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This is a continuation from my talk with Sir on Sunday after my bad night Friday and horrible day Saturday. During our talk on Sunday I had remembered something I did not do on Saturday and in not doing it I broke one of Sirs cardinal rules. It is I am to make someone smile no matter how hard my own day maybe. Not only that but this was the second time for me to do so. My first time I had to stand in high heels face and breasts tight against the wall for thirty minutes. It was not easy but I did serve it out. This time it was to be kneeling on sand only my face against the wall my hands behind me. I spread out a piece of cardboard poured sand onto it and knelt my knees immediately balking at this. I didn’t even have the pleasure of feeling Sirs favorite butt plug in my ass he had made me take it out before I started. I lasted maybe 5 minutes before my face slipped. My knees ached . Sir had been watching start again my love is all he said. I prepared myself again pressed my face against the wall hands behind and held that position. Another 5 minutes a tear ran down cheek but I stayed as I was . in another 10 they were streaming down my face not from the pain of my knees or body (both hurt badly) but in frustration of disappointing Sir yet again. As he pointed out to me not in a mean way but in a teaching way perhaps if I had taking the time to follow that rule things may not have got as bad as they did. Sir explained that sometimes just a minor change when things are going bad for me may keep them from getting worse. Something I will remember now. By twenty minutes I most definitely wanted to rise ask for forgiveness . I did not I knew I deserved whatever punishment Sir gave me and this was it. For the next ten minutes my mind went blank I concentrated on just my face on the wall nothing else. At 30 minutes Sir came over helped my aching body rise led me to my couch cleaned the sand from me and told me how proud he was of me for serving my punishment. After we went about our day with the remaining hours Sir could be with me. I looked back on this after Sir left and realized to my self that Sir could have easily passed on punishing me . he cares for me a great deal he makes sure im cared for and taken care of as well as feeling safe. He doesn’t like to punish but he is also a man of his word and conviction so he did. Im grateful for that as both his caring and his love mean that much more to me. I strive hopefully to not fail for him again but if I do I know he will correct me and most importantly make me learn from it.
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It is easy to look at it as a failure, however it should be looked at as a learning experience. The punishment will serve as a reminder, how even the smallest task matters. Had you done your task and made someone smile, you would have been given the chance to smile with and change the course of your day.
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Unfortunately positive re-enforcement is needed from time to time so that one can grow to understand that their growth is what is important to us.
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Nicely written and interesting
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Yet again. . words very well written. I said yesterday that your Sir has your best interests at heart. He could easily have not punished you. . after all it was easy to forget his rule when you had had such a s**t day until he arrived with you. But he knows that your attention to his instructions are paramount . . and must always be followed. Such a good and caring Master x
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