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Wantonone77 47F
377 posts
2/24/2021 8:04 am
Saturday a test of will


my post will appear in the comments

Wantonone77 47F
433 posts
2/24/2021 8:06 am

Saturday-
I woke earlier then Sir it is what I wanted to do. This time Sir was on his side facing away from me I snuggled in closer he let out a small sigh. I reached over him and very gently found his cock and put it in my hand . it was nice and warm which I love to feel slowly I begin to massage it with my fingers feeling it grow as I did another wonderful feeling.
It wasn’t long very Sir was awake turned on his back and looked at me and said you know darling I good get real use to you waking me like this. I kissed him gently and continued to work on his cock it was hard now . I slid down to it put my mouth over it and opened wide. Soon he was filling my mouth with his cum. When done I lick him cleaned and with a smile on my face said yummy. He laughed and said he loved me.
We snuggle for just a bit before deciding we both wanted to shower and get the morning going even further. I joined him in the shower and he told me to kneel I did so. He took his cock and aimed it at my tits and began to pee covering me from the tits o my cunt in his piss. This being a little different from the last time my feelings on it were one of pleasure knowing I was pleasing him. There was no feelings of degradation here just a sense of pride knowing he enjoyed it. Much different then feelings of my past. I sucked and clean the last few drops from him then we showered together.
When we finished I fixed my hair and the small amount of makeup Sir liked then asked how I should dress for the day. He told me I was not to I was to remain naked until he said otherwise . that was with the exception of my butt plug that he slid in me until it was fully seated. I love the feeling of its fullness inside my ass.
Now the way Sir wanted me, off we went to make breakfast . As we sat and ate I reviewed my week for him as always . he was pleased I had followed all his rules . After breakfast we sat and talked just about general things I of course was naked in a chair legs spread over the arms so everything was exposed for him as he liked. I find this amazing to me 6 months ago I didn’t want to be seen nor even touched by another now im sitting completely naked everything exposed and feel loved and loving to do this. Such a change .
We talked about another hour or so it was around 1130am when Sir said he had an errand to run it would take him about 2 hours . I said that was fine but could I come with him. He looked and said no not this time. I think my heart sank just a bit. He looked at me and said darling I have something special for you planned or otherwise you would be by my side. Well that perked me up lol .
You can do anything you wish for the next hour and half except dress you will remain here completely naked . In 90 minutes I will text you , you will then kneel by the door and wait for me to enter. You will masturbate during this time I want you to be completely soaked when I get back I expect to hear your fingers sloshing in and out of your cunt. You however are not to cum Understood? I looked a bit surprised I think as Sir made this into an order or command something he had rarely done except when he pulled my hair and told me to cum. I answered yes I understood. He then left.
While he was gone I cleaned his home a bit read some and before I knew it the 90 minutes had passed . right on time I received Sirs text. I made my way close to the front door knelt on my knees and began to work my body into a lather. I started on my tits making the nipples very hard and sticking straight out. I felt my cunt getting wet . Now I worked on my clit making it popout and hard from under its hood. I was definitely dripping by this time . I began to work my fingers in and out and up and down I rode on them for a few minutes before hearing the sloshing sounds of my now thoroughly wet cunt. It was minutes before Sir would be home and I so wanted to cum. I had to slow just a bit or I would have. I listened closely for Sirs truck to return hearing it I ramped up my finger fucking . Definitely a lot of sloshing going on I thought as he now entered . Once inside he smiled and said excellent my girl just as I asked. I smiled back . He came to me grabbed my hair and before I even realized it my body shook and released my largest orgasm I have had yet. It scared me for one I didn’t know I had that in me and more importantly he hadn’t said I could. Sir saw the fear on my face and begin to smile and laugh its ok darling your body has progressed even more then I thought. From this time forward you will cum for me anytime I grab your hair and tilt your head back. I wont have to ask you simply will. He had me stand kissed me deeply and said very well done he couldn’t be happier.
He looked at the floor a bit and looked at me smiled and said quite a mess you have made. I replied yes it was. He took me and hugged and asked me how I would feel if he told me to clean it up with my tongue. Ok here I have to say I came close to triggering and saying no . I felt my past rearing its ugly head. Sir felt my body stiffen and said its ok love another time. I relaxed some and said no I have to try Sir I no longer want my past ruling the present and future. Before he could reply I got on all fours put my head down and tongue out and began to lick. I would like to say it was wonderful it was not I fought
my past all the way until I had cleaned as much as I could. I looked up at Sir he motioned for me to rise I did so . Im so proud of you he said you have come such a long way in such a short time You have no idea how much I love you. Oh Oh Oh Sir but I do it is why I just did what I did I said to myself.
I came away from that feeling like I was being reborn reshaped ghosts from the past no longer dictating my every move. It was not wonderful not yet anyway but it was very satisfying. The wonderful will come. Both Sir and I will see to that.

Saturday will continue in another post.


WhileItLasts 42M

2/24/2021 9:17 am

Oooh. Working yourself into a lather? I love it!!


Wantonone77 replies on 2/24/2021 12:10 pm:
Smiles, thanks

Peanni_au 60M
193 posts
2/24/2021 7:59 pm

There are 2 highlights from the blog,
1 you are now comfortable sitting there legs spread and totally exposed
2 you over came a past bad memory.

The pleasure and rewards you are receiving is due to you feeling loved and want to return the feeling. So happy that you are able to replace bad memories from the past with new positive ones.


Wantonone77 replies on 2/25/2021 1:25 am:
Thank you I'm still very much a work in progress. I do have a long way to go.


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