAT
TO ME ANYMORE
I WAS TALKIN WITH A FRIEND AND HE SAID
I HAVE NOT REASON TO BE LIKE THAT
STILL CRYING BECAUSE MY MOM
HE SAID I WAS TOO SENSITIVE AND SENTIMENTAL
THE MOTHERS
I FEEL HOW I FEEL AND I DEMAND RESPECT TO PEOPLE
TREAT ME HOW I WANT TO BE TREATED
I BELIEVE IN RENCARNATION, AND I KNOW MY MOM
IS HAPPY RIGHT NOW, YOUNG AGAIN
BUT I CANNOT CHANGE MY FEELINGS
I STILL MISS HER SO MUCH

I THINK THE WORST THING ON THE WHOLE WORLD
IS TO LOSE YOUR OR A
WELL
I FEEL MUCH BETTER NOW
HAPPY SATURDAY FOR EVERYBODY HERE
BYEEEEE



KISS THE FLOOR WHERE I WILL BE STAND AND I SHALL SEE U SOON


imdman_sub 66M
39 posts
3/20/2021 12:15 pm

Well said


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/21/2021 10:41 am:
thank you

subjim63 60M
415 posts
3/20/2021 1:36 pm

be strong...they are never really gone as long as we remember them


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/21/2021 10:42 am:
agreed, thank you , have a good day

ValS2012 63F
85 posts
3/20/2021 1:54 pm

No one completely understands until they get thru that themselves.
I can forgive the niece. I couldn't forgive the alleged friend. A fool like him doesn't understand how painful that void is.
Stay strong hon xo


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/21/2021 10:47 am:
thank you for your opinion, well that friend lost his mother
too but he feels diferent of how i feel , u know, all people is
diferent, we are uniques, i just asked him to respect my pain
i know all that bullshit people says about life is short and when u die, u pass away and your soul and spirit never dies, i know that
but i still feel bad for my mom because i was the one staying with her at the hospital and the night she died, i could not stay there because a hurricane was coming to Miami and they did not let people
visitors to stay at the hospital and that nite, she died alone, well with God but i felt guilty for so long because i was not overthere

pzkw 63M  
1295 posts
3/20/2021 6:10 pm

For reasons I can't figure, I had a bit of a crying jag the other day - just missing my wife something awful. The crying only lasted a couple of minutes, but I was hugging a picture of her while the tears came.

Yes, you feel how you feel, and no one should demean that.


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/21/2021 10:50 am:
Thank you, no everyone feels the same but we need to respect
our feelings, thats all, i hate people tellin me what to do
if u cannot understand me, go away from me!

casio26 63M
2565 posts
3/20/2021 6:53 pm

I've lost both parents.
Be thankful for the life they gave you


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/21/2021 10:50 am:
Yes, thank you

NoNonsense_Dom 70M  
1539 posts
3/20/2021 8:23 pm

Unfortunately BG, we will still miss our mum's and dad's right up till the day we die. It does get a bit easier, but it NEVER becomes less heartbreaking. And for parents that lose a child, whether they be youngsters, teenagers or adults, that heartache remains forever as well.

Rejoice in being able to see them again and when you do, don't forget to tell them you miss them and you love them.


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/21/2021 10:51 am:
beautiful words, thank u so much

sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
3/22/2021 7:25 am

Hi, everyone has the right to deal with their loss in their own way period. What works for some will not work for others and that should be respected. A good friend would see that and just be there for support. I was told a story when i lost my mom n dad. I was told that it is time to share them because my family who went before me let me have them for years and they miss n love them as much as i do. The story goes, imagine a beautiful lake with everyone on one side sad and grieving as they watch my mom n dad sail away on a boat waving goodbye. As they watch them sail out of sight they start to hear voices full of laughter and joy because on the other side of the lake is a big picnic where they are having a huge party. All of a sudden everyone stops all the fun they are having and someone yells, Here they come, Here they come, and they all run down to the shore to greet them. What i took from that story is when they passed it was time for my family and their friends that went before me ,who shared them with us to have and love them. Now it was my turn to share them. I hope this helps some


