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13 mar 1446hrs well aint it FUCKING amazing 1 day of face to face contact with a specilal friend is better than any pills or medication im still on a high from yesterday , im still concerned about interactions between someone else and somone else that i know isnt my business but still cant help thinking about it when i get messages like its sorted, is that sorted good his still coming round or sorted his not coming round bdsm can be so confusing not taken a happy pill sine friday and im now feeling i should as little bits of 'drop' are creeping in ive really talked to some one special since we split y=up more than prob in the last 6 years and ive enjoyed do so, i bet special person is pissed off me spilling my emotional guts over her well hovered carpets so much . yesterday i saw her new boots, FUCKING stunning ? i would have bought some thing like that before , not to make her look dommy like but as a statement like, maybe this is wrong, ill have to think about it a bit. but to show her off, see the STUNNING woman I have, a non enteryty like me can pull such a STUNNING sub .. see how fine she looks . was i dressing her up in<b> corsets </font></b>and stuff to show her off ==or cover my own insecurities ? thats another serise of posted notes for when adam comes back . ive just thougyt i never asked her how she fely=t about dressing up in stuff like that ,,,i wonder know how she felt then and now. now her lifes changed direction im going to have to take a happy pill these questions are starting me to think too much |
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