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My Kinky Desires Part 2 - MY OBSESSION WITH EATING PUSSY I am<b> obsessed </font></b>with my oral fetish. I can eat pussy all night long and expect nothing in return. For me, the pleasure comes from being allowed the great honour of putting my tongue in a woman's pussy (or asshole). I don't need to cum. I don't deserve it. I'm not worthy. All I care about is her pleasure. Before I was married (about 15 years ago), I had a deal with a woman (didn't even know her full name). When she felt horny and needed unwind before sleep, she'd phone me and say, "get over here and lick my cunt until I'm spent!" No matter what I was doing (usually in bed already), I'd pull jeans on without underwear and throw a jacket over my naked torso. I'd drive to her apartment and ring her. She'd buzz me in and leave her apartment door open a crack. I'd take the elevator, enter her apartment (she would already be naked in bed). In her kitchen I'd off my shoes and shed jeans and jacket. Now completely naked, I'd join her in her bed. Not a word was needed. I'd plunge in to eating her delicious pussy. A typical night would see me eating her for about 2 hours and she'd cum about 3 times (really had to work at it as she had some difficulty cumming). When she had enough, she'd say, "I'm done. You can leave." I'd quietly dress and leave. When home, I'd lick my lips, try to get her pussy smell in my nostrils and furiously jerk off. I loved this arrangement. It was win win - she got her pussy licked NSA for hours any time she wanted and I was allowed to lick her - my favourite thing. So why do I love it so much? Sex, for me, is 100% all about a woman's pleasure and satisfaction. In pursuit of this, anything goes. I'm no porn star. I can't stay hard and not cum for hours while fucking. I almost always cum too fast for my liking. Not after 2 pumps like a , but less than 20 mins. I'm just too excited. I like eating pussy for hours before fucking so she gets the pleasure she deserves. I like her to cum a few times before I enter her. Another aspect is that, before cumming, my imagination runs wild as does my sexual courage. I'll do anything sexually. After cumming, I suddenly get a little less adventurous. For example, while in a MFM 3-some, I'm less worried about me and other man touching. If the woman ordered me to suck her pussy juices off his cock, I'd do it. After cumming...probably not. Ergo, I like to spend most of my time eating pussy and being denied the privilege of cumming as long as possible. Pussy eating fantasies. I dream of eating pussy to the point of exhaustion/collapse. 8 hours.... 12 hours? Non stop. During this session, the woman on my face would relieve her bladder into my mouth and I'd drink her piss. This I have done (not the hours, the piss drinking). The longest I've continuously eaten a woman's pussy non stop was about 3 1/2 hours (we were interrupted - she came on my face about 6 times...it was glorious!). I was lucky to attend 2 X 12 hour torture sessions at the Chateau Jade in Bangkok about 20 years ago. Fantastic! Two petite, hot Thai Dommes beating, penetrating, shocking my ass, balls and cock, dripping molten candle wax on me... heaven! Part of the session planning was I requested to have my face buried in a pussy as much as possible. So it wasn't non stop but still dreamy. It was during these sessions that I first drank a woman's piss. I often dream about eating a squirter who squirts into my mouth. I came close on 2 occasions - both during MFM 3-somes (one was more of a voyeur thing where hubby sat in the dark watching me fuck his wife... and her fucking me with a strap on). First squirt happened while I was fisting the wife while she sucked hubby's cock. It was the first time I ever experienced a squirt and I was surprised by it. Looking back, I should have dove my face into it and lapped up everything I could. The second time was during the voyeur session. I was eating her pussy and she started squirting . Again, I hesitated due to surprise and missed the best of it. I think if she'd been face sitting me, it would have worked better. Missed opportunity and I regret it to this day! Next oral fantasy. Lick fucking. This requires another MFM 3-some. Simply, I just want to lick/suck her clit while another man fucks her. Or, I eat her pussy while he anally fucks her. Or I like her asshole while he fucks her pussy. I've never come close to this yet. Next oral fantasy. Creampie clean up. I dream about eating a woman's pussy for a few hours, fucking her, cumming in her, then licking her pussy until I'm hard again. Repeat over and over again. Naturally, while licking her post intercourse, I'll be sucking out my own cum and swallowing it. I'm not scared of it. When I was a and jerking off as much as physically possible (up to 12 times in a 24 hr period), I tried self-sucking and jerked sometimes so my cum would squirt into my mouth. During a fuck session once, a woman wanted to blow me. Now, I like getting blown as much as anyone else, but, (see above about my not deserving cum and it affecting my sexual courage) I insisted she could blow me as long as she spat all my cum into my mouth and ordered me to swallow it for her. So... yeah. I'm not afraid to eat my own cum. I'm not sure if I could bring myself to licking another man's cum from her pussy...Mind you, given my fantasy of TS/ladyboy sex, I should come to grips with the concept of swallowing another's cum. But that's another topic for the future... Edited to add: I was just watching some porn clips with monster clits. Now that is something I'd love to experience - sucking on a giant clit like a little cock. |
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