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A year in review my blog will appear in the comments. |
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I have been on here just over a year now and have come along way in that time. Things I have learned along the way. Trust-I can actually trust someone ,Sir has taught me that . He did so not only through his words but his actions. Words can be very hollow if not followed by actions to back them up. Sir does both and one of the many reasons I love him so. Love – yes love for the first time in my life I found true love and someone who loves me as much as I love him. D/s – Something due to my past I never would of thought I would be involved in. I almost ran not walked away when Sir explained to me this was his lifestyle. So very glad I didn’t . Life- about life in general and how to enjoy it not just survive it. Myself – I have learned much about myself along the way thanks in great part to Sirs patience and understanding of me. Hell I think he sometimes understands me better then I do myself. Things I have learned to love. Kneeling for Sir by the door waiting for him to enter. God I melt everytime he does and I see the smile on his face. It gives me great pleasure to do so. Ass play – love the feel of something in my ass normally it is a 2 pound butt plug or my larger almost 3 lb one. I just love the feel of the weight there. Of course I love Sirs cock inside there as well. Smiles. Masturbating – for Sir when ever he asks along way from someone who never wanted to touch herself. Sirs cock anytime anywhere. Being tied up and used for Sirs pleasure again along way from no way no how in the beginning. Cumming – omfg I think ive cum more this past year then in my entire life up to that point. Now not only do I cum from the usual but touches on certain parts of my body hair pulling etc . But also just from Sirs word to cum. I can actual squirt if Sir works me up to it which quite frankly is quite often. Showering lol – I love it when we shower together Sir can make it quite fun and interesting. Bjs – Sir is grower not a shower , The feel of his cock growing in my mouth as I suck it omg!!! then it begins sliding down my throat until it has reached full hardness sends me everytime. Spanking – I have grown to love the feel of Sirs hands slapping my ass and making it red and warm. Things I still struggle with but can cope with them. Chains – Sir is careful on the use of them . We do use them from time to time but Sir makes sure I know in advance we will be doing that type of play. I cringe a little at first but then I overcome my fear and accept even at times enjoy it. Hoods – another thing I struggle with mightily at times . But again Sir sets the stage for such play ahead of time. This is where my trust in him really sets in otherwise I would not be able to do it. Total darkness even without hoods – my biggest fear actually I hate it we normally have a small light on and im fine. Once in awhile however there is none . It is feeling Sirs arms around me that give me comfort and peace that all will be alright. This is still a battle for me but one I am determined to overcome . Ptsd- still have it but so much under control it seems years away now , only once in awhile does it appear . When it does me and smyly send it back to where it belongs a distance memory which no longer controls my actions. Things I have found interesting. Alt- my experience here has been almost all positive for that I thank you to those who read my blog. Very few have stepped over the line. In the many comments and messages I have received over the past year I have only had to delete 5 and block three. From what I have read thats pretty darn good. So a big thank you to all of you who keep things positive in what seems like a world filled with negativity. With that Ill update these things- I do not do friend requests period. We are not meeting anyone we are a monogamous couple neither of us share or involve others. My sole purpose of being on here is to blog for Sir no other. It is his hope and mine as well that through my blogs someone else who maybe struggling can also find the strength to overcome whatever difficulties they may also be having. Most of mine are in my early blogs. In ending I wish all well and most of all happiness in life. If I can find it so can you. wantonone
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2/2/2022 10:12 am |
Congrats on all your growth. A true Dom will always bring out the best in his sub... and vice versa! Thanks for sharing!
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Sounds like a great year for you both.
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I am happy for you! You found your man, dominant, Sir, Or he found you!? It is great to read about your growth. To have such a patience Master, must be great! Reading your blog, gives me a happy, warm feeling inside. I am always very happy when someone, on here, finds her of his Partner/D..... Wish you a lot of growth and Love with your Sir. 
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There is one other thing you have done which has gone unmentioned, you've made a dom happy, very happy it seems. Regardless of what he has done for you, it is your actions and reactions that has done this. Never underestimate your own worth, as it's through the love of yourself that you are able to love others.
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2/3/2022 2:39 am |
Love reading your blog and seeing you grow thank you for sharing xxx
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Sexy Wantonone, it has been a while since I posted a comment on your blog posts. So I went back to the Year-in-review o bring myself up to speed. The last blog post I read from you was during the period your Sir was moving in with you. I remember your fear of the darkness and also the hood, but I remember the first time you wrote about presenting Sir with the hood to place on you. That trust bond had finally set between you both. You mention your Sir seems to know you better than you know yourself. That Wanton is how a true dominant operates. How can he guide and train, and have you experience what this kinky life has to offer, unless he knows what it is that excites you, what scares you, what quietens your demons, what gives you satisfaction and contentment. You are a very lucky girl Wanton to find such a Sir. His traits of patience, trust, integrity serve you well with your exposure to this life. You mentioned PTSD. Well as someone who suffered if from a work point of view some 40+ years ago, it was only in the last 15 years that I got on top of it. Unfortunately there is a Memorial service every year that brings it back to me, but I don't have it beat me anymore. YOU will find, with your Sir's support, the same thing in your future years. I am glad that you are slowly coming to grips with those chains. Your Sir knows where and when and for how long they get used. To you Wanton and your Sir, I wish you both a fantastic 2023, and hope you are still here to do the year in review. Take care.
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