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My previous adventures I started exploring my kinkiness on the internet years before doing so IRL. Since I grew up as the internet was just developing, I had accounts on Alt.com and Local Fetish Fans since I was 18. I also met a few people from CL, when that was a thing. Over the past decade or so, I haven't been active with the exception of poking around on the occasional site. To be totally honest, I am married with , and my spouse is not interested in exploring kinky things nearly as much as I am. She knows what I am doing, though she does not want to know details. We have some ground rules for what I am allowed to do and not do: basically, I cannot put my penis inside another woman (though I have the green light to use a strap-on, while locked in chastity) and no kissing on the lips/mouth. I am generally dominant in most of every-day life (which my wife likes) but I have strong desires to relinquish control and submit - to serve for the pleasure of another (my wife is also submissive, which is wherein lies the problem). I would also be interested in connecting with those I have crossed paths with in the past. Around 2003-2006, I had several very memorable experiences: I served a dominant woman for a short period (she was actually a switch and served her own Dom, and was exploring her dominant side with me). She lived in San Francisco - around ____ - and my first task was to met at her place at a specific time (within 5 minutes). Once inside, I was to lock the door behind me, undress, handcuff myself, then blindfold and ball-gag myself, and wait for her to get me. We had arranged to call a safe-play partner at a designated time so we would each have a check-in person to make sure we were both safe (I believe I sent her a photo of my DL so she had my information, just in case). On each occasion, I would perform some sort of domestic duty for her (cooking, cleaning, mani-pedi, bathing her, laundry, etc.) followed by some sort of play. I had many first with her and it opened my mind about what it means to serve. One conversation involved asking if I would be ok playing with another male submissive, at her direction. It gave me a lot to think about and now I really wish I wouldn't have been so scared and nervous to take that step. I met another woman at Thirsty Bear Bar (after meeting online). We went back to her place and only played once, but she had nearly 20 orgasms as she let me try out several toys she had. We talked online for a while and she ended up finding a dominant man that made her happy. I believe later started making her own adult videos - centered around deep-throating BBC. Around the same time, I discovered a website called Men In Pain (that focused on Femdom scenes). Being super horny one night, I noticed there was a link for those interested in being on camera, I saw that the filming was done in SF so I filled out the application. To my surprise, I was called the very next day and things moved so quickly that before I knew it, I was naked, tied up, and being filmed. The shoot itself was fun, but almost too professional (which was also nice since it wasn't scary or sketchy at all) and there wasn't much chemistry between me and the Domme. I remember the webmaster of the site, at the time, was Chanta Rose and she was very nice (she actually reached out a few times to see if I was interested in another shoot with Audrey Leigh - as she was known for making her male co-star cum at the end of the scenes). A few years later (around 2007), I was in San Diego where I had the chance to play with a Dom named Larry (who was from Palm Springs or Riverside, I believe) and his submissive. I had met his submissive online and she was the one that invited me to join her, Larry, and female switch for an evening in Carlsbad. I cannot forget how surreal it was watching Larry throat-fuck his submissive while she was being sodomized with a strap-on from the other side. I was mostly relegated to licking the women and had trouble performing at the end (my cock was hard for hours and the<b> condoms </font></b>were very tight - I should have brought some magnums). I have fantasized about how amazing it would have been to switch places with Larry's sub. Later, around 2010, I finally got the courage to try serving a dominant couple (to be used by the Dom). I finally met a couple that was going to Santa Cruz for the weekend, and I was invited to join them. I don't believe they were married (I think they were play partners that lived in different places) and I remember them making a comment about "Laurel". We ate dinner at an Italian restaurant, and I recall trying a homemade limoncello. After dinner, I drove them around a little bit before heading back to the hotel. There, I licked her to an orgasm while he showered. Then, she played with my ass a bit, before his cock was presented for me to suck. He said I did a good, job, but it was short-lived as he couldn't resist sinking his thick cock into my tight waiting ass while I licked her. At some point, I noticed she had taken out a large camera and was documenting everything. That almost sent me over the edge, but I was threatened not to cum before my master. After he finished in my ass (in a condom), I was ordered to masterbate until I came all over her chest. I wish they made me clean up my mess, but I was sent on my way. I would love to see those pics, if they still exist. |
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