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This week has been a very busy week for us as the weekend was spent moving Sirs things to our home. Our home what a beautiful sound that is to me. Yes I’m gushy lol but having a home , not just a home but our home means the world to me. To say I’m ecstatic about it is an understatement. We have not had time for kink beyond me kneeling for him before supper and such. A bit of sex. Even those things however leave me with a great sense of being loved and wanted, things that have escaped my grasp for years. As I mentioned in my last blog Sir has many bdsm items , he has been in the lifestyle for many years so his collection is somewhat vast. We have talked about those things and how deep his feelings really run. I love the fact that Sir is so open and honest with me about all of it he puts me at ease being so. My past sometimes rears its ugly head from time to time but through it all Sir stands firm in his thoughts but is also loving and extremely caring about what somethings may churn up in me. It is through this that my trust is also firm in him and I know he will be there should things get a bit challenging for me therefore for him as well. Much like the hood I wrote about in my last blog. He stood firm once I said I wanted to try it ,many would have said lets stop after the first ten minutes , instead Sir waited gave me hugs and love through each step of the way for two hours before I was able to deal with it completely on and even then for only about 10-15 minutes. But having done that for me it has left me wanting to try it again not run away from it. The pear I also wrote about is another thing I want to do more of but that one I liked as I said previously. I know in what direction Sir is headed to and I want to go there , as Sir has said it is not a race but a step by step process one achievement at a time. One stumble and recovery at a time. We have kind of set a time table for things but it is not set in stone. I have been with Sir almost 7 months now it is my hope in two years time I will have achieved Sirs goal for me. If not we will keep trying until I do or until we agree on a different direction. We have other goals as well, Sir wants to go to Vegas and marry me there our hope is to do this at the end of may or June whichever fits our friends schedules the best. As of now may holds a slight lead. It will be a small ceremony which is what I asked for. No big pomp and circumstance for me just a few close friends is all I want and need. Oh and one surprise for Sir I’ve been working on I hope he enjoys it. Our goal for now however is to get Sir completely settled in, as far as the home were almost there . it is the out buildings where Sir will need to spend sometime turning them into what he wants them to be. I hope to be along side him as he does with the pear in my ass for him. We are hoping to take this weekend off and enjoy some very kinky fun with each other. As I sit here and write this in my car before work my cunt grows wet just thinking about it.
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A great update dear Wanton. This life has many dangers to it, and those dangers have varying consequences, so it is good to see your Sir taking things slowly and at YOUR pace. It just means that your enjoyment of this life will be much more complete. Take care dear Wanton.
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