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My Kinky Desires Part 3: Shoving Things Up My Ass and Cock Being a family man, my ass and cock torture is limited to what I can do in the shower. I love torturing my coc I like shoving objects up my ass in order keep it receptive possible anal violation. Ass Fucking. I haven't been fucked up the ass for 15 (since getting married). I miss it a lot. I had my own strap on harness with a few different dildos (vacu lock). When with a kinky girl, I'd tell them about my strap on and ask them fuck . While at my Chateau Jade torture sessions in Bangkok the girls used a huge butt plug on . As an added bonus, it had a metal strip down the side for transmitting electric shocks into my ass. Fun times. I believe a good ass violation should hurt a bit. It's the pain that gives me pleasure. However, there are some limits. I don't want bodily damage, tearing or bleeding. I have yet to experience a real cock up my ass. I'm not gay but I fantasize about being a bottom to a TS/ladyboy (preferably Asian). In my trips to Thailand I was never brave enough to go that way (last trip was 20 yrs ago). Now I think about it constantly. Anal Insertions. These days, I smuggle an object into the bathroom or use a few items already in the shower (handle of a plastic pot, handle of the shower squeegee, handle of the back scrubber...). The items I bring in include a big screwdriver with a really bulky handle and a plastic/silicone bottle washer. The latter is topped of with soft silicone 'bristles' that really scrub out the inside of my ass. The package it came in also had a more narrow stiff bristled scrubber for doing narrow bottle necks etc. I saw it and thought, "aha. That'll hurt nicely if I shove it up my cock!" More about cock torture later. I bought the set without hesitation (only $6 anyway). It's funny, I think about my kinks all day. Everywhere I go I size up whatever I see wondering if it will slip nicely into my ass or up my urethra. If it's in my house, I put it aside to try later. If it's for sale in a store, I buy it. When the bar soap in the shower is down to a thin wafer, I fold it in half and shove it up my ass. I then use one of my 'toys' to push it deeper. I also use soap as an anal lube. It's slippery and stings/burns in my ass. Cock torture. By exploring BDSM online I discovered the joys of sounding. Unfortunately, too late in life to really go wild with it (ie before vanilla marriage). I started with thin slippery objects. I bought a pack of metal chopsticks for that purpose. Using saliva for lube, I'd slide the wide end up my urethra. Then I'd slip in another. I'd slide them in and out of my cock while stroking my coc These were good days. The were at school all day and my wife worked. I had nearly 5 hours<b> surf </font></b>porn, sound my cock and edge myself only allowing myself cum just before the time I needed pick up the . (if only I could deny my cumshot that long during actual intercourse...). Eventually, I figured an aluminum tent peg might be good. I discovered the hard way that there were a few burrs in the metal that were not visible. The lining of my urethra being extremely sensitive, I soon figured that out! I polished up the shaft with some emory paper, blunted and smoothed the sharpened point and pressed a slight bend in the shaft so it more naturally fit in my coc It's now my favourite sound. I've tried shoving ballpoint pens up my cock but just can't quite get them in. Before I figured out the tent peg, I sometimes shoved a kitchen meat thermometer in there. One day in the shower, I tried the slim bottle brush mentioned above. That didn't wor As I slid it in, it was deliciously painful but not too extreme. Then I went to pull it out and realized that, upon insertion, the bristles bent in one direction. To get it out, the bristles would all have to change direction inside my urethra. This proved to be very painful (not in a pleasurable way) and there was some bleeding. I had to take a sounding break for a few days after. As I said earlier, I'd lube my sounds with spit. But, when in the shower, I like to use soap. It's good and slippery and it burns/stings the inside of my coc That feeling sometimes lasts 2 days. Every time I piss afterwards, it burns in a most delicious way. Our bathroom sink has a bottle of liquid soap in a plunger dispenser that has a metal spout about 2 inches long. Sometimes, before getting in the shower, I shove the whole spout into my cock and plunge a good amount of painful liquid soap into my sensitive urethra. In the shower, I have a stiff bristled scrub brush. I soap it up and spend a good 5 minutes scrubbing the hell out of my cock and balls as roughly as possible. I also use that time to shave my balls. I then wrap up by twisting the hand-held shower nozzle onto its hardest massage setting and power spraying my cock and balls for another 5 minutes. I find I can actually get a single pressurized stream to spray directly into my urethra. Then I with the temperature. I tap the handle raising the heat by increments - all the time keeping the pulsating, high pressure stream focused on my cock and balls - until the temperature is barely tolerable and I can feel the skin on my glans and scrotum burning. Then I direct the stream up my ass. |
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