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Waiting and knowing She sits there swigging from her can of red bull, it’s a midday she’s been working since 4am, obviously she’s starting to get tired. Her smile is truthful and broad, her teeth flash white against her lipstick as her tongue catches an escaping drop, the tip darting out to catch it. She fascinates me, how she moves, how she talks (her slightly high pitched voice), her words belie her innocence, she seems naive, she has only ever had one partner in her 34yrs, childhood sweethearts, then marriage, working for the same company since leaving education, slowly rising through the ranks, she now commands a workforce of over a hundred souls, she has no idea how to handle this power. Her career was all she has left, her husband strayed years ago, she made excuses for him to herself “he’s tired, he needs his own space, he’s nice to my mum”. The midweek cinema trips with work friends, the Friday nights out with the 3am door slam when he got home, lonely evening meals, the 20yr old “woman” from work whose name seemed to creep into every conversation, eventually the penny had hit the floor after starting its drop so long. Her reaction was that of the wronged woman, the classic stages of grief were gone through, acceptance finally arrived when her husband flew to Italy for a “10 day work conference” (obviously the 20yr old was there), she plotted many revenge tactics, she failed to execute any of them, she threw herself into work, everybody noticed something was going on, she found relief in the stems of a “friend”, no name was put forward as to who he was but the resident lounge lizard started to spend a lot of time in her company, she for her part won’t hear a bad word said about him. At the time of writing she has become much less shy in the use of innuendo, she now knows exactly what she’s saying whereas before she would blush like a young virgin whenever talk veered towards anything of a sexual nature. She’s taken to wearing clothing that allows for easy and quick access to her personal areas, her body is becoming more toned as she is getting more exercise (both gym and bedroom based). I’ll bide my time, I’ll wait and watch and I’ll be there when she decides to explore her darker fantasies. No force, no trickery, it will be her decision, she will come, like all the best sub missives do. |
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