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A family affair... I bet that title got your attention eh? Sorry to disappoint, but it's not a brother or stepbrother or stepfather, just a cousin... Even though they were divorced and she said she hated him, after my dad died my mom had a breakdown of sorts. After my dad lost his good job she started a steady decline, but when dad died she hit rock bottom... and hard. Her bf (spit) had no use for me, except to get his frustrations out by yelling and screaming at me almost all the time, and that got worse when mom just stayed in bed depressed. He never laid a hand on me no matter how mad he got, but I always felt like it could happen at any time. I don't know if my mother felt the same way, but she made arrangements for me to stay with her sister while she recuperated. My aunt was a good woman who had always been nice to me, but I hadn't seen her much since dad moved out because my mom's new bf treated her almost the same way he treated me, so she kept her distance. She did tell me once that if things got bad I should give her a call. I stayed with them for a couple of weeks. Her husband was a very nice man who ran his own business so he worked a lot. My aunt was a stay at home mom so we got to hang out a lot which was nice, and the fact that my cousin sometimes hung with us was okay too. His name was Sam (not really lol) and he was a year older than me. He was pretty nerdy so he spent most of his time at home studying or hanging out with his mom After the 2 weeks was up and I was heading back home, my aunt made me swear that if things got bad again that I would call her and come stay with them again. She said I was like the she never had and it was a pleasure to have me there. I took her up on her when I was in grade . Things got steadily worse at home and I hated being there. By grade both my mother and her bf were constantly yelling at me for something, whether it was my fault or not. I considered just running away but decided against it and called my aunt. She said I could stay as long as I needed and that I should get out as soon as possible. The next time mom and her bf were out I packed my clothes, and leaving a on the table, walked out of their lives for good. I was now and was and just as nerdy. I felt bad for him because I moved into his room and he got displaced to the couch in the den. I offered to take the couch more than once, but both my aunt and her husband said a teenage needed her privacy and that was fine in the den. He didn't seem to mind at all and was always friendly towards me so I figured it was probably okay by him. Friday night my aunt and her husband were out at a party. told me he had plans to go to a friend's house to work on their science project, (see I told you he was still nerdy),and asked if I would be okay alone. He said his mom and dad didn't usually get home until the wee hours of the morning when they went out on weekends. I told him I would be fine, that I just planned on staying home and relaxing with a good book. (The time I spent at my aunt's house was a really calming time for me, and even my dick hopping slowed down a bit). It was close to midnight when got back home but I didn't hear him come in. The book I was reading was 'A Sport and a Pastime' by James Salter. I found it to be a very arousing book, so I was sitting on 's bed in a t-shirt and panties, with my hand inside my panties fingering myself and my nipples hard as rock when he walked in on me. (Just because I was trying to be good and not out dick hopping, didn't mean I was not going to pleasure myself). When I was finally roused from my book he was standing in the doorway with his mouth wide open staring at me. I was no longer fingering myself but my hand was still down my panties so I removed it quickly. 'Shit' I stammered, and as he was closing the door he said 'I didn't see anything', and pulled the door shut behind him. I sat there for a few minutes wondering what the hell I should do. He had in fact seen quite a bit and must have known exactly what I was doing. I decided that I needed to talk to him. I slipped on a pair of jeans and pulled a sweater on to cover my still erect nipples. It covered them a bit more than the t-shirt did. When I get very aroused not do my nipples get hard, but my tits get firmer too causing my nipples to stick out even further. They were still noticeable under my sweater, but not as much as when he saw them... I have had more than bf tell me 'Damn, those could poke an eye out if you're not careful'. ha ha He was sitting on the couch in the den when I walked in. I said 'Hey', and he said 'Hey' back, but he wouldn't look at me. I told him I was sorry, and that I didn't hear him come in. 'You're sorry?' he said, 'I'm sorry I walked in on you without knocking and embarrassed you'. I told him that actually neither of us should be sorry, that it was just something that happened, and masturbating was not something to be embarrassed about. He said 'That's not how it felt when mom caught me'. I went and sat beside him on the couch. 'Your mom caught you beating off?' I asked... He nodded yes and said it was the most embarrassing thing ever. She also promised to not tell his dad if he promised to never do it again. 'That's ridiculous' I told him. Everybody does it, and anybody who says otherwise is a liar. I also told him that probably the people who said it was a sin went home, locked their doors and 'choked their chickens', That made him laugh and relax a bit. I was about to call it a night since he was feeling better about the whole thing, but when I noticed he was covering a bulge in his pants with his hands, I couldn't. 'So did you like what you saw?' I asked him... He said 'I told you I didn't see anything'. 'I know that's what you said' I replied, but the fact that you are trying to hide a boner tells me otherwise. When he blushed and looked down at the floor I added 'Sorry, would you rather I called it a stiffy? a hard-on? a meat thermometer? and can I see it?' This time he did look at me. 