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Diary excerpt 24 Sunday was very busy due to family visits. No<b> privacy. </font></b>Not a moment for me alone. This morning I was finally alone in the house. I stepped into the shower in tight black trico panties. I rested my back on the floor of the shower and propped my legs up against the cold tile wall. I rubbed the curve of my panties and watched myself get very stiff. I tore my panties aside and saw my penis quivering with stiffness above my face. I saw the small opening of my penis and an almost white drop of pre-cum came out. i took it with my viger and put it in my mouth. I started talking to myself. "Master, please squirt in my mouth." Then came first warm drops of semen, and then a few quick wisps. "Smear it in your face, all in your mouth slut, lick your fingers, swallow it all." After that I felt cold and empty. |
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You really are amazing Darlin. Someday you will find a Master that will make you feel alive when he cum in you, on you for you. Then when there is cum, you will not feel emptiness, but fulfilled! Hang in there Darlin, it will happen!
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I really hope so. I'm about to serve a gentleman. Sometimes I walk my mother's golden retriever in the dune forest behind our house. I sometimes run into mr. X with his German Shepherd. I find it has something that intrigues me. his eyes on me. I think with his dominant dog he is also dominant himself. Sometimes we talk and I feel his eyes penetrate deeply. I never wear girls' clothes in public. Tight-skinny pants. I'm horny faster in nature. So I find Mr X exciting. He lives alone, so no wife. I would like to write about him anonymously. Write that a boy lives in his neighborhood who longs for him. Something like that?
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You should find out where he lives and send him a note, or ask him about his interests. Maybe paint your nails and see if he notices.
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I can't paint nails when I'm in public. I can do it at home and when my mother is home I should be able to remove it quickly with remouver. my sister says I can take tack nails, but they are very difficult to remove. My plan is to write him an anonymous letter through the mail. Like I've seen him somewhere a few times and I'm fixated by him. I would prefer to write an erotic letter. I think I can do that well.
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I know you can find a way to intise him, to convey your desire to drink him dry.
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So I want to ask you this, if you don't show outwardly that you are bisexual, how would someone know if you are interested in them? I, myself for the longest time just took people as being friendly, not realizing they had any interest in me at all. I guess it would becouse I am a blunt person, I say what I mean, and mean what I say. I would smile and talk to you, just thinking you where being social. I would be clueless of anything else. Especially as a same sex. Even if I was bisexual, it would not acure to me. Oh, how I would enjoy emailing you off this suite, so everything was not in public. So many questions, so many things I would want to explore with you.
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There are no opportunities in my environment to express myself as I would like. Bovendein cow tick itself still understand a lot of my emotions. I come to a gay bar every now and then. But I can't feel like a girl there. I dress boyish and a bit effeminate. I try to make my attitude appear feminine as well. gays prefer macho guys. And how do I show that I am maso? There are t-shirts with print. I would like to radiate that I am maso. I sometimes fantasize that I'm standing in the middle of the bar on a platform and I'm obliged to strip for the men. I am maso and also quite exhibitionistic. Maybe those two belong together. I have to strip and then shamelessly masturbate. Deviation from me?
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Why is it, all of you sexy little things are so far away from me? You can count the number of sissies here on 1 hand and still have fingers left! Most sissies here are more out to take advantage of women around here than pleasing men.
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I didn't know sissies want to please women. I'd rather please a man. But women do inspire me. and their clothes too. This morning I was jogging with my sister through the woods next door. Later in the morning I saw her bundle of jogging outfit and her panties that were still damp with sweat. I fell in love with her bitter smell again.
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I would like to be my sister if you take me. I would like to lie on my back if you crawl on me. I'd wrap my legs around my waist if you intruded on me. I would watch you while you fuck me. I'd French kiss while you're pounding inside me. I would forget that I have a penis rubbing against your stomach. I would hope you look at me when you cum. I would like to be my sister if you crawl over me to cum in my mouth. When I drink you I'm my sister.
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Have you watched your sister have sex? Yes I understand what you ment when you mentioned smelling the brunette. Would I make loveto you like a woman, yes, like your sister, yes, with you and your sister, yes! LOL YES I would crawl on top of you, and fuck you like a woman, cum in you kissing you deeply I would fuck you, and love to put my cock in your mouth and cum in your mouth as well. I would treat you just like you desire, as My girl. Dress you do things with you like a woman. Dress you up, undress you, kiss you,fuck you, make love to you,make you cum with your ass like a woman's pussy. Is that what you want, it's fine. You deserve to be treated the way you want. I want you to drink my cum, enjoy the way it tastes, smells,feels. I want you to want to drink my seed, and can not get enough of it. Any time you desire my seed, I would expect you to let me know, and I would make sure you get as much as you want. Be it on your knees, or any other way you wish,in public, in private. Would you enjoy watching Your Master and Lover, fuck you, another woman, your sister and you, 2 men fucking you, tell me what you would enjoy, deepest Darkest desires and fantasies. I would enjoy making them come true for you Darlin!
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I would definitely look into your eyes when I cum in you, and tell you just how good of a girl you are! I would return your kisses, and hold you tightly untill you fall to sleep. Hold you in my arms, cock against you having you hold my cock in your hands so that if you get the desire to jerk on my cock, I will respond by starting to make love to you untill you you are soaked in My Cum!
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