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lisamac197906 44F  
296 posts
3/2/2022 5:28 pm
I Thought of you today...

I thought of you today and smiled. I relived every conversation and every interaction. I played the "What If" game in my head to see if the outcomes would have been different, and twisted these thoughts with the dreams in my head.

I thought of you today and beamed. Every word you have written has pushed you forward, and surrounded you in success. I celebrated these successes in the background and looked on in wonder at what more you will do.

I thought of you today and thanked the gods. You were happy and surrounded by love. My heart was full at having you in my life and the knowledge that you are in a good place.

I thought of you today and faltered. I placed my life on top of yours like pieces of a puzzle and realized that they didn't quite match. My baggage compared to yours is much more than could possibly work.

I thought of you today and wept. Silent tears for what was and what could have been had we met in another time and place.

I thought of you today, and was devastated. Devastated at the realization that I was not on your mind at all.

ridermantel 68M

3/2/2022 5:37 pm

 Such a lovely sentiment expressed. But the melancholy is devastating.


RavenousRaven777 56M
380 posts
3/2/2022 9:46 pm

 Beautifully put, but here’s where you’re quite possibly wrong, *you were on their mind today*. But the chasm is now too wide to effectively reach back for each other and grab hold of again. But I think you both still think of one another and remember fondly as the pain slowly gets replaced by a warming thoughtful acceptance.


WhiteDom4BlacFem 50M
105 posts
3/3/2022 2:22 am

 Poetic and real. Heart.


drmgirl622 68F  
26126 posts
3/3/2022 6:17 am

 Expressions of heart and soul......


Aislin 39F  
8605 posts
3/3/2022 8:10 am

 You remind me of the great bloggers from before exquisite writing and exactly, exactly
I am aroused by my own darkness and there is no cure.


emmat2 53F  
14 posts
3/3/2022 5:00 pm

 Beautifully written Lisa, truly. Such talents!!!!


lisamac197906 44F  
43 posts
3/3/2022 5:55 pm

 that could quite well be the case, and if so, then I am happy. However, i think more of this relationship is in her head and very one sided.

Thank you for reading.


lisamac197906 44F  
43 posts
3/3/2022 5:57 pm
    Quoting ridermantel:
    Such a lovely sentiment expressed. But the melancholy is devastating.
It certainly is that. Perhaps, this is why so many connect to this little sub, as her expression and experiences are relatable.



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