'What?' he said... I said 'I want to see your cock. What's so hard to understand about that? You saw me fingering myself and my hard nipples, so I think it's fair I get to see your boner'. He shook his head quickly and said 'I can't'. When I asked him why not he said what if my mom and dad come home? I reminded him that he said they stayed out very late and we had lots of time... and that I would show him more too if he liked. The look on his face told me he did like. He still wasn't convinced and said 'I'll be embarrassed'. When I asked him why he just shrugged, so I asked him if it was because he was ashamed at what he had. He nodded yes very slowly. I asked him if he had seen any other 's cocks. He said 'Absolutely not!', and gave me a look like 'How dare You think that', to which I asked him 'Then how do you know how you measure ?. Let me take a look and I'll tell you what I think... I am kinda a pro'. He followed me back to my (his?) room, and on the way he ducked into the bathroom. When I got to the bedroom I removed my jeans, sweater and t-shirt, so when he entered the room I was sitting on the bed wearing my panties. I told him to 'Close the door and come here'. He did. When he was standing in front of me I told him to remove his shirt. 'I thought it was my cock you wanted to see' he replied, and I said 'I want you completely naked to get the whole image' lol. He removed his shirt. For a nerdy guy who never played any sports he was pretty well built. His chest was wide and his arms fairly muscular, but I was most surprised to see he had chest hair. I always saw him as a '', but I guess he was reaching that age where he was becoming a man, sort of anyway. I undid his pants and found he wasn't wearing any underwear. ' oh, commando' I said and smiled. 'I hardly wear underwear' he replied, 'They are uncomfortable when I get hard, and I get hard quite often some days'. I pulled his pants down and his cock sprung out. He was semi-hard, and big. 'Oh My' I said. 'Is that good?' he asked, to which I replied 'Oh it is so much better than good. It's very very good!' At the compliment his cock twitched and grew just a wee bit more... pointing straight at my face. I told him to stroke it for me and he did. I told him to pull the foreskin back and let me see the head, he did. I told him to move his cock out of the way so I could see his balls, he did. His balls were big and hairy. Obviously puberty had started here first. I took his balls in my hand as he stroked his cock. He moaned. 'When was the last time you masturbated?' I asked him. When he replied 'Almost a month now', I told him that his balls looked like they needed to be drained and we were going to have to do something about that... I told him to sit on the bed beside me. I took his cock, which was hard as rock now and definitely not something he should be embarrassed about, and started stroking it. He closed his eyes and sighed but I told him to open them and look at me. When he did I told him he had a beautiful cock, and knowing the answer already, asked him if he had ever been with a . He said no. He said that he tried putting the moves on a at study hall the other day, but he had no clue what to do so he just got embarrassed and left. He said he felt humiliated. I told him that we were going to fix all that... Not was I going to show him how to 'put the moves' on a , I was going to show him what it actually felt like to be with a . When his eyes went wide I said 'Relax. It'll be a lot of fun, and I am honoured to be your first'. I taught him a lot that night. I taught him how to kiss a , fondle and suck her tits, finger fuck her, how to eat her pussy, and how to fuck her. I also taught him how to tell if what he was doing was turning her on, or whether he needed to move on to something else. He seemed to enjoy the experience, so I must be a good teacher. Don't you just love a teacher who is 'hands on?'. I told him to lean in and kiss me... slowly. He had his lips pressed tightly together when he did so I told him to relax them and part them slightly. He turned out to be a pretty good kisser. I told him that as he was kissing me he should move his hand to my breast and start rubbing it gently. I also told him to start kissing me harder as he became more aggressive with my breast, eventually squeezing and pulling my nipples. I also made sure to tell him that this might not work well on all girls, it just happened to be what this slut liked. After I said that he kissed me even harder and pulled my nipple so hard I moaned... Good . I got and knelt in front of him. I took his cock in my hand again and looked at him. 'Want me to suck your cock? I asked... He nodded. I said no, say you want me to suck your cock... 'I want you to suck my cock' he said to me. 'No' I said, 'Tell me to suck your cock! and when I do tell me you want me to look at you and into your eyes'. He did both, and when I looked at him with his cock in my mouth he said 'OMG that's so hot' and started breathing very heavily. After a few minutes of sucking his cock and taking it deep in my throat he said he thought he was going to cum. I told him that was okay, and that most girls wanted the to cum in their mouths. 'Isn't that gross?' he asked me and I laughed. 'It is far from gross' I told him, 'And it shows the she did a good job. Most girls really want to please the guy they are with and that shows them they did just that'. He came... okay he leaked lol. There was no spurt and no great amount of cum, but he came in my mouth and I was happy for him. I stood and removed my panties. I lay on the bed facing him and spread my legs giving him a good view of my pussy. I told him to play with it, to finger it and explore it and feel how wet a woman gets when she is turned on. Then I told him it was time to learn to eat pussy... He certainly wasn't shy about this part and buried his face deep in my cunt. I told him to alternate between sucking on my clit, sucking on my pussylips, and tonguing me. He also brought his hand to finger me as he did this, and it felt so good that I came on his face. He was a natural. I told him that he should be proud to be a natural at eating pussy because some men didn't have a clue. I told him that most women really appreciate a guy to spend a lot of time eating her, but that it was time for us to move on so he could learn how to fuck a woman. "Are you serious? he asked me... 