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20 june 0630hrs attempted to join a senior dating site this morning, SENIOR !!!! thats a bit hard to get my head around, i still feel 18 in my head though some mornings 118 ANYWAY despite this site didnt recognise where i live, so now i live according to them in Basildon. but the activate your account e mail, hasnt arrived so i dont know whats happening. i may just give the whole thing up today getting foot done at 9, then waiting on B&Q to deliver my soil improver and put the cardboard down and 1 layer over it, the rest ill put on when all the bulbs arrive in sept. so i have a reason to stay alive till at least then, thats the way my trick cu=yclist got me to stop thinking about suicide 5 months ago, was to plan things and look forwards to doing them, then move onto the next task that dark time seems so long ago now. one of the things that have imprived, my relationship with my , before id be lucky if just one sent me a birthday card. THIS YEAR FOR THE FIRST TIME since i can rember i gat fathers day cards from ALL 3 of them and 3 pressys. just the cards would have been enough,. was going to go strawberry picking wed but i have my diabetic bush baby eye test wed. and thursday jamie and i are going to the sea side so maybe go friday as its unlikly ill be needed for anything else, but if i am,,im availbe ...school runs shopping<b> trips </font></b>hospital appointments etc etc makes me feel 'valued' |
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