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/22/2021 9:57 am:
thank you for your words, wow, that is like vikings people
say goodbye to their loved ones, they go away in a boat, while
fire is burning them up, i have read about that, the soul and spirit are immortal, i know that too, but what im still feeling for my mom
loss, its personal, i tell u, i tried everything to see things
in the good side but when i see her pics, i got breakdowns, i feel
guilty because she died alone, it was a hurricane coming to Miami, and they did not let me stay that nite with her, i was in the hospital with her for 7 days at that time, and the only night than i was not there, she died alone and that broke my heart feeling me guilty even if i know it was not my fault, that was her time to pass away and i could not do anything about it, i love her to death, she was my best friend, everything for me, and im sorry, but even today, i cannot see any pic of her, maybe in a couple of more years i will be able to see them but no now yet

sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
3/22/2021 10:14 am

Hi, yes i understand you. They say time heals all wounds. I myself have not found that to be true. To me it's just somehow you find a way to live with it. I wish i could touch you and make the pain go away but i can't sorry to say. You just have to tell people how you feel and they have to respect your pain. You have a right to be able to deal with it in your own way and in your own time. They say that they wait for us to leave so that that can pass without hurting us. ( my Dad did that ) I don't know if that is true or not but i do this this. She knew you loved her and with that love she didn't die alone, that love goes everywhere she goes as her love goes with you.


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/22/2021 10:32 am:
THANK YOU, LET ME TELL U , EVEN IF I AM INTO BDSM LIFESTYLE,'
I BELIEVE IN GOD, AND I KNOW SHE WAS NOT ALONE, I BELIEVE IN RENCARNATION TOO AND WHEN U GO TO PASS AWAY, U R GONNA SEE ALWAYS A LOVE ONE WHO COMES HERE TO TAKE U TOGETHER WITH JESUS, AND I KNOW THAT,
BUT WHEN I WAS IN HER FUNERAL AND TO TELL U I WAS ALMOST OUT OF CONTROL, PEOPLE TELLIN ME SHE WAS GOOD WITH GOD NOW AND NO MORE SUFFERING, I UNDERSTOOD BUT THAT DID NOT OFFER ME ANY CONSOLE, FOR ME THAT WAS BULLSHIT IN THAT HORRIBLE MOMENT,
WHEN SHE WAS GRAVELY ILL SHE STARTED SEEIN HER MOTHER, SHE CALLED HER AND HER EYES WERE SEEN TO OTHER WAY , AND SHE WAS LIKE TALKIN WITH HER MOTHER,SO, I SUPPOSE SHE DID NOT DIE ALONE, HER MOTHER AND JESUS WERE WITH HER, I KNOW, AND MAYBE GOD DID THAT TO ME BECAUSE BEEN ME OVERTHERE AND WATCHIN HER DYING IN FRONT OF ME, IT COULD BE MORE
PAINFULL, I UNDERSTAND THAT, MAYBE I COULD BECAME ALMOST CRAZY TO SEE HER IN FRONT OF ME DYING , I THINK ABOUT THAT A LOT

BabieGothika1 29F

3/22/2021 10:44 am

I HOPE HER NEXT LIFE SHE IS GONNA BE HAPPIER AND FIND A GOOD
GUY AND AT LAST, KNOW WHAT IS THE MEANING OF BEEN HAPPY BECAUSE
MY FATHER WAS AN ABUSER, AND I BEGGED HER A MILLION TIMES TO LEAVE
HIM AND SHE WAS SCARED, I WENT TO SPAIN AND I WAS LIVING THERE FOR A WHILE AND I SENT HER THE PLANE TICKET TO GO TO VISIT ME AND SHE WENT
TO MADRID AND LATER GALICIA FOR 2 MONTHS AND I TOLD HER, IM GIVING YOU
THE OPORTUNITY TO LEAVE MY FATHER, STAY WITH ME IN SPAIN AND FIND
SOMEBODY ELSE WHO MAKES U HAPPY LIKE YOU DESERVE IT, SHE WAS STILL
VERY YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL BUT SHE REFUSED TO STAY THERE WITH ME
I DID EVERYTHING I COULD TO TAKE HER AWAY FROM MY ABUSER FATHER AND I THINK SHE REFUSED BECAUSE SHE WAS SCARED OF HIM IN CASE HE GO TO SPAIN AND LOOKIN FOR HER TO KILL HER, I REALLY DONT KNOW WHY SHE LOST
THE OPORTUNITY I WAS GIVNG HER TO FLY AWAY AND FREE FOREVER AND HAPPY!