'Are you seriously going to let me fuck you? he said in total disbelief. I told him that I absolutely was going to let him fuck me, and that even though this was a learning experience for him, it had been my goal all night to get laid. He moved into position above me to fuck me in the missionary position, but as soon as his cock touched my pussy he lost his hard on. He was devastated and super embarrassed. I told him 'Relax, it happens to most guys the first time'. I told him to kiss me and remember everything we had done, and his cock would be hard again no time... and it was. His cock slipped easily inside me I was so wet and ready. With my instruction he went from slow gentle strokes to hard thrusts that banged my head against the headboard. He didn't seem to notice and I was used to getting a banged so neither of us stopped. After a while he said he was going to cum again so I told him to pull out and lay on his back. I think maybe he thought he was going to get another blow job to cum, or I was going to stroke him off, because when I lowered myself onto him and slipped his cock inside me again his eyes went wide. Again I told him to relax. I told him that I was on the pill so I couldn't get pregnant, and that I wanted to feel him cum in me, and I wanted him to experience just how good giving a woman a creampie felt. After I rode him for a few minutes he came again. Because when I thought he was close to cumming I backed off and let the feeling subside, when he did cum he came much harder than the first time. Still not something worthy of writing in a diary, but very nice indeed. We fucked every chance we could while I lived there. Afterwards it got more difficult to and he found a steady girlfriend. I kind of envy her, and remember him fondly... |
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5/2/2022 5:18 pm |
I was similar in how you became involved. I lived between my Dad and stepmoms farm and mom and stepdad in town. During the summers I spent at the farm, not only for a break but to earn money. Dad long haul trucked and dee, my stepmom and I ran the farm while he was gone 3 weeks a month. When I was 17, Dad kept being dispatched during a strike and wasn't home for 3 months. I was coming in from one of the fields, when I heard moans coming from the barn, not sure if she was having fun or hurt, I peeked in and caught her mounted on the neighbor. She saw me but he was too busy to notice. When she came into the house later, I was watching TV and she sat beside me. She was nervous and finally asked if I was going to tell Dad. I said no, it was her life, and also added I liked what I had seen. (She was only 27 and very well built, slightly pudgy but farm strong in a feminine way). She sighed and relaxed, but noticed my bulge, as I looked at her DD tits. She giggled, said what the hell, and asked me to touch them. She was much bigger than the girls I had been fucking to that point, and I knew she was a moaner when fucked, which none of my girlfriends were, being afraid of being heard. She covered my hand after a few seconds, put her other hand on my bulge as she asked if I had ever done it. I told her yes, since 14 but never with a woman, only my 2 teen girlfriends. She smiled, stood up and took my hand, leading me to the den where we had a furry rug. She shrugged out of her top and not wearing a bra, her tits were big, heavy yet well shaped as she asked me to suck them. I started gently when she said to suck and bite them, which made her groan and push to me. I wrapped my arms around her as sucked as much in as I could get in, which she liked, holding my head to her tit as she moaned and kissed my head. Finally she said she needed it and took off her jeans and panties, and watched me drop and shake off mine, she was super soaked and leaking from the neighbor, which excited me, fucking her right after him, she got doggy and asked me to take her as grabbed her hair, she was so soaked I slipped in with hardly a move, but her control was amazing, she literally massaged my cock with her pussy. I was so surprised I just stayed against her for several minutes as she kept me tightly inside her, before she panted out to fuck her. She begged me to jerk her hair and fuck her hard, which was all I could do, I was riding the edge and wanted to make her cum if I could before I lost it. I lost but she kept me inside her, her clenching somehow kept me hard and she gently worked back to my pelvis with her flexing ass cheeks. I had never been allowed to stay inside a girlfriend, let alone fuck a second time, which had me ready quickly along with her clenching and pushing into me. I yanked her head back and lasted several minutes the second time, making her cum twice before I busted inside her. She slowly slipped off, and sucked me as tenderly massaged my chest. I had never had suck a blow job and jerked quickly into an orgasm, which she not only swallowed, but moaned as she did. We lay there as she told me why she had been with the neighbor, but much preferred keeping it in the home. We fucked several more times that night, and every night Dad was not home. dee was a great teacher and by the end of that summer I was able to fuck hard, last a long time and knew what turned on a woman, my girlfriends wondered who I was cheating with, but I just smiled and told them I was growing up. We fucked all the way through my college graduation, then the military and a divorce from Dad made us lose touch but she is a very fond memory and the start of my becoming a Dom.
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It was so good
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The fact that you normalized this for him most likely stopped years of guilt and shame. The immediate effect being the physical but the long lasting was psychological and it is in our grey matter that enhances all are other matter
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