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Portobello Road I am just settling back home. I spent the last four days in a Dungeon scene. My mind is exhausted. My body is completely sore. Everything seems like a blur or someone else's life. Since I started back I didn't worry about consequences as they interfere with things most enjoyable, but there are times when I disappear into the fray and ecstasy of it all. I let go and run into it headstrong. My life is predominantly debauchery and there is no reason to mix words here or any other place. But as I sit here drinking my tea with infused honey and prepare to sleep I am leaning towards watching a great film to help me steady the ship. In the two times I did attempt to train apprentices' I did my best to share my thoughts on stabilizing upon the return from the darkest recesses of want and desire. It is required of all who venture into the sacred domain of pure lust: appetites unnatural and glorious. I still get the rush. The adrelenline, the sweat, the racing heart, the erections. The longer I stay in the fray the more time it takes me to stabilize. The ability to refresh and come up for air. I am in the swell reaching out for the crest of the enormous waves of bliss. When I was a I had a thing for Angela Lansbury. She played a<b> witch </font></b>and took it to the Germans during WWII. I watched the movie so often my mom took it away for a while as she feared for my soul. LOL The movie was and is "Bedknobs and Broomsticks". A classic by any standards. Yes, I am fully grown and still watch Disney movies. Get over it. Right now, I want to revisit my favorite road. Did you know it actually exists? It does. The next time you tour London find it and sing about it. Bring your youth. Bring your passion. It will buy more than your money will. That is the way of the world. That is how I feel. I am not afraid, but I need it. I don't know why, but watching it makes me feel energized. Dungeon has given me everything I ever wanted and more. No regrets about anything. But it does take a toll. I am willing to pay my bill, but I should do so only at full strength. Each of us live this life to our own tempo and beat, but we all share this one thing in common: when we come back to the out world we need to stabilize...we need to regain our strength so we can live to pleasure ourselves again. Maybe some witchcraft would do us all a bit of good! |
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