KISS THE FLOOR WHERE I WILL BE STAND AND I SHALL SEE U SOON


sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
3/22/2021 12:58 pm

I wish i had a answer for why your mom did not stay with you but i am just a girl. I had a few friends like your mom. Sometimes the love people have for each other is a very strange thing. Do i think it is right? No, but who am i to say so. I just know it is not for me. I seen on tv that Spain by the coast is beautiful like you. They say heaven is what you want it to be and if that is so, she is more then happy. I am sure her last act here on this earth was to protect you from more pain, after all isn't that what mothers do. I believe that is why she waited for you to leave. Women bring beauty, life, love and friendship to the world and why some men don't get it is beyond me. Most women to me are like angels that walk the earth. But that doesn't mean we can''t have our sinning fun side lol.


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/22/2021 3:30 pm:
yes, you are right, the only answer i got why she did not stay
in SPAIN WITH ME, I DONT KNOW, MAYBE HE LOVED MY FATHER THE WAY
HE WAS, NO ME, I DID NOT LOVE MY FATHER, HE WAS NOT A MASTER
HE JUST WAS MISERABLE AND ABUSER, THINGS TOO DIFERENCES WHEN YOU ARE A REAL MASTER , I KNOW THAT VERY WELL

sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
3/23/2021 6:57 am

Hi, thanks so much for talking with me. I have enjoyed it a lot. Time here on this earth is short and myself, i have no time to be miserable and hurt others. Am i happy and joyful all the time, of course not. But i try my best to move on from the bad stuff life throws at me and love to be happy and playful. I know this may sound dumb to some but i take pleasure is the simple things, a breeze blowing over my naked body, the sun on me, music, real friendship, another's touch n voice, the ocean on my toes, a good cup of coffee. These things don't cost a lot but for me bring a ton of peace of mind. I enjoy the pic's that you post, it brings me joy to see them. Not just because of sex but because you both are works of art created by God. I hope my words help you to find peace of mind. I hope they help bring you joy.


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/23/2021 9:54 am:
simply things to enjoy is what it makes real happiness
you are smart enough to know thqt and me too,
to be happy is to put all the simply things you enjoy
all together and that make you happy,
thank you for your words and it has been a pleasure to talk
to you too, what are a pair!

sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
3/24/2021 10:35 am

Hi, thanks for your comments. I have to ask you this. I get a ton of pic's n stuff that i don't want from men. I think i made it pretty clear that i am not looking for a man. I am polite and say thanks for their comments but i am not looking for one. Do you deal with the same things? I wonder why they keep it up? Any thoughts on it? I wish i would get a ton of stuff from the women but i don't. I don't think i am that bad looking. Any thoughts on it? I find that trying to find a real Miss or sub is a hard thing to do. Wonder why? Would it be ok with you if i keep checking your blogs for new pic's? Please feel free to ask me anything that you want. Thanks.


