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Tues Wed Thur – nothing really kinky here Tuesday thru Thursday Sir was out of town but not completely out of touch , I did get to talk to him once a night. I did struggle some without our normal communication and physical touch over those three days but did not succumb to my flashbacks or past taking over my feelings and sending me down the dark paths of my old life. I thank Sir for that as he has instilled coping mechanisms in me that help me cope. One of those as my readers know is to make someone smile everyday . Well that doesn’t completely stop my old fears it does offer me comfort throughout the day. At night I of course had his phone call to help me through. Late night of course I was pretty much on my own . Tuesday and Wednesday I had been so busy at work that by the time I was ready for bed I sleep through the night. Thursday night was a bit different I could feel my resolve begin to slip just a little and the demons of past wanting to appear . then I took Sirs advice got myself on my computer and started to right about the rest of the weekend past . Soon I was back to being what Sir knows I can become and I learning I can. During those three days I also explored some things about myself I wont mentioned them here however not just yet. Maybe in a few days after hopefully surprising Sir . I so look forward to the 14th of this month it will be the first time in my life since I was very young that this day will represent love. Im really ,well to be honest I haven’t the words to express how I feel at the moment . Those thoughts the caring showed me are something I have only dreamed about. In thinking of the change in my fortunes I cannot go without saying thanks to those who read my blog, thank you. Special shout outs to three who comment on my blogs on a regular basis . to p. a. your comments always have something in them that I can learn from I thank you for that. To unowned as I told you , when seeing yours I smile and I thank you . I know you struggle with your own demons but keep moving forward you must believe in yourself before others will believe in you. I am one of those who does. But you hold the key to where your life goes only you can decide that. Find yourself first then happiness can follow. To c.b.s. Your support has meant a lot to me you seem to understand my struggles and always have kind words and words on encouragement for me. They have made a difference in my life . I read your blogs as well and they always seem to hit on things that I to find interesting and keep me grounded. I hope you have a great valentines day hopefully with your Sir . he seems to be a perfect fit for you that in itself is very special something im learning as well. I will always wish the both of you nothing but the best. There are others as well and to you I say thank you each constructive comment I have received has led to growth in me and added to me as a person . I wish all of you happiness in life.
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You must miss him deeply
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Every day presents itself with new opportunities and possibilities, I can see the personal growth that you have made since I have started reading your blogs. You have been given tools to free you from your chains and be the best you can be and at the same time receive not only what you need but also what you desire Enjoy Valentine Days, make it a memorable for yourself you deserve it.
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 Slave rick
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Well, you made me smile today!
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