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6/11/2023 12:33 am

am i into black guys?

after being with my new Dom for the first time, i found myself getting turned on by Black guys. i was watching more porn with Black Men and white girls, or girls getting gangbanged by a bunch of Black guys. and i already knew that the main reason i still watch straight porn is because i like to imagine myself as the girl in the video.

and now i was watching Black on white sex almost exclusively. in fact i was scrolling back through the starlets that i liked and finding that i was turned off by girls who had never shot with a Black Man. i kept wondering what's wrong with her? she's been in the industry long enough to shoot 60 sex scenes. and no one's ever asked her to fuck a Black Man? not likely. what's her issue?

on the other hand i found myself super attracted to a girl whose "first time" videos showed that she was very reluctant to take a BBC, but then her career after that was almost entirely rough sex with Black Tops. like something had snapped after she'd had her first Black Cock and now she couldn't get enough.

and beyond just living vicariously thru the female experience, i found that i was starting to become physically attracted to the Men in those videos. i had never been attracted to Men physically before. i am turned on by Dominance in a Man, but the male body itself did nothing for me. most of the time it kind of grossed me out. Men are rough and hairy and sweaty and ugly. in part that's what made being with one such a humiliating act of submission.

but now i found myself admiring the shape of a Black Man's ass and how it clenched when He thrust himself into a pussy. or a set of rock hard abs that meant he could fuck for a long long time. the muscles of his back or his legs or his arms made me horny.

i found a series of videos that focused exclusively on the Man. the girl was hardly in the frame at all as she oiled him up and kissed and licked and sucked every inch of his body. and i couldn't stop watching.

even more telling, i found that i was able to watch gay porn for the first time in my life. i had tried several times. part of me thought i needed to force myself to watch gay porn just to get myself use to the sights and sounds of masculine sexuality. but i just couldn't do it. the men were simply not attractive to me and there was just something so vulgar and unsexy about two men humping each other.

but now i could watch a video all the way through if it was a Black Dom topping a hairless white twink. there was part of me that still got a little queasy watching any ass fucking. but i loved watching the way a Black Top moved when He was fucking a bottom. and the naughty contrast of a dark Dick moving in and out of a hairless white hole or mouth was very erotic.

for the first time in my life, i was watching porn that looked like what my Lover and i must look like when we were having sex.

was i into Black guys now? i mean clearly the answer was yes. but why was that? was it wrong? was there some racial component to my attraction that i should be worried about?

i had never really had any opinions about Black Men one way or the other before now. but a lot of that was because, like a lot of little white girls, i had just never been around people of a different races for most of my life.

i had heard the rumor that Black guys had big Cocks of course. which was apparently true based on my sample size of one. but i didn't really have any other ideas about them. and all of the racist garbage i ever heard just sounded like nonsense. i kind of felt like that old star trek episode had the right idea. the one where they find a planet of people who were white on one side and black, but still had racism among them based on whether they were a righty or a lefty.

i knew my new Dom was Black long before i met Him, because i had seen His profile photo, but it never really crossed my mind that i was flirting with a Black guy during the weeks we spent chatting and phone sexing as a lead up to our first time together.

but now that He had come to my home and used me in my bed, there was something in me that really *liked* the fact that i had been with a Black Man. and kind of hoped i might not ever be with anyone else. He had already put more cum in me than every other Man i had ever been with combined. there was something so hot about that.

but i was still concerned that there might be some underlying reason for my sudden lust for Black Cock that i should worry about. or at least be aware of, so i could know whether it was wrong to want to be gangbanged by a Black Man and his friends as the halftime entertainment at a superbowl party.

FYI, He had to postpone our second time together because it was the superbowl and i spent the whole weekend wishing i was there sucking His Cock in front of everyone.

i thought about it for a long time, and searched my feelings, lusting for Him the whole time. and what i came to realize was that it wasn't about race exactly, but about all the ways our bodies were different in general and what that said about me.

our skin color was different obviously, but also our size and the way we dressed and acted. He was big and muscular and strode down the street like an athlete. i was small and unmasculine and shuffled along like a timid accountant. He made me feel weak and feminine just by standing next to me. if you saw us together, you wouldn't think we were equals. He was obviously the boss and i was obviously walking two steps behind Him with my eyes fixed on the ground.

and if you somehow figured out it was because we were lovers, you would never assume that i was the top and he was the bottom. or even that we were switches, with Him fucking my pussy with His Big Cock then flipping it around so i could top him with my little one.

no, if you saw us as a couple, you would have to assume that He was all Top all the time and i was His little bitch. and that meant that you knew at a glance that i sucked Cock and i let Him fuck me in any position He wanted, for as long as He wanted, and as hard as He wanted.

i realized that He turned me on so much, not just because He had turned me into a submissive fuck slut, but being with Him sent an additional flutter of fear through my submissive heart because it felt like the whole world knew it too.


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