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/24/2021 11:30 am:
Dear friend, i tell you that than is happening to you right now, it has been happening to me too, if i wrote in my profile than I AM a MISTRESS AND I AM NOT LOOKIN FOR A MAN, THEY DID NOT PAY ATTENTION TO ME AND EVEN ONLINE MASTERS ARE ASKIN ME TO MEET ME, I KNOW MY ENGLISH IS NOT THAT GOOD BUT I KNOW TOO, THAT IS AN EASY THING TO UNDERSTAND, I DONT WANT MEN PICS OR E-MAILS OR ANYTHING, YOU ARE FREE TO TAKE MY PICS AND MAKE COMMENTS IN MY BLOG,
I DONT EVEN WANT MALE SLAVES AND ONE OF THEM, TOLD ME HE IS COMING TO MIAMI TO MEET ME, IS HE SO FUCKIN CRAZY OR WHAT? HE DONT KNOW MY ADDRESS OR CELLPHONE NUMBER OR ANYTHING WHERE HE WOULD FIND ME OUT,
BUT HE KEEP SAYING HE IS COMING TO MIAMI TO MEET ME,
WELL, I TOLD HIM#39; THIS IS A FREE COUNTRY, HONEY, U CAN COME TO MIAMI WHEN YOU WANT BUT YOU WONT GO TO MEET ME, SO, YOU ARE GONNA WASTE YOUR MONEY, IF U WANT THAT, ITS OK WITH ME, THIS A FOOL DUDE AND MASTERS TALKIN TO ME IN THE SAME WAY THAN THEY WANT TO MEET ME
THIS IS A NITEMARE, ANYWAY, I DONT PAY ATTENTION TO THEM, U CAN DO THE SAME, WHEN THEY SEND YOU PICS OR SOMETHING, DO NOT SAY THANKS OR ANYTHING, YOU JUST STOP TALKIN TO THEM AND SOON OR LATER THEY ARE GONNA GET TIRED OF YOU
HAVE A GOOD ONE, HONEY, WE ARE HERE WAITING FOR THE MONEY , HAHAHAHA

BabieGothika1 replies on 3/24/2021 11:59 am:
WHERE ARE YOU FROM?

sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
3/24/2021 12:16 pm

Hi, i hear ya. I guess they think that if they send me a pic of their cocks i will be put under a spell and follow them anywhere , dumbasses lol. That guy sounds like a nut for sure. I am from naples. Why do u ask? Don't send him up here lol.


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/24/2021 2:59 pm:
DONT WORRY THATS BETWEEN YOU AND ME

sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
3/26/2021 8:35 am

Please feel free to contact me anytime that you want. Like i said you may ask me anything that you want. Hope to hear from you soon.


BabieGothika1 replies on 3/27/2021 10:21 am:
THANK U, SWEETHEART, BUT I THINK, WELL IM SURA
I CANNOT CONTACT YOU IN THE WAY YOU SAID
BECAUSE I NEED TO BE A GOLD MEMBER FOR THAT
IM NOT ABLE TO SEE ANYBODY PROFILE OR SEND MESSAGES
BECAUSE I AM A STANDART MEMBER, IM NOT ABLE TO SEND E-MAILS
OR ANYTHING AND IF WE TALK HERE IN MY BLOG, EVERYBODY IS GONNA
READ US

BabieGothika1 29F

3/28/2021 3:45 pm

SOON OR LATER, I GONNA BE A GOLD MEMBER, DONT WORRY

KISS THE FLOOR WHERE I WILL BE STAND AND I SHALL SEE U SOON


sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
3/29/2021 8:40 am

Hi, sorry for the misunderstanding. i am fine about talking to you here. I don't care if you are a gold member or not. If you can delete my comments here i am ok with talking with you here. If not you can reach me in my blog that i have my body picture in and you comment can't be seen by anyone but me because i have to ok it to be seen. I think you can do the sane thing in your blogs with your settings. Plus i am ok with others seeing me talking with you. Hope that doesn't make me sound to slutty Lmao.


sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
4/1/2021 6:40 am

Hi, just checking in to see how you are doing. I also left comments in some of your other blogs. Hope to hear from you soon.


sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
4/6/2021 11:46 am

Hi, got my shot yesterday. Hope i am on my way up.


sluttwouse 31F  
766 posts
4/16/2021 6:10 am

Hi, hope that u all are having a good day.



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