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30 nov 2016hrs TODAY.... kicked out of the gym, ive been there for 4 hoursm by Steve the Hunk trainer, who saw me at 1500hrs and again at 1900hrs and basicly said ' your fucking over doing it matey' go home and have a rest and dont come back till sat at least ! the reason i was so long was trying to work out todays bad news at the hospital re my foot. Mr's BROWN and PATEL, both think after 4 plus years my foot should have healed by now. so they must be missing something. last CT / MIR scan shouwed no infection in the marrow in the bone, but now they want it again to see if blood vessels are intact, even though it bleeds a lot when dressings are changed. they will prob want to take me in to hospital re open wound and apply antibiotic 'cement' to bone, 3 to 4 months in hospital ! ans start healling all over again, back to fucking square one where ui was 4.5 years ago. which means.... very limited mobility cant do stairs no driving constant dressing changes, every day wont be able to get to my flat no going to the gym no social life, not that i have much of that no trips to kent to see the J's, which i have now nded as they wanted me to do things outside my comfort zone. poss in hospital for christmas new tear AGAIN !!!!! loss of all the mussel tone ive built up no gardening very limited visitors coming to see me in hospital billy no mates me. totally dependent on others , which i hate most of all and a LOT OF PAIN. ON A PLUS SIDE.... RE HOUSED GROUND FLOOR, DAILY VISITS FROM NuRSING STAFF so at least i see some one IM FITTER THAN I WAS BEFORE I KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT, smuggle wine and single malt into hospital DIET CONTROLLED i defy any one not to lose weight on hospital food NO HEATUNG OR LECKY BILLS while in hospital STILL A LOT OF PAIN THOUGH BUT WITH DRUGS any other possativs ? WHY CANT THEY JUST CUT MY FUCLING LEG OFF,,,,THAT STILL MIGHT HAPPEN, though where ive been working out they could now do below the knee . so thats a plus ! urgent bloods needed and done today in southend though they had 4 attemps to get enough. lover bacon tv dinner with carrots and another cheely bottle of red . piy up another bird nesting box but nearly fell out of the tree. scared myself there. as no gym, thutsdaym so i think ill go yo the pictiures..... |
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