Blog : small update and a little pain play

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5/17/2021 9:41 am

small update and a little pain play

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433 posts
5/17/2021 9:42 am

early lunch today so i can post this now.

This past week has been a lot of fun for me. Ive grown accustomed to calling my Sir , Sir all the time it was an easy transition to make and feels very right to me. My kneeling protocol has also got much better as it to has become second nature for me to do so. I only screwed up once this week and that was when we were joking around and a question slipped out of my mouth before I even realized it. The shocked looked on my face made Sir laugh when I realized what I had just done. It is his sense of kindness and humor as well as the discipline of his words that binds me to him like super glue to skin.
I love to kneel for him waiting for him to come home legs spread butt plug and a smile on my face which he loves. He does not have me hold my head down as some I guess do, instead he wants to see my eyes and my smile. This delights me. I love it now when on opposite nights he tells me to bend over the table and receive my spanking. The feel of his hand on my ass warming it until it is red sends shivers through me and makes my cunt wet. Something a few short months ago I would not have thought possible.
I have talked a little about pain and how mostly Sir has stayed away from that type of interaction with me and why. This past week we delved a little into it nothing big really just playing around with nipple clamps and such. I found I can tolerate them pretty good with no side affects. Not much for some but a big step for me. Then he moved to my cunt using clothes pins on them. This at first had no real effect on me just a thought as to why one would enjoy having this done. But then he did something that kind of blew my mind. He used string on them and pulled my cunt lips apart spreading them wide and tying the pins off around my thighs. Now this in itself caused no concern but then he showed me in a mirror what my cunt looked like spread open like that. I have never in my life viewed my own cunt like that. It was a holy shit moment lmao. But the truly amazing thing was watching my own clitoris slowly come out of its protective hood. To become full and hard I just couldn’t believe it. I asked sir if I could touch it. He said yes . I did, it instantly sent a shiver through me. I asked if I could rub it, he replied I could but had to cum for him if I did. Fuckkkk that didn’t take long .lol we stopped play right there after I did. It was then I could have slapped him he gave no warning of what was about to happen. He removed the first clothespin holy mother of god this couldn’t be the same clothespin that went on there it had to be its evil twin brother. Fuckkkk I actually said loudly as it came off . Then the other 5 it left my cunt lips asking me what the hell I thought I was doing. I didn’t have an answer quite yet. Sir was smiling, I was like not funny Sir. I said look even smly isn’t laughing. That broke Sir up as he said well by looking at him if he isn’t laughing he sure is hell is smiling. I broke up at that too. I learned one thing there are two sides to close pins and nipple clamps the ones that go on you and the ones that come off you. It will be a awhile before their twins get to hear me yell again.
However even through that the picture of my wide open cunt and clitoris still dances in my head now.

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