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Wantonone77 47F
376 posts
5/6/2021 6:52 am
a step deeper pt2


My post will appear in the comments

Wantonone77 47F
433 posts
5/6/2021 6:53 am

This is a continuation of my last blog.
After I came to the realization of devotion and not just love my feelings calmed as I worked through the rest of Saturday. We had supper then we talked for a very long time about what I had been feeling inside my review of the photo album and how I felt after.
From there we moved on to how I felt being suspended both right side up and hanging upside down. Right side up I had little problem with upside down was a lot more challenging for me. I told Sir how utterly vulnerable I had felt being that way like nothing was mine (body wise) that it was all for him to do with as he pleased. He asked me if that scared me to feel that way. I said it had for a few moments. that I hadn’t felt that way in along time. even so this was different, it wasn’t scared of being hurt as my past would have been but more of the level of devotion needed to throw caution to the wind and just let it happen. He said he understood and hugged me and told me we could put it aside or forget it if it was to much for me. He told me he loved me and no scene of play was more important then I was.
I replied omg no I just sort through all that I felt at the time. I did want to do that again tonight even if he wished. He smiled and said not tonight my love . we have talked about a lot tonight you sleep on things and think them through tomorrow is another day. So I did.
Sunday morning came Sir had awaken just before me . He was getting out of bed just as I woke up. He looked at me and smiled then said you ready for your day to start darling? That woke me up and I said yes. Good come with me then he said. I followed him into the bathroom. He had me kneel in the shower and told me to open my mouth I did. He had me drink his piss clean his cock then we showered together. He played me in the shower feeling me all over kissing my neck my ears my lips then back to my neck . By that time I was his he took what he wanted and had me cum as well then again when he yanked my hair . what a great start to our day. Had a smile on it just about all day. We both had thing we wanted to get done around house yard buildings etc. we worked on those things until noon. We stopped for lunch and talked well we ate. I asked Sir if we could try the lift again today. He said yes but give it a couple of hours so we worked some more. Then I met him in the outbuilding. He had me strip fastened me to the lift and hung me upside down as I was the day before. This time no fear some lightheadedness but that to went away after a short while.
My legs were spread wide opened my cunt and ass fully exposed to him. He said were try somethings your use to doing just this time you be upside down. I was comfortable with that. First came the anal plug my large metal one I love. He slowly pushed it in me opening my ass more and more until fully seated in side me. I love it but it was different in feeling being upside down . I could feel its 2+lbs of weight wanting to push inside me deeper. That actually aroused me even more.
Then he started to massage my cunt then my clit. Feeling his hands and fingers there working it ever so slowly , building my clit up to full hardness then gently rubbing it faster I came and came again. Gone was my fear replaced by wanting more. He hung a wand from the bar so it was right on my pussy and clit and tied it to me. Then holy crap he turned it on. I could feel my whole cunt vibrate even my ass as it sent vibes through the metal plug. Can you say fuckkkkk fuckkkkk fuckkkkk.
Then holy fuck he raised me up until I was at waist level to him. Omg he had me open my mouth and he put his cock in it. I think I came as soon as I felt it. I began to suck on it feeling it grow inside me . Now ive sucked his cock many times but never hanging upside down. That takes a little getting use to lol.
As I was doing that as best I could the evil man that he was turned up the vibe. Holy crap my cunt started to gush, liquid pouring out of it running down my body even my face. My body shaking I almost lost Sir in my mouth but I did moan loudly keeping my lips wrapped on it. Hearing me moan made him cum wish I could say I swallowed his cum well hanging upside down I did not it ran out of my mouth down my face covering it. Fantastic Sir said that was wonderful. Holy shit was all I could think.
Sir undid me and we cuddled as he held me . I started to stand and Sir pulled me back down not so fast darling you haven’t got your balance back yet. I hadn’t even realized I actually almost fell over. We sat probably 15 minutes before he let me stand up.
Later that night I thought about all the things that had happened and my feelings on them. My thoughts are these, if you have never tried inversion play try it at least once. For me it was so different then anything ive done so far I look forward to doing it again just not right away. As with most play do it with someone who cares about you and cares for you its so much better. Of course make sure they also know what they are doing safety first always.
Just a small ramble here , Sir has taught me something , no matter what, its your body always protect yourself don’t rely on others to do it for you. Even someone who loves you can make mistakes. If it doesn’t feel right in the pit of your stomach don’t do it. You can always revisit it at another time. Any true dominant will understand.


gor1111 70M

5/6/2021 7:13 am

Fantastic so enjoyed and your ramble at the end so true it is your body no matter what you give freely but it's still your body to say no i'm not happy with that idea xxx


Wantonone77 replies on 5/6/2021 2:27 pm:
I'm happy you enjoyed it, I have had Sir stop play a couple of times mainly due to unwelcome flashbacks regarding my past. He always stopped without questioning or becoming upset. He in fact has called a halt to play himself when he felt it was not working right. It is these types of things that keep the trust level very high between us. In fact allowing me to explore deeper into this lifestyle.

Master06955 59M
16 posts
5/6/2021 7:59 am

I agree.


Wantonone77 replies on 5/6/2021 2:27 pm:
Thank you

gor1111 70M

5/6/2021 3:36 pm

I am learning a lot from you and others as I read your blog's thank you so much xx


Wantonone77 replies on 5/6/2021 8:43 pm:
That warms my heart thank you.


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