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9/12/2022 10:17 am

Best of both worlds

Hi, I'm an old, married, completely closeted part time CD. I've never told this story to anyone. So here's the story of my first same sex encounter.

I had never considered actually having sex with men until AOL chatrooms. After all, I didn't frequent gay bars or actively look for any same sex contact. I'm only "bisexual" when I'm a bit high and very horny. Even after 22 years of sucking cock, most of the time I prefer women.

But AOL chatrooms...OMG! Discreet horny straight/bi married guys like me right in my area wanting to suck my dick or get theirs sucked! I was so excited but so scared! Took me months to get over my fear of actually meeting someone.

Finally it happened. A few months before Y2K. I was 52. Old for a guy with virgin lips looking to suck his first dick, I guess. We met in a public washroom near downtown Chicago. It was completely safe as it locked from the inside and was hidden away off the beaten path.

He was a younger, married guy who professed online to be interested in just getting his cock sucked since I was a first timer. He was tall, chubby and bearded. I don't really know if he was "attractive" per se. I'm not sexually attracted to men. But he looked friendly and pleasant and eager to get his cock sucked. I AM sexually attracted to DICK! lolol!

I have been a closet CD since childhood but had never dressed with anyone. But I occasionally put on a bra and lipstick to masturbate if my wife is sleeping. My fantasies of wearing lipstick and sucking a cock were about to become reality!

I put on my red lipstick and sat on the toilet. He stepped in front of me and unzipped his pants. OMG!! The first dick I ever sucked was PERFECT!! About 7 inches and tapered. smallish head but quite thick at the base. I remember thinking, "OMG!! He's putting his cock in my mouth!" It felt exquisite! I slid me ruby lips up and down his cock. YUMMMMY! I loved it more than I thought I would. I could tell from his rapid breathing and shaking that he was about to cum when he suddenly pulled his dick out of my mouth and shoved it into his pants! WTF?! Our chatroom agreement was for me to suck his cock util he came in my mouth.

He said, "I want top fuck your ass!!" I told him emphatically that there was no chance in Hell. He asked if he could at least see my butt and play with my ass cheeks. I reluctantly agreed and he played away for a few minutes. I said that I had to go and catch my train home. I pulled up my pants and gave him a hug goodbye when he asked. He left. I checked the mirror for any residual lipstick but it had all come off while I was sucking.

I walked to the train in a bit of a trance. A great experience with a less than satisfactory conclusion.

End of story. Not sure if this is a one and done or if I want to add more.

Goodbye for now


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