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Hooked on a feeling After a pretty bad Friday and Saturday , Sunday was better, then Monday rolled around . It actually started fairly well I had awakened early around 5 instead of 6 but I was refreshed and felt good. I laid there contemplating what I should do go back to sleep for about an hour or get up and get going. I actually chose something in between . Sir has had me masturbate so I can learn to love my body again something Im very much working on . He really wants me to get to know the feelings each touch brings me. It is something he has been teaching me slowly allowing myself to investigate my own sexual feelings without pressure from him. I have a harder time actually doing this t when he is not here then when he really is. But after a very rocky weekend I was bound and determined to follow his rules and desires for me not only for him but myself as well. I began with my breasts just slowly working on them with my fingers massaging them gently kneading them then on to my nipples making them hard and erect it was at this point that I really started to feel how my body was beginning to react to my own touch I was beginning to actually enjoy it. As my nipples grew hard I reached down with my hand and felt my cunt it was actually getting wet. I smiled as I felt this I slid my fingers up and down massaging my inner lips and more importantly my clit. I grew wetter making me want even more of this feeling . I grew aggressive with my clit rubbing it more and faster my breath grew short I began to moan softly then louder. My body stiffened then shook from the orgasm that followed. I laid there for a few minutes now understanding this is what Sir wanted for me. I again smiled, happy to have filled one of Sirs desires on this day. I got up a short time later showered and prepared myself as Sir had dictated to me to do each day. I sat at my vanity doing my hair naked legs spread wide cunt open as Sir liked and wanted whether with me or not. It was at this time I actually looked at myself hard. It had been a very long time and what I saw before made me not ever want to again or so I thought. It is With Sirs guidance and caring that I looked now and actually said to myself god im actually pretty. Another want of Sirs. I am learning . I finished dressing and made my way to a coffee shop I sometimes stop at to get tea. Lol. With mask on of course I made my way in and waited to place my order during that time I glanced around not many inside now a days there are not. There were two couples an older lady and a young man I would say in his later teens or very early twenties. He looked very forlorn not a smile on his face. I placed my order and waited for it during that time I study him closely. This was it time to fill another rule of Sirs . I am to make at least one person smile a day no matter how my own was going . well here it was an opportunity to do just that. I made my way to the next table over from him. Put my drink down and ask him if he was alright he looked sad. He looked back and said just a tuff day. I did not ask why I simply said that I just got over a few myself. He looked back really he said. I replied yes. I then told him my Sir told me on days im feeling down to Make someone smile it may not make my day better but it might theirs. His eyes kind of lit up what a …….. good idea he replied and even smiled. Thanks he said and left. Hard to tell through a mask I know but his cheeks raised so I know he had. Unknown to me the older lady had been watching she got within a few feet of me and said through her mask . that was so kind of you honey that young man had been crying just a few minutes before. She thanked me for being so kind. She too smiled. Wow two people in less then a couple minutes it made me feel wonderful. Yet it was not done the young man who I had spoke to was now across the street helping an old man with his groceries . he saw me looking at him nodded his head and yelled out thanks. I gave him a thumbs up and made my way to work. There I cracked someone up with a joke I heard on the radio . this Monday was turning into a really good day. I thanked Sir for his wisdom silently . I would not be feeling anything like this without it. Work went very well the day seemed to fly by it was almost quitting time before I knew it. Just before it became Sir messaged me asked me if I wanted to spend the night. Can you say my feet didn’t hit the floor as I flew out of there. Lol In the car I raised my Skirt behind me im not allowed to sit on my skirt or dress in the car. My ass felt the coolness of the seat as I sat along with the butt plug buried in it. I drove to Sirs it seemed like I was there in no time. I met him at the door hugged and kissed him . He had supper done and waiting for me. We enjoyed it as I told him about my day. When finished he had a big smile on his face I knew he was pleased. We cleaned up sat in his overstuffed chairs and just talked a bit. It was good. Finally he rose and said my love I want to try something a bit different tonight. Well those first two words always melt me but I also knew he had something special planned. I told him I was up to trying whatever it is. He smiled took my hand and led me to the bedroom . he went over things with me that at anytime if I felt uncomfortable I was just to say stop or red. We would stop what ever was going on. So I had a little hint at least that this may be something that would push me at least a little. I told him again I was up to trying whatever he wanted and I did understand the rules. He smiled and said good please disrobe in the bathroom and remove your butt plug then return next to me. He has a Master bath so I went in took off my clothes and removed the butt plug. Went potty cleaned myself and returned. I stood before him naked. Let us begin he said as he now had a body harness in his hands. My eyes widen at its looks . Sir up to this point had stayed away from bondage or any type of restraints because of my past. Nervously however I continued I knew I was safe . Sir had adjusted and fastened it so I could step into to it to begin. He worked it up my thighs stopping as the straps grew tight on them made some simple adjustments to them. And continued on. Next came the straps across my chest . he cinched them snug against it and my back. I let out a small breath as he did. He paused a minute not hearing anything he continued on. Next came my tits now both fully encased in leather at their base then fastened in the back pulling them even tighter there. They stuck out and even higher then natural. Then came the shoulder straps no problem there . now however came the collar for my neck there I flinched just a little as he closed it around my neck. He stopped and asked if I was alright . I couldn’t really believe it but I was the touch of fear I felt gone. I sighed some and said with a small smile I was good. He smiled and said great now I have one more thing for you . he went into a canvas bag and pulled it out showing it to me . he asked me if I knew what it was . I smiled and said yes having seen a couple of pics on alt of it. He asked if I was up to trying it. A huge smile crossed my face omg yes I said. Then he led me out of the bedroom but not before he stopped me in front of the mirror and said look my love do you know how ravishing beautiful you look right now. For the first time in many many years I actually thought I did. He took me to the living room bent me over a chair my head resting in the seat. Then he began I felt his fingers slide around my ass then two enter it. Lubing me I knew. Then I felt it the metal against my ass then a slow push as it made its way past my sphincter and in . I moaned out loud as it did but more in pleasure as the anal hook went up it. He had me stand as he tied it off to the collar around my neck. I was very wet I know I cant really describe in words all the feelings really going through me at this point. Bend back over he said. I did omg I could feel the hook go further up my ass until it was buried there the stem tight against my back. Now he said I am going to fuck you. I felt his cock enter my cunt slide in and up over the bump caused by the ball in my ass. He fucked me until I came at least three times never before had I ever done so. Finally he came filling my cunt with his seed. I was I think literally in heaven . we rested after I had cleaned his cock with my mouth and I myself in the bathroom . We went to bed early I had had the body harness and anal hook still in me. I was soaked . I asked Sir if he would fuck me again before we went to sleep. He said he would and did. The feeling of his cock and the hook had me coming in minutes. I could really get hooked on that feeling pun intended. Smiles.
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What an extraordinary day, being set up by following guidelines to make yourself feel better. After all day feeling good mentally, the physical reward came at the end of the day along with something new to not only experience but also to enjoy. Thank you for sharing such a detailed day full of accomplishments.
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Sensational experience and advances in his personal self-esteem, good work of his Master ...
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